♥JilliaN♥

I’m not perfect but I’m as close as it gets
I’m not cute I’m GODDAMN gorgeous
I’m not smart I’m a genius
I’m not tall unless I’m in heels
I don’t cry unless you make me
I’ll smile till you break my heart
I act like a kid to have fun
But I’m mature when it counts
I don’t love & second guess
I’m everything you’ve always wanted with a little help
I can’t put into words what you make me feel
My heart can only skip a few more beats
So please don’t waste them
My eyes aren’t as deep as an endless ocean
But they can seduce you into a pool of LOVE
My life is a journey
You must keep up if you want to be a part in it
I live like there’s no tomorrow
Unless I’m really tired
My family means the world to me
Even the ones without the same last name
You can talk all you want
I’ve grown up & gone past it
But I will admit it hurts sometimes
Please don’t tell me you love me unless you mean it
My heart can’t take another one of those
I’m like a library
Full of life, comedy, knowledge, romance, & history
The only difference is
You don’t need a card to get in
just ask
I’ve realized my mistakes
But I wont change them
I wish I could’ve done things differently
But I’m glad I didn’t
So sometimes I might smile to hide the pain
Or laugh to cover the screaming within
& I might even love so I wont be alone
But with a little encouragement & some faith
I can surprise you in more ways than one
If you want to know more just ask
don’t be shy
Throughout my short but AWESOME life i've come across many different ppl. And through my experiences i've made a choice...There are too many GOOD HEARTED ppl out there. Friends you can't see ever not being there. People you miss after minutes. But back to my choice. I wont let the few people who broke my trust, casted me aside, kicked me when i was down, and just simple stopped caring, ruin my life. I don't dwell on the past and i can forgive. But i will never forget because life is short and you can only have your feelings hurt so many times before you give up. I will try my hardest to not lose this thought and to try and stay as level headed and full of life as possible. Because of these people!
My friends mean the world to me and without them I wouldnt be the person I am today. My closest friends are like family and I will go ghetto in a hot second if anyone trys to mess with one of them. You mess with them u mess with meI may look sweet but trust me I am a BITCH and I could care less about what you think about me your probably a little stupid whore anyway. But believe me when I say I am down to beat a bitch! Sometimes I dont need a reason to hate someone but I almost always do. And to my girls believe me when I say I love you. Cuz the bitch I beat for making you cry will have the bruises for me to prove it.