Release |
finger nails bent back-bleeding from clinging - grasping too tight to this absurd vision we call reality . . . i just want to drift . . . dissapate into the void . . . Posted by on Sun, 26 Apr 2009 17:44:00 GMT |
Life-Death-Beyond? |
4-26-09 Feeling sorry for myself again damn me anyway. Really want to put the 9mm in my mouth and inhale. Went out last night to the only place in Mqt where one can dance, and who do I see first of... Posted by on Sun, 26 Apr 2009 15:57:00 GMT |
Mom |
She carried me nine months Snug and warm, immersed withinReleased me on a hot July nightAnd almost died in the process.Fifteen years she helped guide meTaught me with patience and loveLet me go my way... Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 18:48:00 GMT |
Questions |
Where The Hell Does It Come From Once when I was maybe ten I was at Boy Scout camp. A week long thing perhaps and we were camped out in small tents, three to a ten... Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 06:26:00 GMT |
Projection |
I feel like East Berlin (1970) Concrete Walls, Barbed Wire, Machine Guns, ... Posted by on Tue, 02 Dec 2008 22:09:00 GMT |
Lack of Control |
Damn if this isn't one of those real low times where I am drowning myself in sorrow and self piety. Knowing that my own weakness and lack of discipline of my own mind is the cause. ... Posted by on Tue, 02 Dec 2008 20:39:00 GMT |
Part Letter |
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Letter |
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Letter |
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A letter |
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