About Me
My name is Lauren if you haven't gotten that already. I am only one person in this world, but I'd like to say that I'm something special. Maybe I'm full of myself, but at least I am finally liking who I am. I am entertaining and tend to make people smile without trying. I like to see people smile and laugh, especially when I'm laughing with them. I don't like seeing people down, it makes me want to make them smile. I care deeply about my friends, there be only a few left, but they mean the world to me. I tend to put my friends first in my life, before me. I care about my family and anyone who trys to ruin my relationship with them shall never be respected or trusted in my life. I try to make everyone happy, even if it means to hurt myself. But when dig deeper and you will find this loving and caring person, who has been through enough heartbreak. I have lost hope in ever finding true love, or anything close. Too many times have gave hope to my relationship to only see it crumble. I hate opening up to people now, I fear that they will break me and leave me to clean up the mess. My heart is fragile, and its time to lock it up from harm. Those who know me, know I don't deserve the pain I go through. I have always seen things differently. I see things from an outside view, a neutral view. Maybe it's cause I have been an outsider all my life. I never fit into a just one clique, but many. I tend to be alone a lot, I spend too much time by myself, thinking mostly. I don't understand why people push me out of their life, but it happens, frequently. I hate the dark side of my life, but I guess we all hate the bad things in our life. I have heard too many rumors, lost too many friends, been lied to enough, and put up with the drama for too long. Many things in my life I have done haven't been great, but I have no regrets. I try not to let anything stop me from dreaming. Sometimes I wish my dreams were reality, only cause the reality I see is so cruel. If it were possible to sleep forever, I'd choose that over waking up. But in the morning, I wake up, only waiting to sleep again. So, on goes this life, Where I shall never stop dreaming.
Keep my name out of your mouth, especially when you have nothing nice to say.
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