Born Dancing (3): Daddy’s Boy |
In my second year, our family became closer. Daryl and my mother finally got married. My two brothers grew closer as they were being shuffled between their mother and my mom. I don't think I understoo...
Posted by Rutherford B.Smith on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 07:20:00 PST |
The starry eyed romantic v. the bus stop boxers.... |
Writing when I should be sleeping...
An interesting conversation happened upon yesterday. I went to the nearest busstop to catch the city bus for a movie when I happened upon two guys, a white g...
Posted by Rutherford B.Smith on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 04:37:00 PST |
Part Two: Year One |
Despite being born in a fairly precarious situation, I quickly found myself in a loving and large family. My mother quickly became engaged (and eventually married) to a young oil worker named Daryl Sm...
Posted by Rutherford B.Smith on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 03:35:00 PST |
Born Dancing... |
When I say I was born in Southern California, I say that not as a matter of geographical fact. It's a statement of who I am contrasted to what I was supposed to be. I came into this world on De...
Posted by Rutherford B.Smith on Thu, 10 Jul 2008 09:14:00 PST |
Free and easy and I’m feeling jake... |
So yeah, I'm in the home stretch. I fell down, now Im just starting to get back up again. You fall down, like I did recently, you start to gain perspective. Where you are. Who you are. Who you want to...
Posted by Rutherford B.Smith on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 02:39:00 PST |
A life afraid of stuff... |
So I've been thinking alot about Patrick Swayze lately. I read somewhere that he supposedly has 5 months to live or something. That he has some freaky sort of cancer, which they didn't catch in time o...
Posted by Rutherford B.Smith on Thu, 08 May 2008 02:15:00 PST |
Of Hip Hop Dreamz and British Costume Dramas |
Busy day today.
I slept in today, having had the weirdest dream. My college friend Jared somehow passed the BAR, (he was a lit major), and so I was tasked with throwing him a party at his old job, Has...
Posted by Rutherford B.Smith on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 12:50:00 PST |
I’ve played the unraveler, the parhelion... |
This is an Of Montreal song that explains exactly how I feel today:
"The past is a grotesque animalAnd in its eyes you seeHow completely wrong you can beHow completely wrong you can beThe sun is out, ...
Posted by Rutherford B.Smith on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 01:12:00 PST |
To all of my friends... |
My heart is bursting see...
Cuz I'm filled with love. Love for all of you people. The ones who pck up what I put down. The ones who pick me up, when Im feeling down. The ones who place me in the...
Posted by Rutherford B.Smith on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 05:53:00 PST |
Me and my big...entire face even... |
So apologies were spoken and wounds might slowly might be on the road to mending. But it frightens me how much I need the people in my life. How much I value them. Even some of the people who read thi...
Posted by Rutherford B.Smith on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 09:30:00 PST |
