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The Meganatur

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About Me

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My favorite things in life have history. I love antiques, photography, and good books. I'm still trying to figure out a lot of things in my life, but I don't have to figure out who I am any longer. I am the spitting image of my mother with all the passions of my father. I am the sister of a country girl... and the grandchild of everything I want to be and more. My names Megan which means soft and gentle. The name fits, but don't take that as a weakness.

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This Slide show is full of my favorite modeling photos.

My Interests

The Armenian Genocide, rock music, turkey, cats, woods of terror, ROB ZOMBIE, nice people, photography, poetry, theatre, acting, chocolate, weaver, wheat thins, STITCH, butterflies, greyhounds, photoshop, prolife, PETA, and Jec's hair.

this kid i know
his name is adam
aptly given by parents
of religious descent of
which i know a thing or two
the irony sits genuinely clear
even the first adam rebelled
but so
he is me at his age. i find it
oddly entertaining though,
i did things quite differently
loosen'd my fathers jaw
became prolific in Dark Arts
we both were seemingly
tossed from the garden
he knows the universal mind
is quick with tongue
still dressed in ego
but with word alone.. can be
potentially fierce
i am certain of our kinship
as i am certain it puts his
father at unease..
his father is my father
i am the apple
i am the snake
i am eve
i have broken morals
and fingers that attempted
to keep me from going..
i whistle in the dark and
become the tune..

if every god has an adam,
then every adam has an
apple.
-poetry by Juju

I'd like to meet:

Rob Zombie and God.
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have. Or what group you hang out with. It's not about if you have plans this weekend or if your spending it alone.
It isn't about how beautiful or ugly you are or how others see you.
It's not about getting accepted. It's not about who you're going out with, or how many people you've gone out with. It's not about how many people you've kissed how far you've gone, or f you've kissed no one at all. Life just isn't about those things.
But life is about who you love and who your hurt, it's about who you make happy or un-happy on purpose.
It's about how you see yourself. It's about keeping or betraying trust. It's about friendship, if you really care or use them. It's about the things you say and the things you mean. Everything inspiring and everything hurtful. What your judgements are and why, and who your judgements are spread to. It's about who you've ignored with full intention... but mostly....
It's about using your life to touch anothers
in such a way that could have never occured alone. Only you choose how those lives are affected good or bad and those choices are exactly what life is about.
Thanks Jess for letting me photograph someone beautiful inside and out. I hate that we wont be able to do that again. I hope that you are happy where ever you are... and maybe some day I'll find you again. Rest in peace sweet girl.

Music:

Rob Zombie/White Zombie, Deftones, Stabbing Westward, Cranberries, From Autumn To Ashes, Kittie, A Perfect Circle, HIM, The Five L's, 10 Years, Metallica, Pink Floyd, Megadeth, Queen, Queens of the Stone Age, Cradle Of Filth, Kill Hannah, Led Zeppelin, Lynyrd Synyrd, Marilyn Manson, Soil, Weezer, Chevelle, Motley Crue, Joanna Newsome, and some others I'm too lazy to type.

Movies:

Garden State, House of 1000 Corpses, Pretty Woman, A Knight's Take, Labyrinth, Pulp Fiction, Seven, Dirty Dancing, Fight Club, The Blue Lagoon, My Girl, The Incredibles, Kill Bill, Planet of the Apes, Forces of Nature, 100 Girls, What Dreams May Come, ANYTHING STITCH, The Fifth Element, Edward Scissor Hands, The Never Ending Story, Crybaby, and Interview With The Vampire.

Television:

Lilo and STITCH, Dawson's Creek, Will and Grace, Dirty Jobs, Rome, and the History Channel.

Books:

Anything by Chuck Palahniuk , The Catcher in the Rye by JD Salinger, Prozac Nation by Elizabeth Wurtzel, and The Chronicles of Narnia by CS Lewis

Heroes:

My grandfather

My Blog

Never stop the adventures

For once I'm doing everything I need to do for myself as I have realized that in the end thats all I'm going to have. I've been happier than I've been in a long time.. even though things arnt perfect....
Posted by The Meganatur on Mon, 05 May 2008 04:47:00 PST

Because you know.. and Im not stupid.

I tried so hard... but its gotten me no where. I've never tried so hard to be there or to be a friend in my life.... and it didnt even help. The crazy thing is is that... even though I've given up on ...
Posted by The Meganatur on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 02:43:00 PST

When you just want to go home

Things arnt that bad but I hate them. Nothings getting better though and I just wish that one good thing would happen. All I think about it how bad I just want to go home... even though that homes not...
Posted by The Meganatur on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 11:17:00 PST

Who are you

You're beautiful he tells me... all I can think is don't fall for it. I don't know who or what to believe anymore. I don't even know who anyone is anymore.. and I feel so alone. While at the same time...
Posted by The Meganatur on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 03:21:00 PST

I'm a toy

This photograph could not discribe how I feel right now any better.... and im tired of it.
Posted by The Meganatur on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 02:36:00 PST

The time has come the Walrus said

"The time has come the Walrus said to talk of many things. Of shoes and ships and celing wax, of cabbages and kings. Of why the sea is boiling hot, or weather pigs have wings."Those words have always ...
Posted by The Meganatur on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 12:37:00 PST

Pale Green

As my grandmother reached her hands around my grandfathers face she spoke softley "the red headed ones here Pop look she came just to see you." I leaned over... "I want you to know that I love you," I...
Posted by The Meganatur on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 09:07:00 PST

If I could

If I could run away.........I'd take you with me.. and we'd go some place far away.. like India. The only thing I'd bring would be my camera.. just so we would never forget. We would be gona long enou...
Posted by The Meganatur on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 07:23:00 PST

His voice is fading

"I've got a camera I want you to have," my grandfather said to me today, "do you have a 35 mm?' His voice is getting softer every time I come to visit. Words can't express how hard that is. A camera h...
Posted by The Meganatur on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 06:44:00 PST

Im sorry Mr. Deer

Dear Mr. Deer... and deer family,I am so sorry that I hit you tonight. I thought that your whole family crossed safely so I kept on going... I promise I didnt see you and I feel really bad about it. I...
Posted by The Meganatur on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 09:39:00 PST