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Beautiful Disaster

About Me



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Music Playlist at MixPod.com

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

But like any addict, I'm learning to quit you.

When pain grabs me
with its insistent embrace,
I put on my cloak of Hope,

my Faith that Love
will overcome adversity
& find a smile
from somewhere deep inside.

When survival becomes too cruel to bear,
I remember Life.

Courage under fire
is nothing more
than having the stubbornness not to surrender.

And that is why, I will always be, a beautiful disaster.

My Blog

Lips Sewn Shut

Corroded thoughts melt together into a twisted spiral of misunderstandings of do's and don't's Right and wrong never seem to stay the same when she's on a one way ticket to nowhere in the quiet place ...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Jan 2009 01:16:00 GMT

For My Angel

Most beautiful song I have ever heard...To my "P" The Exies - Tired Of You Where did I go wrongCan't look you in the eyeFeeling so ashamedFeels like I could dieHold me up and don't let goI've had enou...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 00:46:00 GMT

What happens when you break a person?

"Lets pretend that this marble was my heart before we met," she rolled the hard marble between her fingers, "hard and not easily penetrated," she threw it at the wall and it made a dent in it.He flinc...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 01:30:00 GMT

Whats leftover at the moment...

For the most part, I admit I don't look very hadicapped but those who know me well aka family and Y will tell you I am great at making myself seem okay if the time calls for it. Call it an God given a...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 00:35:00 GMT

Shattered and Wasted

A shattered glass rose lies still as her feet,Its tattered petals exposed for all to see.The broken dawn of an eclipsed nightRises on the stormy eastern horizon.This morning pounds out lyrics with no ...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 01:44:00 GMT

Answers

You have many questions, and you have asked them,And I have answered you in kind,But you still seem unsatisfied.My answers are not the answers that you were searching for,My answers were not the answe...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 02:31:00 GMT

I have a secret!

Yes, I think I am going to take the plunge again. We shall see what the future holds. I expect it will be great things. I won’t accept anything less.
Posted by on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 03:50:00 GMT

Ive found it again

Marriage:Two trees growing by a river -- too close, they crowd         & nbsp; each other out -- too far apart, they are not in touch.   &nbs...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 00:48:00 GMT

And the cycle starts again

The cycle is beginning to kick up again. My fault, I will admit. Although it seems rather silly that simply doing routine things I put off due to the unbearable and incapacitating pain I go through, w...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 00:46:00 GMT

The Route

In the midst of lonenessOut of tears of despairTrembling insideLife weighs so muchAt least that's how it feelsIn all directions I swimIt's hard to tell, I'm drowning within myselfI fight harder to mai...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 00:43:00 GMT