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I have to warn you … there is A LOT to read here if you choose to read it all, but no worries its good stuff here and it will give you an idea of the man here before you…
some words i choose to live by
People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;Give the world the best anyway.
You see, in the final analysis,
it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them.
Lol that is my disclaimer before you continue
First … as the headline stated, im a photographer. Capturing images in my lense is my passion.
Im always looking for new ideas,
new models,
mua's,
stylist,
clothing designers
and concepts.
I,M LOOKING FOR A FRIEND WHICH CAN INTURN BECOME A CLOSE FRIEND, A LOVER OR EVEN A SOUL MATE.WHO KNOWS. I AM 6..2", 250LBS, BLACK HAIR BROWN SKIN. I AM LOOKING FOR SOMETHING THAT IM NOT SURE ANY WOMAN HERE CAN OFFER ME, BUT U NEVER KNOW. I AM MOST THINGS A WOMAN WANTS IN A MAN, RANGING FROM BEAUTY, TO A CAREER, HONESTY, DEDICATION, ATTENTION, TRUE LOVE, TO OPENMINDEDNESS, I HARDLY GET OFFENDED BUT I GET MAD WHEN THESE TWO THINGS HAPPEN....LIES AND CHEATTING. I JOINED MYSPACE IN OTHER TO MEET SERIOUS MINDED PEOPLE, PEOPLE WHO KNOW WHAT THEY WANT IN LIFE AND STICK TO IT. PEOPLE WHO ARE STRAIGHT FORWARD AND DEDICATED. I AM LOOKING FOR SOMETHING WHICH I HAVE NOT YET FOUND IN ANY WOMAN… THAT IS SINCERITY, OPENMINDEDNESS, DEDICATION, HONESTY, STRAIGHTFORWARDNESS, WILLING TO JOKE, SMILE, PLAY, TAKE EVENING WALKS, GO OUT TO MOVIES, SPEND TIME WITH ME, BE MY BEST FRIEND, MY SISTER, MY LOVER AS WELL AS MY COMPANION, WILLING TO BE AROUND MY FAMILY, SIT BESIDE ME WHEN I AM DOWN AND ILL, AS WELL AS BE BESIDE ME IN GOOD AS WELL AS BAD TIMES.
I AM LOOKING FOR A LADY WHO IS 100% SINGLE. NO GAMES,I AM NOT INTERESTED IN GAMES AND PLAYAS SHOULD PLEASE LEAVE NOW CAUSE I DO NOT WANT ANY.I HAVE MET MANY AND DO NOT WANT ANY RIGHT NOW. IF U HAVE ANY GUY U ARE TALKING TO AND IT SEEMS SOMETHING GOOD MIGHT COME OUT OF IT PLEASE KEEP TO HIM AND DO NOT BOTHER IF U KNOW U ARE ALL THIS JUST TAKE OFF YOUR SHOES AND COME IN FOR A NICE CONVERSATION,CAUSE I WILL BE WAITING TO HEAR FROM U THANKS.
I AM OPEN TO CONVERSATION IN
MSN MESSENGER - [email protected],
AIM - ZEN1914
YAHOO MESSENGER - ZEN1914
a poem I have always loved to share
THE APOLOGY
I see you sitting there . . . so together.
But inside, the tears keep falling.
I see the anger, the disappointment, and the pain.
Inside I hear a voice that s calling.
At night s end . . . you pretend.
It doesn’t t matter . . .
There s no one waiting at home.
Well, I know that it matters,
Because I too am alone.
Now for every man that ever hurt you,
For every tear that fell from your eyes,
Here and now . . . I d like to apologize.
I m sorry for all the many nights
You spent staring at the phone.
I m sorry for the birthdays, the holidays,
Just the days you spent alone.
I m sorry for the other women
Who made you feel less than the queen that you are.
I m sorry that he reached for the moon.
When in his hand he held a star.
I m sorry for the broken promises, the broken ribs
Blackened eyes behind tinted shades.
I m sorry for the fear, the risk
The possibility of AIDS.
I m sorry for words so cruel,
Words that tore the very life from you.
But rejoice and weep not my child,
For there were those who spat upon Jesus too.
I m sorry the only time you heard I love you,
Was when he found himself between your thighs.
Here and now . . . with my soul . . . with my heart
To you .. . I apologize.
I m sorry he never listened
To what you had to say.
I m sorry when you needed him most,
He just turned and walked away.
I m sorry for the first time you said,
I ll never love again.
I m sorry for the first time you said,
God forgive me, but I hate all men.
I m sorry for the fist that says,
I only beat you because I care.
I m sorry for all the times you needed to be held,
But he was never there.
I m sorry for the scars
No medicine can heal.
I m sorry for the near fatal overdose of sleeping pills.
I m sorry he wasn’t to his children,
The father he should have been.
I m sorry he missed the opportunity
To be parent, as well as friend.
I m sorry for all the times he swore truth,
But you knew every word he said was lies.
Let this be a moment of healing
Here and now . . . To YOU . . . I apologize.
I m sorry he rejected your child.
Never picked him up when he fell.
I can only say, If I m willing to love the woman,
Then I m willing to love her child as well.
I m sorry for the girlfriends,
The wife he forgot to mention.
He knew from the start;
He d break your heart.
Though he said it was never his intention.
I m sorry he used your body.
Seeing you as nothing more than a notch on his belt.
I m sorry that no answer came
When your heart cried out for help.
But most of all . . .
I m sorry he took you for granted.
Never realizing
The Strength . . . The Beauty . . . The Glory
The Wonder . . . That Is You.
But to you I say, Don t give up.
God has something special in store.
To you I say, Love is around the next corner,
Behind the next door.
And this time, God will give you . . .
Just what your heart is asking for.
Lord knows, we all make mistakes.
We’re only human after all.
But don t be so angry
That you turn your back when true love calls.
So just remember. Not every man is the same.
So not every man should bear the blame,
For the deeds of a misguided few.
There are men out there
Who are willing to love YOU . . . JUST . . . FOR . . . YOU.
Also remember,
Yours is not the only broken heart.
Mine has been broken too.
I just hope you can forgive the MAN in me.
Like I forgave the WOMAN in you.
Let the healing begin
