The names Heather and I'm probably the most complicated person you will ever meet. I've seen a lot of shit and let me tell you, I've know a few cheaters, liars and skanks as well, probably the best of the best. I'm either quiet or loud, theirs no in between with me and I'm always the first to laugh and the first to cry. I'm a lover not a fighter but I can become a slight bitch if you push my buttons right. I can honestly say that I don’t like to let people in because it's really hard for me to trust anyone. I guess I pick and choose what I want a certain select of you to know and the rest of you assume you know but you really have no idea. I'm just now finding out who the hell I am cause the last seven years have been a big fuckin blur. I would like to think that I'm a fair person and a nice person. I'm a little selfish at times but then again I think that we all have to be a little selfish otherwise we will accomplish nothing. I'm finding out more and more everyday that I'm a control freak and I need to be in control at all time…"maybe I should work on that a little". Humm. I'm open to all points of view and lifestyles and I enjoy hearing about them all…LOL so go ahead and tell me some shit I haven't heard, it wont surprise me! I guess you could say I'm a little odd but who are you to say that your normal? Thought so! So, anyway, that's some of me, you either love me or you hate me, thats usually how it goes.
I really just wanted to take the time to acknowledge my husband, he is such an awesome guy. I met him at a time in my life where nothing really matter and everything mattered all at the same time. I guess you could say that I was lost and needed to find my way home, Freddy helped me do that. I remember when we were dating how spontaneous he was and I remember how fun it was just to be with him because we were always laughing and it didn't matter what we were doing. I remember being able to talk to him and tell him anything and that's when I realized that he was my soul mate. Today I think about all the things we have together and how much we have grown over the last couple of years. It's funny because I think about all the stupid movies he watches with me that he must hate and all the weird things I do that he must think I'm crazy for and he's still with me. We still laugh all the time and he tells me he loves me everyday. I think about when I was in the hospital and how scared he must have been, but he never left my side. I think about all the little things that he does for me like opening the door or taking care of me when I'm sick or even just taking my plate to the sink after dinner and I feel lucky that he's mine.
