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About Me

First off, let me introduce my son, Tobias Oliver Walth to the world. He is the most important person in my life, and to let you all know, he IS my life. My life stopped being my own the moment I knew he was coming.
Favorite toys are anything soft that he can stuff into his mouth. He snorts when he's mad, and turns beat red. He's always smiling, and just now laughing out loud on a more regular basis. For some reason, he's a total glutton, just like his mother.
He has blonde hair and blue eyes, and he reminds me of a little german baby or something, hahaha.
But if you look at me closely, you will see it in my eyes. This girl will always find her way. I'm free as a bird now, and this bird you can not change. I don't live in a man's world.. I can hold my own thanks. I'm a free spirit. I'm letting you know ahead of time.
SO the lowdown is, I'm wicked fun, and always down for anthing. My few bad habits include chain smoking, cussing and having a major attitude problem. Kudos to you for having the courage to try! I'm the mother of a one night stand by the name of Tobias. If you've got something to say about it, I salute you with my middle finger.
I take pinky swears very seriously. I give everyone a chance until they mess up. Take chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say no. Spend all your cash. Fall in out love and out again. Get to know someone random. BE RANDOM. Laugh out loud. Laugh at stupid jokes. Cry. Get revenge. Apologize. Let someone know what they're missing.
People watching is fun. Work hard, play harder. Life is just a chance to grow a soul. Expect nothing. Live frugally on surprise. You won't get to know me over dinner and a movie. You'll get to know me having a beer and watching the game.
God allows us to experience the low points in life in order to teach us lessons we could not learn any other way. The way we learn those lessons is not to deny the feelings, but to find the meanings underlying in them. Friends are not only helpful because they will listen to us, but because they will laugh at us. Through them we learn a little objectivity, a little modesty, a little courtesy.. We learn the rules of life and become better players of the game.
Tell me and I'll forget; show me and I may remember; involve me and I'll understand. Learn to laugh at your troubles and you'll never run out of things to laugh about. The good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge. Our souls are like a candle in the wind. Love doesn't make the would go 'round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile. Life resembles a novel more often than novels resemble life.
Life life and forget your age. The purpose of life is a life of purpose. The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of. The love we give away is the only love we keep. It is not a lack of love, it is a lack of friendship that makes unhappy marriages. When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace.In real love you want the other persons' good. In romantic love you want the other person. Love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into a friend. The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for eat.
Religion is to do right. It is to love, it is to serve, it is to think, it is to be humble. Love is a condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. Only fools compromise themselves. All sinners have a future. All saints have a past.
My rule of thumb: No one makes me cry twice. I stand my ground. No matter who the hell you are. Talk is cheap. Anyone can do it. Action means something. I believe everyone should have the chance to redeem themselves. Whatever your past has been, let it go. Your future is spotless. Don't be afraid your will end. Be afraid that it will never begin.
Guard your thoughts. They become your words. Watch your words. They become your actions. Control your actions. They become your habits. Watch your habits. They become your character. Observe your character. It will become your destiny. Life can only be understood backwards. But it must be lived forwards.
I wear my heart on my sleeve. It doesn't fit in my chest. But I'm good at hiding everything I feel if I want. I numb everything out and push everything deep down. If I've loved you once, I'll love you until the day I die. I may not always say or do the right thing. But I will sure as hell try to make you as happy as I can if I care about you. Even I know its going to risk my looking like a mental patient.
I believe the only way to true happiness is to risk being completely cut open. Simple things used to amuse me. People were sure I was out of my mind. It was more like.. my way of staying happy. Now, its really hard to get my attention. Even harder to keep it. I used to be the 'annoying, persistent, nagging, never gives up, won't move on, I feel bad for her, so young, never going to learn' one.. Funny how that worked out, isn't it? I'm confident and insecure. I'm capable of more than you think.
I'll always help you if you truly need it. But trust me, you won't be able to take advantage of me. I'm not a pushover. I'm indecisive and I procrastinate. I'm not a shady bitch. I'll say how I feel to your face. I have my guard held high. I've been screwed over too many times. I don't let anyone close enough to hurt me anymore. To hurt me is rarely achievable. Things happens. People change. Life goes on. Around certain people I can be shy. Around certain people I can be insane. I'm a party person and I'm down for whatever. But little girls leave your drama at home.
