Très Magnifique

Captian Bubble Beard

Things are oddly weird.  Spinach and BBQ sauce is amaZing.  It's basically awesome.  Heart and head aren't aligned so think taking a couple of days off from everything going on here.&nb...
Posted by Your Happy Girl, Traci. on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 06:49:00 PST

Acceptance?

Wishing it just came out so putting it on the table and walking away would be easier... Don't want to know what your intentions with it are any more.  Every time leaving happens it gets bad and t...
Posted by Your Happy Girl, Traci. on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 09:58:00 PST

Red 40

More and more people surround me with love and leave at the end of the night to a cold bed and nightmares.  Turn on the heat and let it run all night so that in the morning getting out of bed isn...
Posted by Your Happy Girl, Traci. on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 08:10:00 PST

Healthy

weird it's about 5am and i should have been sleeping hours ago...  my heart won't stop and my head caught up.  It's a scary feeling. Want to take in all of the good still and forget about th...
Posted by Your Happy Girl, Traci. on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 02:00:00 PST

Thanks

So the opportunity that I wasn't really looking for happened but I didn't take it.  Not really sure why not because I'm the person that sucks in this whole sha-bang.  Seriously what would it...
Posted by Your Happy Girl, Traci. on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 05:00:00 PST

Ship of Relation

Life's questions and answers stem from somewhere.  Someone's wonderment, a previous discussion, a feeling, a look...  if it could be said to be true that it all stems and not everything has ...
Posted by Your Happy Girl, Traci. on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 09:20:00 PST

F'ed up.

boogie man called...   -=Traci
Posted by Your Happy Girl, Traci. on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 05:10:00 PST

Hurts

This weekend was productive for my heart healing and just being.  Not trying to cover it up by being with someone else but cover it by a sudden lack in the way we did love.  Heal it and unde...
Posted by Your Happy Girl, Traci. on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 08:52:00 PST

All OveR... the place

Today: Convince self to wake and go to work even though yesterday felt like Friday. Get asked if my X is working today and having to admit to someone else that I managed to screw something up again.&n...
Posted by Your Happy Girl, Traci. on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 11:50:00 PST

Make a Come Back

I'm sooooo freaking sad.  Feeling like I screwed this all up... Too much pressure and it seems like I can't just relax but taking a step back and looking at things like this makes me realize all ...
Posted by Your Happy Girl, Traci. on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 04:48:00 PST