My life I want it to be brilliant
Like the sun I am resilient
All that I can be in life I have not been yet
However dont doubt me I will get thereAll what dreams may come
as I lye here under the sun
My eyes begin to weigh a ton
Everything is coming undoneBut I like the complexity
Somehow it all begins to mold me
I see all that I am and want to be
However my transformation is not completeThose that suround my being
help to shape my life and everything in it
I consider it a blessing to have others within it
They should consider it a blessing to have me in theresI'm just a ball of clay
someone put me down cuz I was not worthy of display
however others will pick me up I pray
And see the potential that lyes within so I can see another dayI'm not really sure what I am doing as of now in my personal life. Professionally i'm doing ok, i'm djing and hoping to make that a career, I only have 1 year of school left and the real world seems both scary and yet full of my potential to take over it. Ok so personally, I havent had the best luck with meeting my soul mate but I figure that day will come when I am not looking and bam they will just be there to knock my socks off ...figuratively not literally, though that wouldnt be bad either..hehehe. Lets see what else, I have lived my whole life concerned with what others think about, what I think, feel, am, will be, say, fuck everything, and I have to realize that it doesnt matter to the point where I dislike myself. I am trying to improve!!!! I like nothing more than going to work out and after showering of course...snuggling up with whoever and watching a movie, I feel so accomplished for some reason. I cant stand to be alone, and apparently thats a fault, when i'm alone I have to think and I think so much about the past and my uncertain future that eventually i'm depressed, so I must learn to be alone and just take the day for what it is. I would do anything for anyone that has shown some interest in getting to know me cuz I m desperate for companionship, not in the creepy way but in the awwww how sweet way. I have the most active mind and am continuously day dreaming of what could be which is why the reality I am in suxs ass, so I am going to act on those dreams. Believe it or not I can hold an intelligent conversation, I love to debate and prove others wrong cuz lets face it know one thinks exactly the same and I will prove you wrong, however I would like to see someone try. I am all about music, the way it makes me feel, I will cry if a song hits a nerve, or I will get angry, or motivated, or happy...I fucking love music and if at all possible I want to help create it and be a producer. I write slam poetry and music so holla if you wanna jam out. Last and most importantly I must learn to live in the now and not in the past or the future, fuck what has happened, and thank God for what will happen and for the oppurtunity.
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