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=LAUREN=

I am here for Friends

About Me


=I'm stronger then I ever have been=
=I wouldn't be here without my true friends=
I just recently found out who they really arebe jealousit saved my lifethat doesn't mean I'm hopelessI just age wellso I don't do that as much nowbut now it's my friends Galaxy Cheer & Eastside Catholic they are my constant and my biggest inspirationsI would die without Sarah Elizabeth NagashimaJerry Huck is the best Biffle a girl could ask forDON'T EVER FEEL LIKE YOU KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT ME+ I will be something special and I won't let anyone hold me back.
+ I believe in God
+ I wish i could trust people the way that i used to... but you don't always get what you wish for
+ Don't take me for granted because MOST PEOPLE DO
+ I'm super outgoing...but can be EXTREMELY shy at times
I've changed a lot throughout the years, for the good and the bad. All the lessons and regrets of my past have made me who I am today - but i still don't always know who that isONE THING I DO KNOW: You can't live in the past especially if the past has always let you down. If you hold on too tightly to history it will only repeat itself - you can't make up for things that have already happened. People don't change unless they want to... and i want to
oh...and...
THIS IS WHAT DREAMS ARE MADE OF
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My Interests

LIFE WITH MY ROOMIE
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I'd like to meet:



=Someone I can trust
=Someone who is sincere
=Someone who doesn't fear =Someone who won't let me down
=Someone who loves unconditionally
=Someone who has fun - no matter what
=Someone who never thinks they are 'too cool'

+GENERALLY: people who are REAL

Heroes:

+SARAH NAGASHIMA
+MY GRANDMOTHER
+MY UNCLE
+JERRY HUCK
+RONDA THOMAS
+MY BLOOD BROTHERS
JOHN F. WALTERS
MATTHEW W. WALTERS

(my best friend) +FROM APHONY
+MY "NEPHEWS"
RYAN P. THOMAS
RILEY J. THOMAS
+MY "NIECES"
N.A. TYLER THOMAS
TORY L. THOMAS
+EVERY PERSON I HAVE EVER COACHED
GALAXY CHEER
SOUTH ELITE
EASTSIDE CATHOLIC
+EVERY PERSON I HAVE EVER CHEERED WITH
GALAXY CHEER
EVERETT HAWKS
COA CHEER
BCC CHEER
+MY AMAZING CO-WORKERS JENNY BESTE
ASHLEY WAGENFHUR
TRAVIS ANDERSON
BRITTANY "HECKER"

My Blog

removing the problem

After Ronda's accident today she had no way to pick up Troy from work so I of course gladly excepted the offer to help......   at 6:30pm I left my house and had a rather painfully lonely 2 and a...
Posted by =LAUREN= on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 02:03:00 PST

Quote it!

Sometimes people/friends say things that deserve to be quoted: "All boys are dumbasses. But it's always good to have a bunch of dumbasses that think the world of you" -ELIAS (on boys that bug me) "You...
Posted by =LAUREN= on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 03:43:00 PST

This summer I have learned that:

*Kidney stones hurt and they are scary*I can't trust that many people*I shouldn't have too high of expections for anyone or anything*True friends are there [.all.the.time.] & [.anytime.] no matter...
Posted by =LAUREN= on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 01:04:00 PST

150 THINGS

I have been blessed. I have 150 things that give me 150 stresses and 150 reasons to live - the ability to laugh and cry at the same time - a reason for losing sleep at night and for waking up each mor...
Posted by =LAUREN= on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 08:31:00 PST

Finally clearing my vision...

Soooo.... basically... tonight felt really good. In a bunch of different ways. I've had a pretty rollar coaster year...and the last 2 months have been especially painful for me... However, I have lear...
Posted by =LAUREN= on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 02:59:00 PST

the truth...

I'm sorry I posted what I posted the other day. Not entirely though, because most of it is true...it's just that most of you took it the wrong way. Sometimes I vent for reasons that are all in my head...
Posted by =LAUREN= on Sun, 14 May 2006 11:17:00 PST

Mistakes & Realizations

Apparently as you get older, life only gets harder. At least for me anyways. Maybe it's because you think you are older and can read people better and trust people more. It's not that life gets HARDER...
Posted by =LAUREN= on Mon, 08 May 2006 12:39:00 PST

don't hold me too tight

The only time my heart beats is when I'm with youYou're the only one that makes me feel aliveDon't hold me too tight I might mistake youFor someone else who only made me cryI know I should forget Abou...
Posted by =LAUREN= on Sat, 31 Dec 2005 10:17:00 PST

It's sucks when you realize what you've taken for granted...

*I used to hate how protective of me he was*I used to hate how he always said I made the wrong decisions*I used to hate how he'd always yell at me for not hanging out*I used to hate how he tried to a...
Posted by =LAUREN= on Sun, 25 Dec 2005 09:32:00 PST

Nothing is as it seems

This isn't about any one particular person, it's just about people in general Nothing Is As It Seems It hurts when your life is so crowdedYet you still feel all aloneIt kills me that I'm so full of lo...
Posted by =LAUREN= on Thu, 13 Oct 2005 12:53:00 PST