Heather Bear; - in Ohio till the end of June.

About Me

To find someone you love
you've gotta be someone you love
I want to stay as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can't see from the center.
-Kurt Vonnegut
I'm Heather, I don't need or want any nicknames. I'm sixteen, seventeen in July. I don't need or want your opinions.
I'm single for the most part. I know what it feels like to not have love, to be in love, and to lose love.
I love to joke and I'm really sarcastic. I love my friends more than anything and family means alot.
I have no regrets and especially no apologies. I've messed up my life and I'm not so sure how to fix it yet.
I've changed a lot as a person, and I like the person I've become.
I make mistakes and I love, laugh, and I do my best and that's all you can ever ask of me.
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One of the hardest moments in life is deciding whether you should give up, or try harder.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone who will put forth the effort; who will stick with me through thick and thin. I'm done with the head games. Do not treat me with disrespect. I am not a piece of meat and I will stand up for myself. But if you walk all over me, I won't do a thing.

Things will be the way they used to be again one day.
I've lost you once, and once I get you back, I'm never loosing you again.
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Music:

My life use to have more meaning, and direction.

Movies:

Something I cannot forget.

Television:

One thing I've learned and that's the hardest part of moving forward.
is not looking back.

Books:

our hearts beat and your voice resinates through me and it echoes in all this emptiness.

Heroes:

They keep me alive
Liliana Collins and Adrienne Rousseau

My baby sister Jamie
David Alsabrook
Victoria Bond
Michael Christohperson
Lauren Neilson
Justin Musick

"every night when you go to bed, you should never have any thought in your mind that you should've done something different, or that you shouldn't have done something. this is why you should live with no regrets."
- Kendall Quack

My Blog

David

You touch me for the millionth time. My body surges an electricity so incredible it could light up the city of new york. You look at me with your tired, puppy-dog eyes and my heart just melt...
Posted by Heather Bear; - in Ohio till the end of June. on Mon, 26 May 2008 11:25:00 PST

After me comes the flood.

Suspended in the dark light, and fixated on its sporadic illumination. I am withdrawing the down casted serenity, and I am emerging through the abrupt circumstance. Display with me, the scene of tha...
Posted by Heather Bear; - in Ohio till the end of June. on Thu, 15 May 2008 07:25:00 PST

i need answers

my mind has been going non stop for days. i've been contemplating my purpose in life, do i have one? does any one? is life just surviving? some one said that if you smoke you are kill...
Posted by Heather Bear; - in Ohio till the end of June. on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 08:43:00 PST

my dream

You cave in, tumbling through my blankets and laughing through thick white walls, there's the grass outside, freshly mowed and all we can do is feel it itch in our clothes and stick to our wet summer...
Posted by Heather Bear; - in Ohio till the end of June. on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 05:44:00 PST

i love

this is a feeling i can't pinpoint. i cannot even recall the first time my body shivered because of it. i just thought i should let you know, that this feeling occurs only when i'm...
Posted by Heather Bear; - in Ohio till the end of June. on Sat, 19 May 2007 05:42:00 PST

i'm scared

you sit so quietly on my bed with me and within seconds your killing me with your soft gentle kisses. i find your hands so smooth to the touch of my legs. the way you kissed my back, i'll remember tha...
Posted by Heather Bear; - in Ohio till the end of June. on Wed, 16 May 2007 04:02:00 PST