My name is Dave Anthony and I am a christian. I love God! I recently went through an extreme spiritual makeover and the changes will continue to be evident as time progresses! I am slowly learning to state accurately my deep convictions and not hide them in an effort to steer negative attention away from myself or my beliefs!
I am a Financial Analyst who has recently become a Network Engineer and software developer. I studied Banking and Finance and have advanced qualifications in both!
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The truth about me is that I have always closed my eyes to mean spirited behavior, rudeness and hatred with the hope that it would go away! The translation is if someone shows me hatred or indifference I have a natural tendency to ignore it hoping it will change rather than return the sentiment with more forcefulness. My mind always wants me to return the behavior but I have been trained not to do so!
This is very important to know about me, because I am not afraid of anyone at all, in the least! It is a conscious decision I have always made not to demonstrate anger or hatred to anyone! I do not believe in striking women for any reason whatsoever, or using harsh words to women for any reasdon whatsoever! Because of this apparent docile developmental handicap, a lot of people have treated me in very negative ways in the past and have lived to talk about it!
Had I not been extremely trained to show kindness, there would have been a lot less people running around this world today with their lives! This is what it means to be a christian! It is Christ that gives me this ability to absorb the hurt and the pain and gives me the strength and the resolve to focus on breakthroughs instead!
A breakthrough for me is a goal to reach out to someone who has been less than gentle, respectful or civil and instead of reacting to the negative feeling, I can begin to see just what it will be like when that person is able to see me differently and react to me in a normal personable way! My life is based on learning to wait to see the breakthrough that is possible when people who have been hurt or disappointed or broken hearted by people in their past, can look at me and say to me that they are now convinced that I am a good person! I live for the breakthroughs! It has been like this all my life! I have known nothing but mean unkind mannerisms, but I have not submitted to them by returning the sentiment! Instead, I have learnt to wait for the change that is possible when people finally realize that they have nothing to fear from associating with me! Those situations provide the most satisfying feelings in the world and it is in those situations I am reminded forcefully that Jesus Christ is a real person who resides in my life.
I am far from perfect! I have incredible self control along with other fruits of the spirit, and I am able to give thanks each day for the steady growth that I have been able to apprehend!
I have to give many thanks to a few people who have helped me along the way including a woman who gave birth to me; my mother; and a woman who brought me back to the path from which I had strayed!
I like high output automobiles, attractive real estate and all women regardless of their heritage or background!
I love the goodness in all people. I am very sensitive to other people's feelings. I work hard to accept my somewhat, slightly tarnished image. The thing that defines me is my ability to consider all the possibilities of the current situation! Deep Dave! That term stuck for years! People say, I consider how I can take a job or an exercise and make the whole job easier, faster and more efficient.
I am always thinking about how to fix stuff; intangible stuff, relationships, people's problems and emotional and mental states. I try very hard to take care of my own problems as well.
I have spent hours lifting up others and it took a stranger to be able to lift me! That is the irony of life! This why I know that there is a God who never leaves those that call upon him, no matter how far away they may be from him at the time! Word!
JESUS SAVES!
JESUS ALWAYS HAS AND ALWAYS WILL
HAVE YOU CONSIDERED ASKING FOR HIS FORGIVENESS?
Cece Winans "He's Concerned"
Matthew Chapter 7: 1 - 2 says - Do not Judge or you too will be judged! For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.
Judging others by their outward gestures or behavioral patterns is not a good practice even though celebrities do it everyday!
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