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Like I Said Before, Live or Die Trying

About Me

Once Upon A Time,
There was this Boy...and he...
made me weak in the knees...
FUCK YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME&& MAYBE SOME ONE DOES
You think you know me.So you know my name,my age,my friends,maybe you are one of my friends or maybe thats just what i'd like you to think.You think you know me.. thats funny. So tell about myself...whats wrong? dont know as much as thought now do you.Dont pretend to know me because chances are you never will.Ill tell you what i want you to know make you think you know more then you do and then in the end youll be the one hurt this time not me because you thought you knew me and all you ever knew was lies.So if you wanna know, maybe even be my friend know one thing your risking alot, risking your life, your heart, your soul becuse i will get in i will know you;past all your locked doors ill get in youll get comfortable and then ill leave because all you really want to do is use and abuse me for all your little problems ignoring the fact we all have problems and forgetting that maybe just maybe someone is worse off then yourself maybe someone close that is to you, someone you only thought that you knew.Okay, so you think you know me....
I thought about erasing that up above but i decided against it for the main reason that its still me, but now i am so much happier and brighter..Nicks home, lifes good, friends still such but hey what can you except..?..still alot of drama but i just dont care...with one more year of highschool knowing you may never see some of these people again, that life may get them, sucide or a tragedy its just not worth any of the bull so try to bring me down but i dont see it happening. I have come to a realization of alot of things lately mainly being people dont always get what hey deserve that hardly happens, horrible people get good things. Some realized to was that no matter how much you hate someone you can put your hate on the back buner and help that person you only get one shot in life to live to the best of you ability...Live or Die....
so ABOUT ME........
-♥-i play music LOUD-♥-
-♥-i'm socially unacceptable -♥-
-♥-i dont need you to worry about me-♥-
-♥-i always put MYSELF down-♥-
-♥-i HATE the way i am-♥-
-♥-i have the CRAZIEST friends but there the best
-♥-i act really stupid and CLUELESS -♥-
-♥-i am really smart but when i show it no one takes me serious-♥-
-♥-life sort of SUCKS but thats they way it goes-♥-
-♥-i have boyfriend-♥-
-♥-i'm not all that normal-♥-
-♥-i'm not that WEIRD -♥-
-♥-i was born to stand out-♥-
-♥-i write poetry-♥-
-♥-music plays a big part in my life-♥-
-♥-I LOVE NICK-♥-
-♥-i'm random-♥-
-♥-im the girl who has nothing to say-♥-
-♥-the girl who doesnt see in her what everyone eles sees-♥-
-♥-i was born to stand out, though i try to fit in-♥-
-♥-i fake my emotions,all of them-♥-
-♥-only one person sees the real me, and he knows who he is-♥-
-♥-alot of my friends are reading this right now and thinking what the hell, i had no idea-♥-
-♥-i have an attitude and it can be a problem-♥-
-♥-right now you think your getting in past all my locked doors,till you reach a sign that says YOU'LL NEVER GET IN-♥-
-♥-i love you all in the way that i love-♥-
-♥-dont feel bad about never seeing the real me, never noticing if i wanted you to you would of-♥-
-♥-i am as strong as my attitude, as tough as i sound-♥-
-♥-i dont need love or a hug-♥-
-♥-i love, the way i love. not they way you do-♥-
-♥-i love me, being me, myself-♥-
-♥-one more thing, i counterdic myself and mean both-♥-
-♥-dont try to fix me im not broken -♥-
-♥-my storys untold,

i'll finish the book

when im ready-♥-
something for that list i ment for more then you'll ever imagine.Every love story has had a real-life inspiration. Through all the trials, tests and tribulations;He and I are that inspiration that give hope to a happy ending in this movie we call life.Make your own story. Make your dreams come true. And keep that love that you can't live without.Because remember, you can't hit rewind. ..

My Interests

So You Wanna Know What Intrest Me..
orange the color not the fruit

poke-a-dots--black and white

skirts--pleated

the water--all kinds

talking on the phone--all hours of the night

pizza

anything with nick

sex&&drugs&&cocoa puffs

MUSIC

did i mention poke-a-dots

the beach--sand,waves, all of it

skating--when im not falling

running--i love to run

saying things purposely to leave you confused as fuck

school--for friends not the learning

AshTray,Deck,&&Speed

being alone--its quiet

anything wiht my friends

YOU KNOW THERES MORE,BUT ILL END THERE

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I'd like to meet:


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Music:



I Play Music
LOUD

♥30 Seconds to Mars

♥Maroon 5

♥Sum41

♥Postal Service

♥My Chemical Romance

♥Nine Inch Nails

♥Avenge Sevenfold

♥The Fray

♥GreenDay

♥Hoobastank

♥Gorillaz

♥Dropkick Murphys

♥The Used

♥Blink182

♥Fall Out Boy

♥Hawthrone Heights

♥Linkin Park

♥Lola Ray

♥Marylin Manson

♥ICP

♥NickelBack

♥PapaRoach

♥Queens of the Stone age

♥Rise Against

♥Cky

♥Simple Plan

♥Smashing Pumpkins

♥The Bloodhound Gang

♥The Killers

♥Unwritten Law

♥Yellow Card

♥Kings Of Leon

♥3 doors down

♥3 Days Grace

♥Alien Ant Farm

♥The Stones

♥The Beatles

♥Envouge

♥American HiFi

♥Breaking Benjamin

♥Taking Back Sunday

♥Motion City Soundtract

♥NonPoint

♥Creed

♥Dave MathewsBand

♥Flyleaf

♥Matchbox twenty

♥Faders

♥All American Rejects

♥♥AND THERES MORE LOTS..IM JUST DRAWING A BLANK NOW♥♥
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Movies:

American Pie, American Pie2, American Wedding, Slackers, The Perfect Score, Emily Rose, Cry Wolf, Mothman,Not Another Teen Movie, The Breakfast Club, 40year old virgin,mothman,alchemy, pretty much anything that alot of people would find stupid.

Television:

Law&Order:SVU, Law&Order:Criminal Intent, General Hospital,One Tree Hill,Chris Angel:MindFreak,Tripping the Rift,Beautiful People,One World, Punk'd,Without a Trace,umm..i really dont watch TV.

Books:

You mite find this funny, but i love to read.But nothin normal..((i hate Harry+Potter)) i like books like... "The+Conditions+of+Love" or "Define+Normal".I love any of the old Stephen+King stuff the newer stuff doesnt seem like its him."Eragon" is good and so is "Eldest".But i'm not like a bookworm or anything i can read quick so i finish anybook in like 3hours.........

Heroes:

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