Never mistake my affection for attachment. Never take advantage of what you have. Love is real, and it makes the world a better place. Its not worth losing it. Don't judge people based on what you hear. Who gives a second thought about your rumors. I was told to believe nothing that I hear, and only half of what I see. I've come to realize no one is their own person. We are a combination of influences made by friends, lovers, aquaintences and family.
To everyone that has something to say about me, or has ever talked about me, or has ever gone out of their way to hurt me.. When I've never done the same.. I'm above you. I no longer care what you're saying. My name is in your mouth, or maybe you just have a mental image of the old me. Good job, your feeble mind doesn't realize just how amazing I always was. As far as anything I've done that does not directly involve you.. Leave it alone, and let me be. "Those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."
I've discovered from a random poll that I suffer from short term memory loss, so don't expect me to remember your name. I also have an unusually low attention span. And selective hearing.. Sorry about that one! Well, those three. Experience is a pain and a blessing. But its still stupid to use it as an excuse for knowing better. Its a reason to act childish. Sometimes its just disguised as a dirty van buren street walker! In bed too early & up too late. Yeah, figure that one out yourself. Come back later or something. I'm trying for a real dry quicky here. Sorry, I think I'm funny.
Always pour some for your homies. It ain't what they call you, it's what you answer to. Make the most of yourself, for that is all there is of you. A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out. Dumb is not knowing, ditzy is having the courage to ask. Persistance is the key - to annoyance. The most effective comeback to an insult is silence. A girl worth kissing is not easily kissed. It's not the opportunities given, it's the chances taken. Sometimes things fall apart for other things to fall into place.
OI I KNOW, the human attention span is limited to a few minutes, so I'm not going to write anymore than this essay because the truth is, YOU DON'T CARE.
For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace
Where would you like to travel?
To see the Eiffel Tower, Leaning Tower of Piza, Mount Rushmore, Mount Everest, Times Square in New York City, Seattle in Washington to see the original Starbucks, Jerusalem to see where Christ died, and Vatican City in Rome, Italy to see the Sistene Chapel..
how you are in love;
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You give and take equally in relationships.
You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
I call him my sunshine.
love it;
respect or walk, acceptance of flaws, shrugging off the drama, lend a hand, lend an ear, shoulder to lean on, laugh at yourself, elcectic music taste
leave it at home;
living in the past, first impressions, hiding from the truth, bottling-in emotion, abuse of any kind, denialdenialdenial, no comfort in your own skin, bad days, friendships fading, not coping with issues, drama, rudeness, bad parents
randomness; some test i took said this about me:
Risk Averse, High Energy, Optimistic, Seeks Variety This person is Averse to romantic impulsiveness, in part because they have high demands for the kind of person they will be with and don't want to make mistakes that complicate their life. This person has a happy optimistic approach to life and needs a lot of stimulation. This means they might not make a firm attachment unless they have someone who can maintain the same curiosity about life and the same high energy. This person needs to look for someone just like them to have a better chance for a soul mate.
Structured, Dominant, Temperate, Introvert
This person is an exacting and dominant person in a relationship, but they have the kind of temperament that makes them willing to step back, assess and discuss most situations. This person has strong opinions and likes to win, but by not getting angry or emotionally intense all the time. They give an opening for meaningful discussion.
This person is comfortable inside their own head. This means this person might want someone who is a little more openly emotional than they are, who can bring things to the fore to be handled together. Of course, given that they are opinionated, they might like someone who didn't go head-to-head with them all the time, but was more likely to compromise and discuss differences. This person would be great with someone emotionally open, and flexible, but restrained.
This person seems to have many passionately held core values. They will definitely need someone with similar values, or terrific negotiating skills. Sometimes passionate people respect intensely held differences of opinion. If there is a lot of conflict throughout the relationship, it could endanger their sense of being soul mates. Ultimately, this may undermine the love for one another.
They want a lot of closeness and affection, but they reserve some time and space for themselves. This person needs a lot of time together, but they could feel suffocated if with someone who wanted total closeness.
Sun Sign: Capricorn
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Moon Sign: Capricorn
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Rising Sign: Cancer
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I TAKE PINKY SWEARS VERY SERIOUSLY.

