back to the begining |
i understand now the darkest part of myself. im not sure when it began, but i know that it has to end.the pain and jelousy in my life is to much for me. it has been to much for to long. im jelou...
Posted by Squishy on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 07:55:00 PST |
humbled |
i dont know if its for the best, but i feel it had to happen. im not sure if ive lost a part of myself or gained new ground. its not easy for me to be humble in this life. i once swore i would not be ...
Posted by Squishy on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 11:11:00 PST |
does it really matter? |
do you remember a time in your life where you felt as if your heart were breaking? like the one movie that rips at you and the tears fall? to even begin to understand what you are reading try to ...
Posted by Squishy on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 12:24:00 PST |
despair |
once more ive tried, once more ive failed. i just wanted to hold on to a friendship failed. ive not done what you say, ive not done what they said. yet you hold onto the lies like a blunt blow to the ...
Posted by Squishy on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 06:00:00 PST |
Inferno |
You open once more just one more time. By mistake i thought i might try to just to kill myself again, naked alone i die. Im stuck forerver stuck in my heart crying so hard i choke in the dark. I cant ...
Posted by Squishy on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 08:33:00 PST |
time and loss |
i look at myself, at what i have become. i cant get rid of the blame, i know im the reason, the only one. its my fault im here in this fucked up position of lies. i created a fall, and all it did was ...
Posted by Squishy on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 08:25:00 PST |
Death of a Soul |
I stand here with closed fists ready for the fight, But i cant see it. Im lost in a way i dont understand. Ive found myself i know who i am, yet i cant seem to remember why i have this essence of ...
Posted by Squishy on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 09:50:00 PST |
End Game |
Ive spent most of my life finding ways to make the people i love smile. i dont give a fuck about any one but those few. as the end draws near for me my only hope is that you will smile and let me fade...
Posted by Squishy on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 02:51:00 PST |
Now |
if confidence youve lost, and your away from yourself, how do you find them? if one you love, you have let down, how do you stay up and not drown? if youve swore youd never be here again, yet here you...
Posted by Squishy on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 05:12:00 PST |
emotional suicide |
Silence the answer, silence the lie, it pounds on me like a fist from the sky, anger and hatered and pain arive, my soul is lost but i still survive!
This is just one more attempt, in a long list of t...
Posted by Squishy on Sun, 26 Mar 2006 04:36:00 PST |
