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As we all grow older the truth will be understood, cause we never turn out the way we thought we wou

About Me

wrap me in always, and drag me in with maybes

My Interests



†collars and corsets†
†rejecting injunctive norms†
†top shelf liquor†
†my blackberry†
†fishnets and stilettos&dagger
†the sociology of it all†
†randoms†
†late night rendevouzs†
†shiny vinyl†
†adobe photoshop cs2†
†clearly stated versions of reality†
†fetish photography†

I'd like to meet:

I've met him...

...and our bikes are fond of each other too.

Music:



Movies:

†American Beauty†
†The Rules of Attraction†
†Dangerous Liaisons†
†Pulp Fiction†
†Romeo and Juliet†
†High Fidelity†
†Crash†
†American Psycho†
†Blow†
†Fight Club†
†Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas†

Television:

†Nip Tuck†
†Six Feet Under†

Books:

†Invisible Monsters†
†The Da Vinci Code†
†Brave New World†
"...our world is not the same as Othello's world. You can't make flivvers without steel–and you can't make tragedies without social instability. The world's stable now. People are happy; they get what they want, and they never want what they can't get. They're well off; they're safe; they're never ill; they're not afraid of death; they're blissfully ignorant of passion and old age; they're plagued with no mothers or fathers; they've got no wives, or children, or lovers to feel strongly about; they're so conditioned that they practically can't help behaving as they ought to behave. And if anything should go wrong, there's soma. Which you go and chuck out of the window in the name of liberty, Mr. Savage. Liberty!" He laughed
The Savage was silent for a little. "All the same," he insisted obstinately, "Othello's good, Othello's better than those feelies."
"Of course it is," the Controller agreed. "But that's the price we have to pay for stability. You've got to choose between happiness and what people used to call high art. We've sacrificed the high art. We have the feelies and the scent organ instead."
"But they don't mean anything."
"They mean themselves; they mean a lot of agreeable sensations to the audience."
The Savage shook his head. "It all seems to me quite horrible."
"Of course it does. Actual happiness always looks pretty squalid in comparison with the overcompensations for misery. And, of course, stability isn't nearly so spectacular as instability. And being contented has none of the glamour of a good fight against misfortune, none of the picturesqueness of a struggle with temptation, or a fatal overthrow by passion or doubt. Happiness is never grand."

Heroes:

†Aldous Huxley†
†Chuck Palahniuk†

My Blog

From Ancient Grudge Break New Mutiny

I suppose I have a certain mental platicity but I prefer my behavior to be more consistent with my attitudes and beliefs than inconsistent in order to hold some sort of mental sanity.&n...
Posted by thenewelite on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 05:12:00 PST

6000 Miles From Reno...

...I experienced one of the most amazing and one of the most sobering (literally and figurtivly) vacations I've ever had.  I don't feel like myself anymore.
Posted by thenewelite on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 12:49:00 PST

psshhhh...you knew what this was...


Posted by thenewelite on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 09:17:00 PST

I'm Gonna Wrap This Up

Drinking buddies of the year:Ashley, Max, and the J Krew. Lifetime service award: - (longest friend)Jillian High point of the year:I think my European vacation at the end of December will take the cak...
Posted by thenewelite on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 06:25:00 PST

Serial Monogamists vs. A Brave New World

You know the type...co-dependents...those who require relationships to reaffirm their self-worth...those who can't be single for more than a couple months...moving from serious relationship to serious...
Posted by thenewelite on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 06:19:00 PST

Halloween 2006

...and it started on thursday night... ...and continued at Ashley's party on friday night... ...footie pajama krew... ...and continued saturday night... I unfortunatly didn't get...
Posted by thenewelite on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 07:38:00 PST

There Is No Map To Human Behavior

10 random things about me1 - Shopping indulgences include corsets, vinyl shoes, chokers, and fishnet stockings.2 - The people I go on dates with, I don't get into relationships with.3 - I have a priva...
Posted by thenewelite on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 04:58:00 PST

I would like it if all of you...

...clicked below to help me map my personality awareness. http://kevan.org/johari?name=ms.+pull+the+trigger
Posted by thenewelite on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 10:49:00 PST

The Reason I Cannot Forget That Season

The constant reminders of my inconsistent attitude, beliefs, and behaviors interacting with each other are manifesting.  Stuck in an unappealing middle ground where my thoughts and attitudes...
Posted by thenewelite on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 07:21:00 PST

Slide or Die

Slip 'n Slide 2006 Battle Wound Apparantly I need more vitamin c and/or iron in my diet. Day 1 Day 2...
Posted by thenewelite on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 04:19:00 PST