My Interests

spending time with my son, spending time with family, hanging out with friends, working at a job i finally love, shooting pool, karaoke bars, speedway go-carting, internet, pointless roadtrips, scrapbooking, cooking, starbucks, writing poems, writing lyrics, bonfires, hiking, four wheeling, speedworld, poetry slam, shopping

I'd like to meet:

Drew Barrymore, Orlando Bloom, Brandon Boyd, Michelle Branch, Rosario Dawson, Katherine Heigl, Adam Sandler, Ben Stiller, Vince Vaughn, Owen Wilson, Zhang Ziyi

04/29/08:
Took my first college class towards my associates degree in criminal justice.

04/28/08:
got released. free bitch now. anyone else care to fuck with me? you'll get fucked over so bad. i refuse to hold back and be the bigger person ever again.

04/27/08:
wedding shower for courtney leal and david smush. POOR GABBY GIRL PASSED AWAY FROM PARVO. i can't believe the prostitutes you see downtown. oh my god i was pissed.

04/26/08:
boring until courtney and david got here. i was so happy to see them.

04/25/08:
off. borrrrrring as fuck. sick as fuck.

04/24/08:
called of from work. still sick.

04/23/08:
sick as fuck.

04/22/08:
Went driving, had the day off. My driving is nearly flawless.

04/22/08:
Went in from 4pm-7pm to Starbucks, then went to the breakroom in the back and decorated for the graduating high school seniors until 5 till midnight.

04/21/08:
A year ago today I went to Alaska. Weird, to think about the people and places that I've met and lost and been to and everything that's happened in just one years time. Kind of beautiful, and sad, and.. that's life for you, I guess.

04/20/08:
Ahhh, FO'TWENTY. Hahaha, I know why its so popular. I've smoked weed before. (Not anymore.) But, happy herb smoking days, you losers. On another note, only a week until the wedding shower!

04/19/08:
Raced over to cricket and paid my cell phone bill. Then over to Target to get that Panic! At The Disco CD I've been craving for over a month! Last night at Wal-Mart saw Zach from work, when I was getting the gifts for the SMUSH (LOL) wedding shower. So I got a bigger bag, more tissue paper, and another bow. MY GRANDPARENTS ARE OUT OF THEIR MINDS.

04/18/08:
Really excited. Juliette from Starbucks went into the hospital to have the baby! Shalamar didn't know where my training CD was, and I was scheduled for a 4 hour shift, but I would have had two hours overtime. I was like... screw it, I'm going home to be with my son.

04/17/08:
Worked 9:30am-5pm. Two pretty good options for cars. Someone's dad at work works at Peoria Nissan or something like that. He said call Monday and see if he has anything on the lot... And there's some really good cars on the lemon lot on base, according to my Uncle, via word of mouth through my grandparents. I'm picky as hell though, so we'll see.

04/16/08:
I've got a new crush at work. I think he's someone's boyfriend though, so that means he's off limits. But I could be wrong, too. Worked 11:30am-8pm.

04/15/08:
Worked 11:30am-9pm. Work was the same as usual: ignore the drama, pass on the chance to chew the rude elderly person currently making my life a real pain. Grin and bear it does the trick. Paid to fake it.

04/14/08:
Worked 4pm-12am. Work was same old, same old.

04/13/08:
Courtney called me. They're looking at a rental house, her and David. I'm moving with them. Only problem, I won't live in Buckeyeye. Too dead for my lifestyle. Then Stella from work called me, I work from 4pm-??pm. Maybe until 12am so I can get at least 24 hours?

04/12/08:
Worked 4:30-8:30. Had a huge fight with my grandmother when I got home. My grandfather chimes in when he can see we're yelling, but he's usually a few steps behind because his hearing isn't so great. But that's what happens when you get older.. Less patience, hearing isn't so great, and a much shorter fuse.

04/11/08:
Worked a 12pm-8pm shift cashiering. I only had like 3 Starbucks drinks. I'm becoming a fanatic! Hahaha. I've decided what I'm going to do career-wise. I just have to get off my dead ass and do it!

