Trying to Survive |
I'm having a really hard time right now. I'm worn out - mind, body & soul. The pain from my back injury is horrible, my depression is bad, my anxiety is high, I'm trying to stand up to my mom, etc...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 05:55:00 GMT |
Did it happen? |
I had a rough session with my therapist this week. She told me things about what might have happened to me & how I have a lot of symptoms of being sexual abused. It really scares me. Instantl...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Sep 2008 05:42:00 GMT |
Tired |
I made it 12 weeks before cutting. I guess that's progress. idk. I want to keep cutting. I'm having such a hard time with life right now. There's always a reason to not feel good enough. I'm tired. I'...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 06:27:00 GMT |
Show me how to break down |
I wish I could break down & open up. Let everything go. That I can't pretend anymore, that no one knows me & that it's all too much. I don't know how. I've only cried once in therapy & tha...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 22:41:00 GMT |
Ok |
Made it through last night. Life is too damn painful!
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 10:24:00 GMT |
Unloved |
I don't deserve love. I'm a waste of a person. A waste of space. I want to disappear.
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 21:34:00 GMT |
I hate me! |
I haven't cut since 6/14 but I'm not sure I'll make it through tonight without cutting. I want to die (I'm not going to do it, so don't worry). I'm so lonely. I'm feeling so abandoned. I'm alone. I'm ...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 21:24:00 GMT |
ALONE |
Why is it that the only person I can get to listen to me is someone I pay?
Posted by on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 20:53:00 GMT |
Robert |
I hate you, but my hate is only hurting me. You took a piece of me that I can never get back. I will never trust again like that. You broke my heart. You damaged my soul.I was an innocent girl. You da...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 20:11:00 GMT |
? |
Is life worth it? I wish I knew.
Posted by on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 19:18:00 GMT |
