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About Me

Whole Heart, Horns High... that's my motto. Throwing my metal horns up high with my whole heart's conviction has made me who I am. I'm proud that I've never stopped and I'm proud that I've never changed, despite the obstacles I've had to overcome in the long hard fight to be myself.
Mischa Monster is a nickname I was given when I was a little girl, obviously it stuck.
My dad owns a military surplus shop. I worked there when I was young and helped make ammo in the back.
I have two brothers, one older and one younger by two years to the very day... literally, he was born on my second birthday.
When I was 15, I kissed Anthony Keidis at a Fugazi concert at the Hollywood Palladium.
When I am driving by myself, I am usually blasting some 80's glam era, Hollywood sleaze-rock like Motley Crue, L.A. Guns or Faster Pussycat and singing along... loudly.
I don't have any tattoos.
I've been playing the violin since I was 3 years old, serenading audiences in solo recitals and orchestral concerts, dolled up in costume, on stages and parade floats all over the state of California. Who would have thought?
I grew up in Ridgecrest... the Mojave desert of Southern California, riding dirt bikes and shooting guns.
I'm a certified phlebotomist, but I choose to collect blood with rock and roll instead of needles.
When I was in junior highschool, I used to sit in my room everyday after school for hours on end, learning every guitar riff I could possibly figure out by taking my Ozzy, Iron Maiden, Guns N' Roses and Metallica cassettes and rewinding section by section, over and over until they were all chewed up.
When I imagine Jesus Christ as a person who was savagely beaten, spit on, nailed to a cross, torchered and killed... regardless of anything else you may or may not believe about him as a person... who he was and why he did the things he did... just the fact that any person would go through something like that so willingly, out of the love they felt for people brings tears to my eyes. The thought astounds me.
I am a natural born performer... I love playing music on stage. When I get the opportunity to perform in front of hundreds or even thousands of people at a time, the feeling it gives me is absolutely invigorating, and in that moment... I feel complete, which is a rare feeling for me. This is the feeling that leads a lot of people like us to various types of addiction... we go searching for a way to replicate it again and again... you always want more
Believe it or not, I am actually kind of shy.
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My Blog

More Like Myself Again...

Ever since this car accident I was in, I haven't felt quite like myself. Factor in the pain, all the medication prescribed for that pain and conjointly, the overall stress associated with the repercus...
Posted by on Wed, 31 May 2006 23:41:00 GMT

My favorite thing to do

There is nothing more fun than a Metal Skool show. They are the best imitators of the best music in the history of music, 80's metal. DO NOT BE FOOLED by pale imitations of other imitations....
Posted by on Fri, 03 Mar 2006 13:35:00 GMT

Mixing... business with pleasure

Over this past week, Toby Wright mixed nine Drop Six songs and it was the best studio experience of my life... he is amazing, an absolute pleasure to work with. His knowledge, experienc...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Feb 2006 05:51:00 GMT

How I broke in my Doc's at age 17

  So, one day at the age of 17, I bought a pair of Doc Marten's boots on Hollywood Blvd. They were black and red white & blue, with broad stripes and a bright star. Four differ...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 00:25:00 GMT