04/10/08:
Called off work, I was feeling pretty sore from the tattoo. Migraine, I hadn't felt a headache that painful since I was still a teenager. Tobias kept me up until like 3:00am. I had to be up at 7:00am, I was exhausted. On top of all this, not to bad mouth my family.. But finally, my grandparents are driving me nuts again. They have been for a long time. I'm sure the feeling is mutual. But the best news I could have gotten was that Courtney & David, and maybe Nicole, are moving back. Jenn and Angelina have already moved back. So I'm moving out with Courtney & David, they'll be here PAST DUE in September, later this year.

04/09/08:
Starbucks is fun, but I don't need a teeny bopper job when I have a baby to provide for. I need to have a talk with Tai, who does the schedule. I need as close to 40 hours as they can give me. I'm trying to move out. 16 hours, won't allow do that, not ever. As hard as I work, as open as I've left my schedule for work, I think that's crap.
I worked a double today, so I would even have one "eight" hour shift. 10am-2pm, and 3:45pm-8:15pm.

04/08/08:
I hate working mornings. But it has to be done, since I only got 16 stinking hours. Fried my fucking phone while mall ratting it up in Aeropostile, American Eagle, Body Central, The Gap, Old Navy, and Hot Topic.

04/07/08:
Is it really that hard to give me 40 hours? Leave me as a cashier. C'mon, jeez. If I have to work with food again, then I think its time for this bitch to find another job.

04/06/08:
COURTNEY AND DAVID ARE MOVING BACK OHHHHH MYYYYY GOOOODDDDD THEN NICOLE! THEY'RE ALL SUPPOSED TO BE MOVING BACK AROUND THE SAME TIME! THIS IS SO EXCITING ALL MY FOUR WILL BE BACK! COURTNEY AND NICOLE AND ANGELINA AND JENN! YES THE FAB 5 WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN! AHHHH I'M SO EXCITED!
Dyeing my hair until its blonde.. I will be blonde again, damn it. I need to get a pair of 00's today, I lost another one from a second pair! I'm wondering if I shouldn't just go bigger, since the only way they'll heal is if I got them surgically sewn up.
Courtney and David Smush's (LOL, Smush. THE SMUSH'S.. That'll never get old.) wedding shower gift. They're registered at Wal-Mart gift registry, which should help stay within my budget. I already told her I'm making her a scrapbook page.
I want cherries on my left ankle, and my industrial.

04/05/08:
Worked from 4pm-12am, in fuel, then cashiering. I miss being up front. Frys thought they were suppsed to be training me for Starbucks.. Haha, Kylie and I practically owned that little Starbucks in Safeway back in Fairbanks, Alaska.

04/04/08:
Hung out with Ciera today. We went to that Babbos Italian Eatery place around the corner from my house. I had the chance to drink my balls off, but I settled with a half-finished European Martini. Long story short.. A great night.

04/03/08:
My ex-boyfriend James did a driveway on me today. It was weird. I hope he doesn't start popping in regularly. No offense to him. But I'm trying to forget that part of my life.

04/02/08:
Work was work, just another boring day.

04/01/08:
I wrote a new entry in my blog above. I'm done playing nice. Sweet pea is turning over a new leaf. Worked fuel station. Gag me.

03/31/08:
JENN CAME OVER IT WAS SO FUCKING AWESOME. I missed my friends. Mommy friend #3458.12, former drinking buddy. (Top that, loudmouth in Alaska.)

03/30/08:
I had my damn guage pop out at work, so i have this blue one in my left ear, and my star one in the other one. its lame, i have to put the skull ones back in. i hate those ones, but that's what i have to work with until one of my friends is nice and drives me to the mall so i can get a new pair from hot topic. (please?) i rarely get a day off. i had to skip my orthopedic appointment i had set up for today at 12:30 so I could get some hours at work. i'm disappointed, but i'll just start wearing my wrist brace during outtings so i can be referred to as the "gimpy bitch" instead of the "pregnant starbucks chick" hahaha. i don't know.

