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edit,undo.

It is silliness to live when to live is torment, and then have we a prescription to die when death i

About Me

i am a daughter, sister, girlfriend, student, and artist. i am currentl attending illinois state university to get my BFA. my new activity is rock climbing. its amazing. i love music. it is very influential and motivational when it comes to my art. i am pretty normal when i am staying busy but when i have nothing going on i start thinking too much. i LOVE meeting new people. it makes me the happiest. i still love feeling infinite. i am still growing up...constantly. it is scary but amazing. i work in the office of the school of art and i am working for the normal editions workshop. um, college is amazing and i would like to stay in school forever [andmakeart]. dimes.five at CreateBlog.com .

My Interests

family, friends, music, art (drawing, painting, graphic design), climbing, writing, nature, food, big cities, riding bicycle, sleeping, learning how to play my favorite songs, singing, fall time.Non-interests: gossip, liars, dry skin, the feeling of complete loss of control, sunday nites, stereotypes, mood fluctuations, fighting, and not finishing a climb.

I'd like to meet:

everyone.

Music:

so many dynamos, tegan and sara, deathcab for cutie, beastie boys, catch 22, weezer, regina spektor, paramore, northstar, dispatch.

Movies:

almost famous, frida, super troopers, goonies, girl interrupted, office space, i 3 huckabees, american beauty, splendor in the grass, labyrinth, rushmore.

Television:

food network, america's next top model.

Books:

the perks of being a wallflower, lovely bones, speak, the great gatsby. short story authors such as raymond carver (short cuts: "so much water so close to home") and ann beattie. Rainer Maria Rilke "letters to a young poet".

Heroes:

gemma ward jason schwartzman frida kahlo

My Blog

own it.

right now i should be studying for my first art history test.  i will always procrastinate.  school is going alright.  last week was amazing.  im thinking it was really good becaus...
Posted by edit,undo. on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 06:00:00 PST

ive seen more spine in jelly fish...

i hate how people control my emotions.  i loath how my mood can change with one bad event.  i have a hard time digging myself out.  my dad helped me realize how short life is.  bef...
Posted by edit,undo. on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 11:59:00 PST

defensless yet so violent, princess of devine.

summer reminds me how lame myspace is = how lame i am.  i havent had this feeling in a while.i think it is because i have avoided being alone in a long time.it is hard for me to not constantly be...
Posted by edit,undo. on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 05:55:00 PST

everything is not what it seems

its the truth.  i go back and forth on my thoughts.  i focus to much on the same subject.  i cannot get off of it.  cant get off of it.  get off of it.  i cant.  ins...
Posted by edit,undo. on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 10:05:00 PST

my dna made me do it

    when you feel embarrassed then ill be your pridewhen you need direction....                      &nb...
Posted by edit,undo. on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 09:16:00 PST

infected from the neck up

i have recently been obsessing over these thoughts.  today i had some coffee and regularly i dont drink black coffee.  most of the time it is a latte.  but i drank this coffee while wat...
Posted by edit,undo. on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 01:27:00 PST

you dont have to be afraid of the pain thats inside you

well, things are very odd now.  it is like i have everything in perspective.  i have never really had this before.  it is as though i am really growing up this time.  that is, i am...
Posted by edit,undo. on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 11:32:00 PST

take a shower, shine your shoes, we've got no time to lose.

the past three days i have felt not like myself but like myself in a new way.  i think relationships are really wierd.  the unfortunate part is that i dont think we can live without the...
Posted by edit,undo. on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 01:45:00 PST

losin all my friends

i will never be cool enough for anyone besides myself. [behind my eyes, not every one elses]
Posted by edit,undo. on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 08:00:00 PST

i am not your friend i am not your lover im not your family

it is a good feeling to not miss someone i love.  it is a good feeling not having a broken heart.  i like that i am in a content place.  it feels good feeling good and i am greatful bec...
Posted by edit,undo. on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 06:47:00 PST