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Hi, I'm a human being. No really, I am. a lot of people try to be all kinds of things that there not, but not me.. I'm simply a human being:) I live and work in an environment filled with people trying to be everything that they are not. I am surrounded by this madness every day of my life. I cant blame them though, I mean I understand that were all just trying to figure out who and what we are.. and why as well.. so I try to be as gentle with my judgments and words as I can. I consider myself a spiritual person and all my free time is physically and mentally spent on my personal development. I've seen it all and done it all, and have come to the conclusion that everyone is pretty much full of shit. I mean I understand the science of spiritually but most of the belief systems I have learned about and have held throughout my life really never supported the actual science. They just don't seem to line up at all. Its as if were all in denial and theirs a deficiency that nobody seems to notice. Everyone still goes along with the program though because that's what they read and believe, but people are terrified to find out or admit that they might be wrong. God forbid we find out that we are wrong and have to actually change. There is no growth without change. Try it some time, its quite impossible. Human pride is a fragile thing and is the first obstacle to spiritual growth. I personally have come to the conclusion that the truth behind the science of spirituality is perfectly seen in the science of psychology. Yes psychology. I believe that understand the human ego is the key to unraveling the secrets to the universe. I believe its all reflected in the simplest things about our basic nature. I could talk for days about this, pointing out one parallel after another. The possibilities are endless but the lesson is always the same. It always comes back to the laws of nature and how they are reflected in ourselves. Everything I could tell you about will always break down to love. Unfortunately there are so many belief systems as to what love is and so many different "personal" languages people speak in that its next to impossible to have an open conversation about it without peoples egos getting in the way. It seems we are more interested in be right than finding peace and the truth. Its the downfall of humanity and I find that the worst offenders are the ones that believe they are "spiritual". Life is just filled with irony's isn't it? Well, I think I've rambled on enough about that aspect of myself for now. I also like witting if you haven't noticed and I'm also a painter as well. I play many instruments and write music when I find the inspiration. I work in an industry that doesn't reflect my personal long term goals in life but I find that it has been good for my personal development up until now. I've had a good influence on the people around me that would not have had it otherwise and will miss that once I'm out of this business. I now find myself financially ready to retire early and I'm looking forward to taking all I have learned and start applying it to my life.