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About Me

Hello. Names Amanda. 18 years young and living it up..Im 5 ft 9 150 pounds. I am like any other young adult.. i like hanging out with friends and having a good time , i dont always have to be out and about to be having fun. Im content having a day/night at home. I'm really goofy..kinda immature but i know there's a time and place to be serious. Im somewhat a tomboy so you can find me doing a lot of things most females wouldnt ejoy .I'm just trying to find my way in the world... so far so good :)

My Blog

Some History.....<3

This..is a poem that was written for me by someone that was once very close to me.Ive been written poems before...many times...but they seemed empty to me...but this one..thi...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Dec 2009 08:27:00 GMT

Yes!

hm...I need someone who responds to the fact that I enjoy the reassurance of physical contact and emotional sharing, but who helps keeps dependency in check in the relationship so that us two do not l...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Aug 2009 04:03:00 GMT

That Maui Woweee

Walking around looking for a wayBut no one tells me which way to goI'm caught up in a worldElaborath a mazeWhere yes men could easily be knownI ask them no questionsThey give me no answersFollowing th...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Jun 2009 00:23:00 GMT

I dont know if ive ever been good enough

Someday youll find your small town world On a big town avenue Gonna make you like the way they talk When they're talking to you Gonna make you break out of your shell Cuz they tell you to Gonna ...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jun 2009 22:18:00 GMT

For my Constant Campanion...MEGAN

You've changed your tunemany times since we've metBut I'll always recognize youYou are part of meI feel you, whether in Jamaica or in the Angel cityYou're such a gift to meUuuuhHey youI gotta tell you...
Posted by on Sun, 24 May 2009 16:26:00 GMT

This is what i call a MILK CHOCOLATE CLUSTER FUCK

i dont know if ive ever been good enough im a little bit rusty and i think my head is caving inand i dont know if ive ever been really loved by a hands that touched meand i think somethings going to g...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 21:46:00 GMT

Ive decided! :)

So ive decided something its a pretty big dealIm going to start overim going to do my damndest to restart my ...erm for lack of a better word crushesThis will be...pretty gosh darn hardbut i need toim...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 15:50:00 GMT

Today Rest In peace....

Im thinking back now to where it all began& my race against time just to understand& the message from above to this common man& was to spit some real shit to my next of kin& I get rejection objection,...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 08:09:00 GMT

To al lthose lost in our oh so small districts

Little towns...deal with big issuesbig heartbreak and i would like to take this blog to remember those of Fremont High schoolwho's lives were cut shortFirstDustin TinkI didnt know him...he was like 3 ...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 22:22:00 GMT

The great times OF LIFE

We use to dream of growing upgetting old and always being best friendsAll the summers we spent together seemed to go by too fastWe had the greatest timesfrom going to the movies every weekend to havin...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 00:23:00 GMT