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About Me

I am not who you want me to be. I am not even who I want ME to be...but WE are working on that. I am currently on that vicious cycle of my life...the soulsearch. For those that know me, you know it is extremely hard for me to stay in one place too long (metaphorically and/or physically) Right now, and for the past three years, I have been defined as MOTHER, WIfey, and AIRFLARE (the business...okay only 3 years on that one) Now, it is time for HEIDI to co-exist. Yeah, for those that knew me back then...I'm coming back, though a little more toned down...I do have a daughter and son to raise and I need to lead by example, correct?

My Interests

uh uhhhh, you can't tell me nuthin'

Music:

okay, kayne is really doin' that shit. COMMON, what??? finding forever REALLLL talib, man, u got it pharoah...yeap. free free free free anthony hamilton bone thugs N.e.r.d. Gnarls CEEEEE LOOOOOOO mos jr gong

Movies:

permanent midnight, thirteen, slam, she hate me, eternal sunshine..., garden state, it's all gone pete tong, dogma, true romance, pulp fiction, the lost boys, interview with a vampire, SHREK1&2,

Television:

died on me today

Books:

All the time

Heroes:

anybody that has ever helped save my retarded ass. thanks!where would i be without you?

My Blog

true

unconditional undying unfaltering undenying that we are not that unsupportive unreliable unbearable undeniable torture, anquish, pain is it temporary just an obstacle or is it fading just the beginni...
Posted by Mz Heidi on Mon, 09 Jan 2006 08:26:00 PST

my OFFICIAL resignation

I officially resign from my position at NSANE IZ ME. I officially release all the demons from my past that have stalked me into this new year. I officially stand up with my back straight, my ch...
Posted by Mz Heidi on Sun, 08 Jan 2006 09:51:00 PST

OPEN YOUR EYES DAMMIT!!!

i feel like a little girl...all alone trembling at the silence. i am lost yet haven't gone anywhere. these pains...they feel so real. this blood, it looks so red. yet i am told that it i...
Posted by Mz Heidi on Sun, 08 Jan 2006 09:31:00 PST