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Jess

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me

I am 22 years old

I just moved to Bend a couple of months ago

I am proud to be a Curvy Redhead

I'm an adorable sarcastic smartass

I am a Lupus, Fibromyalgia, Sjogren's Syndrome Survivor

I will always tell the truth even if it might hurt

I am not afraid to state my opinion even if most won't agree with me

I'm a hopeless romantic still searching for Mr. Right.

I listen to those who need to talk and give great advice when its wanted.

I am an openminded God believing Buddhist.

:Likes:

*Rock Music**Horror Movies**Smirks**Cheesey Romance Novels**Butterflies**Thai Food**Tattoos**Sleeping In**Sweet Tea**Candles**Disney Movies**The Color Pink**The Smell of Pine**Black and White Pictures**Hot Guys**Soft Snuggly Blankets**Cooking**Cotton Candy**Red Nail Polish**Stars**Travel**Hanging with Friends**Debates**The smell of Cologne**Cherry Blossoms**Accents**Equal Rights**Flip Flops**Thunderstorms**Caramel Apples**Cosmo**

:Dislikes:

**Ignorance**Prejudice**Stinky Cheese**Lonely Nights**Stupid People**Orange Fake Tans**Pretty Boys**Hairy Backs**Dentists**Small Closed Places**Alarms**Bad Hair Days**Boredom**Humidity**
What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.
You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.
You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true.
Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I would love to meet people who are down to earth and have great senses of humor.

Meeting an honest funny handsome guy would be great too



Music:

Linkin Park, Disturbed, 3 doors down, Nickelback, The Beatles, Sugarcult, Papa Roach, Fall out Boy, Josh Groban, Daughtry, 3 Days Grace, One Less Reason, Toby Keith, Michael Buble, Blink 182, Sevendust, Trapt, Green Day, Simple Plan, Evanescence, Breaking Benjamin, Staind, Christina Aguilera, Avenged Sevenfold, Matchbox 20,Mariah Carey, Celtic Woman, and a ton of others.

Movies:














Television:


My Blog

The Shooting Star

~Shooting Star~ Tonight I saw a shooting star It flew right over my head Today I thought about life again And why everything turned out like it did I wondered about the meaning of this world Of this l...
Posted by Jess on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 08:52:00 PST

Lupus

For all who don't know yet. Last week I recieved the results from all the testing done at Shand's Hospital in Gainesville. It turns out that my diagnoses of Rheumatoid Arthritis was actually not right...
Posted by Jess on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 09:20:00 PST

Thoughts about life

Life is an interesting thing. Life is filled with joys and high hopes. Life is also filled with tears and sorrows. Challenging is the task of trying to find balance amongst the extremes.  The jou...
Posted by Jess on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 08:52:00 PST

new Poem ( who this is that I might be)

-Who this is that I might be- Sometimes I remember the girl I used to be She's long since faded away I don't recognize this face in the mirror Its just an empty shell of lost hope Burying me under sic...
Posted by Jess on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 10:43:00 PST

My blessing

All my life I have wished for a group of friends who I can talk to and lean on. For a while I thought that would never happend but  I finally have what I wanted. I have people who I wil...
Posted by Jess on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 08:38:00 PST

An old poem (dreamer)

Dreamer I saw your face again Smiling big as it had ever been And in my head I played it out so perfectly Just you and me the way we should have been No one to hold us back, nothing to slow us down F...
Posted by Jess on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 09:39:00 PST

new poem ( silent agony )

silent agony   same view as the day before nothing changes here alone watch the world pass by years taken out of my life can't pretend it doesn't hurt to endure the pain constantly but hearing ...
Posted by Jess on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 09:30:00 PST

found some old lyrics of mine... what do u think ?

Therapy Can you feel the cold in me The chill of air I must breathe The breaking of my everything Can you speak the words I say The agony I do scream The very pain put in me Cuz I do , cuz I do...
Posted by Jess on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 10:56:00 PST

Native american prayer for healing

Prayer for Healing Mother, sing me a song That will ease my pain, Mend broken bones, Bring wholeness again. Catch my babies When they are born, Sing my death song, Teach me how to mourn. Show me the M...
Posted by Jess on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 04:53:00 PST

Lyrics for fellow FMSers

I Run for Life(Melissa Etheridge)It's been years since they told her about itThe darkness her body possessedAnd the scars are still there in the mirrorEveryday that she gets herself dressedThough the ...
Posted by Jess on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 12:35:00 PST