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feral human

I am here for Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me

i'm a wandering fool, looking for love and trying to reveal beauty and love in purity, no strings attached. i operate with a minimum of a half-broken heart; this keeps me crazed and ready for action. never been perfect - my successes are my failures and in the end, i pedal my bicycle stallion to nowhere.

My Interests

travel, frank conversation, writing, drawing, community-building, mental health, alternative medicine, medic work, survival skills, vegetarian/vegan cooking and baking, gardening, hiking, nature, non-violent direct action, ingenuity, spirituality, risking heartbreak for love

I'd like to meet:

anyone who has a heart, no matter how different from me you feel. do you philosophize? question reality? wonder about god/des? bicycle countless numbers of miles without need for a destination?

Music:

i like a grotesque amount of electro-industrial goth bands no one's ever heard of (hocico, decoded feedback, suicide commando, mind.in.a.box, pti, covenant, punto omega, rotersand), 80's new wave and goth/pop (cure, depeche mode, gary numan, siouxsie, missing persons, billy idol, tears for fears) and other stuff you're likely to go into a depression coma or flying rage to. i also generally like stuff on the lighter side of dance/trance/electronica and have been influenced by my friends' awesome music tastes in rap/hip hop, jazz, soul, and reggae. thanks for dragging me out of the 80's and into the joyful side of music.

Movies:

the city of lost children, la vie en rose, grizzly man, what have i done to deserve this? (and a lot of pedro almodovar), aeon flux, me,you, and everyone we know, the eyes of tammy faye, dancer in the dark, waiting for guffman...

Television:

i haven't watched tv for years but used to like twin peaks and the x-files back in the day

Books:

tba but i swear i read!

Heroes:

those who are not afraid to take a stand in the face of oppression in the name of love, truth, and peace, no matter how unpopular or dangerous. emma goldman, angela davis, john brown, frederick douglass, gandhi, rev.martin luther king jr.,leonard peltier, sojourner truth, mother jones, starhawk, rev. mel white, soulforce equality riders, my mom, and also, jesus and buddha and all the saints and prophets.

My Blog

i won’t have much to say

i’ve been doing it for months now so i might as well say that when drama piles up, it’s quite nice to keep my life and its essence removed from myspace land. i just want to be in touch, sa...
Posted by feral human on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 02:23:00 PST

misadventures (part 1)

so i thought it was a bit hyped up, but cuz we got so much snow yesterday i wanted to take my southerner girlfriend for a drive. if you're not used to snow (aka don't live here or somewhere else with ...
Posted by feral human on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 03:04:00 PST

i wish id grow some fangs...

i am such a wimp. i don't care. i'm manning the golf course again and no one's here and i should be vacuuming and mopping the dining room floors cuz it all looks like shit. but i am not, i'm writing a...
Posted by feral human on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 12:06:00 PST

for january

i'm finally through with my 11 day exile to oak creek. i've lost track of what day it is and considering it's so cold, time is like looking at the ocean from a very small island. time ended on a driv...
Posted by feral human on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 03:35:00 PST

sucked in

my life has been really boring lately and helps me understand why i can never run a business. i'm not bad at it, but it sucks you in like a needy child and makes you worry too much about money. also, ...
Posted by feral human on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 02:58:00 PST

a whole new decade

 okay, i think having a birthday is a good excuse to be a little self-indulgent with reflection. it was a pretty decent day. i rode the single-speed (which needs a larger front chain ring cuz i w...
Posted by feral human on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 12:11:00 PST

winter bicycle

it was only 19 degrees when i left the house today... not that temperature is where it's at, it's the wind. today, coming from the west 15-25 mph. i don't want to let winter take me off the road, beca...
Posted by feral human on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 12:19:00 PST

i think about how i feel

i've been wandering the hills of seattle, taking in what is my old home. i am mourning a loss, not of the seattle i knew and not of the many people i've known here. in my pursuit for peace, justice, a...
Posted by feral human on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 08:34:00 PST

goodbye maytag!

today is the eve of my last day of work at maytag (whirlpool). i've been working there in assembly since last august and now, it appears that my stint making free-standing ranges is a closed chapter. ...
Posted by feral human on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 05:42:00 PST

aliens in the street

i just got inside the house after hearing myself fiercely shout, "go home! GO!" at a dog who tried to attack me from the shadows. there were some people gabbing nearby, perhaps members of the dog's pa...
Posted by feral human on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 08:53:00 PST