03/29/08:
Work only four hours, came home to my baby! I am so glad to come home during hours he's wide awake and smiling. I miss these kind of days. Laying around the house and just cuddling and playing with my baby love.

03/28/08:
MY DAY OFF WAS WONDERFUL. I didn't sleep in late, or go out with friends, though. While the short lived plans that were canceled were night, it was good I stayed in. I worked early the next day anyways.

03/20/08-03/27/08:
Haven't had a day off in three works. Been working the afternoon shift. Learning fuel station, its the same system as the Chevron at Bell/Reems. I don't want to work the fuel station: boring, cramped, lonely. PASS. I saw Jessi yesterday at work. Told someone I liked them, and they had.. no reaction at all, and I'm not sure what to make of it. So, I'm just going to leave it alone. I MISS MY FRIENDS SO MUCH.

03/19/08:
I got the day off since I switched todays shift with Kaitlyn's, which was yesterday. I have finally gotten phone calls from Courtney, seen Nicole, and now I just have to wait until Jenn moves and has her little one, then Angelina, Jenn and I will be Mommy's together!

03/18/08:
I'm really excited. Front end register today from 3:15pm-7:15pm, then I head on over to the fuel center and get some spot training, which is watching someone while they work. It'll be easy, with what I've already done previous to this job.

03/17/08:
I've been trained on Bakery, Deli, Front Cashier, and I already know Starbucks. Now I'm training for fuel station today. Always picking up more hours at work, and this is not a complaint. Any extra hours means more income and more to spend on my baby, as well as more to add to the nice fat tex refunds I'll be getting this year. I've worked in four gas stations, and I know lottery machine, plus selling, register, to card for minors, how to fuel propane tanks, etc. This should be cake.

03/16/08:
Big fight with my grandparents. Everyone is already expecting me to fuck this up. Everyone else is holding me back with their false accusations, drama, and lies. If you are already expecting me to fail, then fuck you.
IF YOU'RE TELLING EVERYONE BUT THE PERSON THAT NEEDS TO KNOW, YOU'RE JUST A SHIT TALKER.

03/15/08:
I got two wrong, but I didn't get the actual codes wrong, just mismatched two different numbers with the wrong produce item. I called someone about some drama that's been going around, I'm going to say it now. WENT OUT WITH NICOLE. POOL HALL WITH HER AND SOME DUDES. funfunfun. IF YOU HAVE MY NAME IN YOUR MOUTH, I ALWAYS FIND OUT.

03/14/08:
Focused all my attention and concentration on remembering 25 produce PLU codes for work.

03/13/08:
At least it isn't Friday the 13th.. I guess I'm superstitious, so sue me. I work from 4:30pm-7:30pm, and 7:30pm-9:30pm. I'll be glad when training is over. I already know this stuff for the most part, I worked at Safeway. About the same, the register seems like its a real bitch, though. Grandma thinks Tobias might be teething already. I don't like working because I hate being away from him. I'm going to have to learn 25 produce codes by Saturday. Keeping my fingers crossed since my memory is shit, haha. I started scrapbooking in the journal my mom got me. Stickers, photos, journal entries, etc. I love to scrapbook, Kylie still hasn't sent me that scrapbook page for Tobias' baby book. Its a page from the baby shower, so he can one day look back and see that he was a long-awaited baby. How much he was loved before anyone even met him. Made appointments for my carpel tunnel syndrome (left wrist is hurting) and Tobias' 4 month shots and check-up. (He's been coughing.)

03/12/08:
I MISSED HANGING OUT WITH NICOLE I AM SO MAD AT MYSELF.. I FORGOT MY PHONE. I got to training, but that's about it. The damn cricket clicks I prepaid for my phone don't even work. People are still mad and bitching that I deleted them. I saw Jessi but promised to stop by again on the way home from training, and my grandparents wouldn't let me. She's supposed to be back in two weeks. Keeping my fingers crossed.

03/11/08:
I'm sick of saying it. If you're too busy with your own life to be bothered, clue a bitch in. I won't take offense. In fact, I just don't care. I'm quick to say good-bye to people. If there's one thing in life I've learned, its that NO ONE IS IRREPLACEABLE.

