*Looking at the floor wondering where you are*....

It all started when i was as a 10 pound baby. I wouldnt eat anything... I was a F*N anorexic. So they then had to take surgery into hand and put a huge tube through the top of my skull into my throat so they could feed me. I guess it worked because now i eat about 3 tons a day. Then later on in life I became a weapon of mass destruction. I went from launching my bottle from my crib to breaking noses with a 2 liter bottle. I mean I was a F*N beast. And I would sneak all around the house like i was a ninja and no one would know where I was. This was when i was about 1 and a half to 2. Then about 3 years later when I was 5 i was a Dare Devil. Anytime somebody dared me something it was gunna be done. Well we were playing on this wall where we would jump down it and climb back up it using a baby crib side rail...Well I was dared to jump over the rail*Remember im only 5 so this is a big jump*. So i take that dare. There are like 5-10 kids around and i do a standing jump over the rail....but there is a catch...you wanna know what the catch was? It was my foot. My foot had caught the last piece of the crib and took my face straight into the ground...I think they put lots of stitches in me but I dont remember... too long ago. When i was younger i was a fighter. I would fight anybody anytime and didnt care who they were or how big they were. So I would always fight my cousin Tommy for fun. He was definitely bigger than me. I would make him so mad it wasnt even funny. One time when i was 5 and a half to 6 I was fighting or something with him and made him super super mad. So i started to walk away but i guess he didnt think so. So he picks up one of those padded baseball bats and throws it at me. Well I guess they dont pad the whole baseball bat because the very bottom of that baseball bat split my head right open and I had another trip to the hospital for stitches or butterflies or something. Then I left my old school Star and started first grade at Fairview elementary. This is where I met my best friend. His name is Dylan Wright and he is the beast from C-ville because he has a ghetto life just like mine. We were the fastest kids in every grade we were in. We dominated every grade with perfect grades and perfect speed. There was no way we could be tooken down by any challenge. I Went through first grade and had a crush on a girl named Shawna Sparks. Went through second grade with one of my all-time favorite teachers Mrs. Redden. Third grade had my favorite teacher ever Mrs. Pierce. She was the greatest teacher in the world. I tried to cheat on one of her math tests because I wanted to be the only person with a perfect grade but Cory Thomas(from Emnity) and I both got caught and learned a good lesson. So I moved on to the fourth grade and had another big crush. A crush on a girl named Kayna Sowder. I didnt really get to know her until 5th grade because she was in my class. We became really good friends. I would talk to her every chance I got. And she would talk to me every chance she got. Then in 6th grade she finally dated me. Then broke up with me but we stayed good friends. Then I went to Dennis Middle School. 7th grade was really easy for me. I had really good grades and met a really cool person. Her name is Whitney Mckee. We dated for all of 7th grade basically. We are still really good friends. Then 8th grade came around and i did good the first semester but then I decided that I knew everything we were doing in al of my classes(because I did) and I started to slack and not do work. So I got bad grades and was grounded forever. But I made it and now im in the 9t grade. It all got fun when I seen this very beautiful girl walk into my resource class. I didnt know her name for the first few days but I finally heard Mrs. Kramer say it. Sherella. She was definitely the person I looked forward to seeing every day 6th period. She is a 10th grader. Then one day my friend Wes and I seen her after school one day with her friend Tashaun. Wes asked Tashaun to ask her out. I told him not to because we didnt know each other. But he was dumb and did it anyway. Of course she said no right away and I felt really bad. Then about 2 to 3 months later she asked me out after lunch. And of course I said yes right away. And now we have been dating since December 19, 2005. And i love her very much and hope it lasts a very long time. Well my wish didnt come true and now its all over. This is one of the worst things to ever happen to me, and I really hate it. I hope that I may have a second chance, but maybe I dont. Maybe i'm just not good enough for her. So far it has sucked really badly seeing her in the halls, not talking to her, not having her under my arm. But I will have to live with it until something happens. Maybe that something wont happen and maybe it will. That is something ill never know. So yeah life is pretty gay right now. Now that little ordeal*however you spell that* is over. Sharella has asked me back out and I said yes. Hopefully nothing gay happens again like that. We are suppose to hang out this Friday...hopefully happens. And thats all I can think about right now...so yeah....I have another best friend and her name is Abbi Bowen and she is crazy and loves anime!!! WOOT!