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About Me

I'm Ashley/Relay. When I walk, I hang my head towards the ground, because I somehow feel that I'm not worthy to look the world in the eyes. I love music. I love movies. My parents have been divorced since I was three, got back together when I was in seventh grade, both cheated on each other, now my father is remarried. My twenty-three year old brother and his twenty-one year old girlfriend live at home with my mother and had their first baby February 13th 2007. I had two hamsters, but Jack and Sally died. I had a tarantula named Mike, and Christine swears up and down that I stabbed him to death with a pencil, but I didn't. I had a snake named BAM, but I gave him away because he kept biting me. I have a dog, a Shi Tzu named Hailee. My boxer, Daisy, died. =[ I miss my kitty, Whiskers. I have the most kickass Pitbull puppy, Riley. XD Ahhh she's sooo big!!!! I wrecked my 2003 White Kia Rio. Now I have a 2003 Black F150, that I call Mason, he's my baby. I don't bite my fingernails. I want a job where I work outside doing some sort of manual labor. I find life to be so mundane. I've loved in my life. I love to run long distances for long periods of time. I hate when people can't spell, or use grammar correctly, yet I rarely speak this way. I had a boyfriend once, and carved his name in my forearm with a safety pin, the scar has healed. My radio volume in my truck always has to be on multiples of five. I alphabetize EVERYTHING. I don't smoke. I drink. I would rather be outside than in. I would rather be hot than cold. I only wear my hair up when I'm working out. I would rather wear jeans ANYDAY than shorts, no matter the temperature. My best friend lives 30,000 freaking miles away from me. I don't own/wear makeup...I think it's a waste of money and time. I believe that long distance relationships CAN work, but only if you're in love. I drive too fast. I'm afraid to let down the ones closest I'm closest to. I'm afraid to say what's on my mind to the people that mean the most to me in my life, because I don't want to piss them off...I'm scared to lose them. I take things WAY more personally than I should, and I blame this on the ones in my past who tore me up inside. I'm slowly learning to trust again. I date people with the intention that it's going to last forever, and it kills me when it doesn't. I want too much from people. I get jealous. I don't like many vegetables, and I'm probably the pickiest eater you will ever meet in your lifetime. I could eat a can of peas everyday. I sing too loudly when I'm alone, when I'm with someone else, I mumble/whisper. I don't own a purse/dress, (that's a lie, I just bought a prom dress on April 14, 2006). I hate body hair. I hate fish, but love to fish. I had my first hamburger two years ago, and will never have another one again due to a bad food poisoning experience with Whataburger, (yea that's a lie too..I crave them occasionally). I watch cartoons. I color in my coloring books. Everytime Kill Bill Vol. 1 or Vol. 2 is on, I HAVE TO WATCH. I don't trust people easily. I still listen to Spice Girls, Backstreet Boys, and NSYNC. I have broken both of my thumbs, and sprained both of my ankles countless times. I hate people who think they know everything. I hate people who don't know when they've crossed the line. I went to a community college in Kansas for a year. I have changed my outlook on children, and have decided that if someday I fall in love, and my partner wants a baby, we will have one as a symbol of our love for one another. A child is a huge commitment to another person, and I would never have one with someone that I do not love. My baby cousin is the cutest thing EVER. I coached my little cousin's softball team. I don't know what I want to do as far as a career goes. Economics is boring as all hell, I was in that class when I wrote this. I took three years of German in high school, but didn't retain much of it. I have been to twelve states, (Texas, Louisiana, Oklahoma, Kansas, Arkansas, Missouri, Nebraska, Colorado, Illinois, Indiana, Michigan and Alabama), I want to see them all. I'm shy around new people. I say yes ma'am, yes sir, to people I don't know, even if they're younger than me. I am hypocritical. I go to school for grades, not to learn. I cuss a lot, but I'm trying to cut back because it's such a horrible habit. I don't cry when I'm physically hurt, but cry too much for emotional reasons. I don't eat during the summer. I had my ears, eyebrow, lip, and tongue pierced, and only wear the tongue ring now. I have seven tattoos, and I want MORE. My longest relationship was ten and a half months. I hit the first, second, fourth, and sixth homerun, in the history of Sachse High School. I set a national record the other day for homeruns in one day...four on the day. =] Ended my freshman season at the community college with 13 homeruns on the season and took 2nd Team All-Conference and 1st Team All-Region for catching only HALF the season. My only motivation for my senior prom, was to see a smile on Katie's face. I love to make people happy. I would do anything for my friends. I will show how much I care even if I get nothing back. I'm a cuddler. I will drop whatever it is I am doing at the moment, to do whatever it is my friends ask of me. I miss my old relationship my father and I used to have. I like Darlene, =P. I sleep with a purple carebear. I'm always on my computer. My cell phone hasn't been turned off once since I activated it. I love pictures, as long as I'm not in them. I'm out to BOTH of my parents now, and I'm happy that they accept me.

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My Blog

I’m begging and I’m pleading, be mine tonight...

It never fails.  Monday mornings, 10:20 AM.  A boy, I say boy because I honestly don't know his age, comes in and vacuums our shop for us.  The only reason why this stands out to me is ...
Posted by Relay on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 06:58:00 PST

MY list of things to do before I die...

Ok, so I stole a few of these from Stan, but that's because we think a lot alike.  sky divekiss someone in the rain and snowtravel the worldrun a marathonmake more guy friendshang out with ellen ...
Posted by Relay on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 01:58:00 PST

Please don't walk away, please tell me you'll stay...

Best Friends   Best friends are the ones who will buy a $10 raft from Wal*Mart and float down a disgusting creek with you without thinking twice, and be completely serious and focused. Best ...
Posted by Relay on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 11:58:00 PST

i'm screaming so loudly as my eyes begin to bleed...

Some used to tell me that my eyes could speak.  Was this merely a lie?  Or is it that they just knew exactly what I was thinking, all the time...?  Because honestly for the past two wee...
Posted by Relay on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 09:13:00 PST

this place changes you...

"there's a difference between those who feel safest in the light, and those who feel safest in the dark....which one are you?"   i feel like crying, and i don't really know why.  but anytim...
Posted by Relay on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 07:47:00 PST

my throat's raw from screaming yet i haven't said a word...

don't go see the omen, i didn't like it.  but that could possibly be that i don't scare, or it could have been that i was in a shitty mood.    i don't know what provoked my actions ton...
Posted by Relay on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 01:13:00 PST

it's not hard to fail, it's not easy to win....

Wait, I thought all you did was kill innocent people?  Innocent?  Is that supposed to be funny?  An obese man, a disgusting man who could barely stand upa man who if you saw him on the ...
Posted by Relay on Wed, 31 May 2006 11:49:00 PST

and tonight, i'll be crying myself to sleep...

"Why can't you just tell your dad?!"  "Because it's not that easy Mom!! They don't like GAY people." "It's not like they're going to turn you away, I didn't!!" "You're a lot different than they...
Posted by Relay on Tue, 23 May 2006 08:36:00 PST

backing down never really was my style...

my friend and i got into an interesting conversation tonight, and we discovered that we both over analyze.  and so i kind of came to the conclusion that i'm insecure and that i've been hurt twelv...
Posted by Relay on Mon, 22 May 2006 01:22:00 PST

i look away, but then i look back at you...

"i wake up in the morning, put on my face. the one that's gonna get me through another day. doesn't really matter how i feel inside, this life is like a game sometimes." it's all just a big game. ...
Posted by Relay on Mon, 15 May 2006 06:52:00 PST