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sara

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About Me

I am one of many who suffers from Invisible Illnesses. I have been diagnosed with Dysautonomia (a dysfunctional autonomic nervous system, NeuroCardiogenic Syncope and Postural Orthostatic Hypotension, to be specific), Fibromyalgia (a musculoskeletal pain disorder), and various other illnesses.

Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another
Needy hole please release me

I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

female sadists, friends, beautiful people

My Blog

Thanksgiving? Riiiiight.

Today I'm thinking about what it means to be a Native American on Thanksgiving day. This holiday is a reminder of the theft of our lands and the genocide of our people. Now, I'm not one of those "Let'...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 09:24:00 GMT

when it rains...

this week I : found out that I'm most likely going to have to get brain surgery, probably going to have to get back surgery as well, have to see a new specialist about my throat and neck, have to get ...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 19:48:00 GMT

storms

This storm almost makes me not care that I'm hurting so bad.:-D
Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 19:29:00 GMT

Letter to my Shivvverrr

My Dearest Shivvverrr, You have no idea what it means to me when you curl up on my lap when I'm sick and crying. I don't think I could have gotten through this sickness without you. You always seem to...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 19:54:00 GMT

A Changed Perspective

So today after my whining and misery and thinking this was the worst day in a long while (which it was), I realized that I hadn't passed out AT ALL today. Not once. Not even fallen over (or sitting do...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 23:43:00 GMT

my heart.

When you gonna make up your mind?When you gonna love you as much as I do?When you gonna make up your mind?
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 10:00:00 GMT

Oh, how wrong I can be.

StrangeThought I knew you wellThought I had read the skyThought I had read a changein your eyesso strangeWoke up to a worldthat I am not a partexcept when I can playits strangerAfter allwhat was I rea...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 08:24:00 GMT

A Love Story

So, my cousin, on her blog, told me that I should post my love story on my journal, so I am. Five and a half years ago, I was "dating" this girl named Candace. (It was never officially dating, but we ...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 07:09:00 GMT

Eclipse

All that you touch and all that you seeall that you taste, all you feeland all that you love and all that you hateall you distrust, all you saveand all that you give and all that you dealand all that ...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 11:40:00 GMT

Blow it all away...

I feel like I'm losing all of my closest friends.It rips me up a bit.
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 13:30:00 GMT