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hero {would you live until i fail}

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About Me

ok so you really wanna know what its like to live in my world? ...please enter my domain: who am i? i am who i am- ryan what do i like? somebody important to me, music, some tv, horror/ thriller movies, air force what do i dislike? not alot; people that think theyre all that and a bag of chips. newsflash people chips make you fat., people that think they know everything, people that got a problem with my friends. what kind of music do i like? rock, country, alternative, metal, heavy metal, horror-core rap, some hip-hop, some rap. tv? heroes movies? 300, shrek 1, ghost rider, covenent, transformers, see no evil, saw 4, blade, all of which i would watch over and over. favorite bands? ICP, Linkin park, Twiztid, tech n9ne, three days grace, blue october, papa roach, biohazard, hatebreed, blaxmyth, boondox, slipknot, metallica. anything else you wanna know, just drop some hatchet love and ask.

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My Interests

Today is Memorial Day, a time to remember those that have fought for our safety along with those that didn't make it home defending our country. Please take a moment today to honor and remember our heroes.

I'd like to meet:

now dont get the wrong impression, all of us arent about bein the bad asses, actually, thats kinda the minority of us. see we dont really run wit hatchets and go psycho on people, we are who we are. basically juggalo means: havin somebody elses back, no matter wat. kinda like your family, hints the name, juggalo family. but you dont have to be a juggalo, to truly mean you got some body elses back, but to automatically think that we all about killin and shit, that isnt hardly any of us. honestly, at times i question wat i believe in, wat iz real and wat isnt. sure the rest of the juggalos might get mad at me for sayin this but its gotta be said. ok the joker cards? completely fake people, icp created because they wanted more people to follow wat they were about. the joker cards also target the Y2K scare, think about it; they started with the carnival of carnage, the entrance to the last five years (1995), and ends with the wraith, the wraith is a representation for death, aka the Y2K scare (2000). none of it exists!! none of it! and therefore i must continually question wat i should believe. but bottom line iz this, we arent all about that stuff that icp, twiztid, and all the others rap about.

Music:

So wake me up from this nightmare I've been dreaming of for so long It's burned a hole in my head so large a fist can fit through it It's my death...for nowOooh...Right!So build me up so you can tear me down like a broken truck my wheels just ain't moving round so set me free, let me go and be on my own Sleep cautiously...for nowI never wanted to play your game I'm not quite sure though if you feel the sameOooh...Right!Your hold on me too strong to break away from I feel too weak, to weak to stand and run but I can't see with the fog in front of my eyes Step carefully...for nowAnd when it's time to be one We'll meet up somewhere knowingEveryday you bring me...down I try to run but keep falling...downIt's my time, my time to move from this place You're out of line moving into all my space but now I see everything you do holds me down I am free...for nowAnd when it's all said and done We've seen some times yea we've had some fun And though the good shadows bad You're still the worst thing I've ever had!It's over, It's over, It's over, It's over It's over, It's over, It's over, It's overEveryday I'm breaking...down I try to run but keep falling...down I got bad news but I got my...way Save your shit for a rainy day.You can't quit until you try You can't live until you die You can't learn to tell the truth Until you learn to lieYou can't breathe until you choke You gotta laugh when you're the joke There's nothing like a funeral to make you feel aliveJust open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral?I know some things that you don't I've done things that you won't There's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back homeI was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel aliveJust open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? thnx to 3against1 and sixx am for writin those songs

Movies:

THIS IZ MY DISCLAIMER...everythin i write about iz not true...none of the feelings except about certain things.

Books:

THE OUTSIDERZ WE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO REALIZE WAT WE MUST DO TO SAVE THIS WORLD. LETS FACE IT, WE ALL KNOW THIS WORLD IS GOING TO HELL. DO YOU FEEL POWERLESS TO IT? LOOK AROUND YOU, YOUR BEST FRIEND CAN HELP YOU THROUGH ANYTHIN. YOUR PARTNER FOR LIFE, IS ALWAYS ABLE TO CHEER YOU UP NO MATTER WAT. STILL THINK YOUR POWERLESS?! YOUVE ALREADY MADE A DIFFERENCE, LOOK AROUND, SOMEBODY ALREADY OWES YOU!! YOUR NOT POWERLESS, YOU JUST CANT USE YOUR POWERS IN CERTAIN SITUATIONS. WE ALL HAVE POWERS, NOT SUPER HUMAN, LIKE LASER VISION, BUT WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT REASONS FOR DOING WAT WE DO. THOSE ARE THE POWERS THAT THE REST OF THE WORLD NEEDS. WE SEEM POWERLESS AS INDIVIDUALS, BUT TOGETHER WE CAN AND WILL BE THE PEOPLE TO BRING THE WORLD BACK FROM THIS HELL WERE IN NOW. TAKE ANOTHER LOOK AROUND, EVRERY PERSON NEAR YOU HAS POWERS. WE ARE ALL OUTSIDERZ, WE ALL STAND OUT. WE ALL CAN AND WILL CHANGE THIS!!! -SO, WHOSE WITH US? send your NICKNAME AND your INITIALS to myspace.com/runninwithscissorz if you wanna help this world get back to where it was

Heroes:

who are the only peole that matter to me? timtim, jeff, gimini crikket, gramz, dale earnhardt, rusty wallace, undertaker, batista, linkin park, korn, 3DG, rise against, and 3against1. without those bands i would be alot more depressed than wat i waz, so thnx guys for literally saving my life-

My Blog

instinction to kill- pages 1 and 2

every once in a blue moon, i think of jumpin, slit my throat, somethin, ways to help me escape this hell. this hell that you created. you tried to tap into it, you tried to tap into my head. but i kne...
Posted by hero {would you live until i fail} on Fri, 30 May 2008 08:44:00 PST

instinction to kill- pages 3 and 4

...i stick to my promises, i keep my word. but dont blame me if you get fuckin hurt! at frist i loved you, until you said i jus wanted to fuck you!! i threw my life on the line, i couldve been arreste...
Posted by hero {would you live until i fail} on Fri, 30 May 2008 09:07:00 PST

instinction to kill- final chapter-

DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES?!
Posted by hero {would you live until i fail} on Fri, 30 May 2008 09:10:00 PST

the final ist...

HERO..JRCTHE DARRK 1...TJCLOLLYPOP...MMVSLAYA...TLBROKEN ARROW...RJDBABYGIRL...AMOCAMI...ALS...
Posted by hero {would you live until i fail} on Wed, 28 May 2008 11:38:00 PST

you shall rise again!! r.i.p my comrads

This touched my heart, and may God be with all the soldiers down range... Dear Sergeant,An Iraqi brought a gun to killHe told his friends that it was cool,And when he pulled the trigger back,It shot w...
Posted by hero {would you live until i fail} on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 10:31:00 PST

distinction of affection

at first, it was a game. a fun and harmless game. then we grew closer. slowly at first, more rapid as time passed. we are growin together as a whole. so close i can literally feel your pain. i dont kn...
Posted by hero {would you live until i fail} on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 08:15:00 PST

pain of an analogy

i love you. theres jus no other way to put it. every vein in my body, screamin your name.i promise to protect you, and help heal your pain. i love you. you might think its creepy, but its the truth. i...
Posted by hero {would you live until i fail} on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 08:06:00 PST

age of disembodiment

age is good. age is bad. tis good due to birth, age is bad due to death. it doesnt matter to me, the gap between us. a gap is a hole, which we must cross. i reach for you, we’ve made contact. no...
Posted by hero {would you live until i fail} on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 07:57:00 PST