03/10/08:
People have been deleted for the following reasons: I have no desire to be friends with you, or there was no effort from one or both sides. Deal with it. Stop talking shit, and say it to my face. If you were trying in the first place, you wouldn't have been deleted.. ITS JUST MYSPACE, BITCH.

03/09/08:
Jessi (along with her husband and twin girls) is (are) moving to Show Low, and it bums me out. Jenni and Eddie are going out! Overally, just not a good day.

03/08/08:
More bills! A letter from Mom! Then a phone call from Mom! Got a hold of Katie Evans, she was my favorite bitch in Alaska, and I mean my favorite bitch. Had the day off. Laundry. Still not sleeping, Tobias is still on this waking-up early kick. Whatever, meanie.

03/07/08
Training at 107th & Grand Ave from 12:30pm-9:00pm. Boooooring. Was glad to get home to Tobias. I had this horribly long three hour "lunch" because I hurried through the computer portions of the training.. I bought some stickers, about 8 packets between $1.00-$2.00 each for some scrapbooking.

03/06/08:
I'm kind of pissed off at myself, for getting a crush on a friend. I'm sure he doesn't see me like that. Anyways! I went to training, from 12:30pm until 4:30pm, had a lunch at 4:30pm to 5:00pm, and then more training from 5:00pm to 9:00pm. I SAW STEPHEN AND DOMINIQUE. Love those kids. Anyways, MY BITCH NICOLE IS IN TOWN! Going to try and hang out with her, Stephen and Dominique, and possibly Brandon hopefully!

03/05/08:
Tobias woke mommy up at just before 4 in the morning, thanks honey! Ugh. Fed him a bottle, let him play on his playgym, and put him back to bed in the swing. Crashed out on the sofa in the living room so I could be near him in case he woke-up and got fussy. Tobias first held his bottle on his own today! I went in at seven for some more paperwork with Fry's. Ran into Angelina MY JOLIE! Ah I was so happy! She still has this amazing figure.. I'm kind of jealous, haha. Tired.

03/04/08:
Tobias woke me up just before 5 in the morning, thanks honey. Filed my taxes, I go in for paperwork at Frys tonight at 7pm. I got to talk to my mom today, it was a really nice conversation. I miss her a lot.

03/03/08:
Tobias woke Mommy up at 5 in the morning! Mommy was up with him until 6:45 in the morning! Mommy was tired! Mommy went to bed until 11:30 in the afternoon! Mommy got paid today! So Mommy went out and bought her favorite three magazines in the whole wide world! Mommy bought Cosmopolitan, Glamour, and Maxim! Yay, Mommy! Poo, baby Toby! Anyways, I'm dead ass tired. More later, whatever.

03/02/08:
I did chores, ran errands. Not much more. Finally got to spend time alone with my son since my grandparents went to church with my uncle this morning. I need to start reading the bible my step-father got me. Its beautiful and expensive, and a gift from the heart with the promise that I would be reading it. Time to get on that.

03/01/08:
Had to stay home with Tobias today, everyone else was gone. I'm choosing not to disclose those reasons. For the most part, I did chores, and just stayed at home. Worried about Dominique & Star...

02/28/08:
So I'm really pissed off at Safeway. Come to find out, they're threatening to not pay me for the time I've been working there. All because of a simple matter of terminating me from the Seattle Division store I was employed with during my stay in Alaska.. Idiots.

02/27/08:
Got the job at Fry's! Let Safeway know. They're letting me finish the week, Saturday being my last day. In exactly one week, Nicole will be in town! GO CARTING @ SPEEDWAY, HEY! She's my girl for life, and down for whatever.

02/26/08:
Went to the Scottsdale Social Security office and inquired about a card for Tobias, so I can file my taxes. Should be here in two weeks. Also stopped by the doctors office and updated my insurance information. Waiting on a drivers test, and I'm pending a drug test for Frys. Tobias was all smiles today.

02/25/08:
I've decided to start going to try and go out at least once a week. Just because I have a son doesn't mean I'm any less of a free spirit. I'm starting to go insane. All I do is work and stay home.

02/24/08:
I'm resigning from Safeway. Done with the games & drama. Got a hold of Jenn, Angelina and Dominique! Tomorrow is work from 11am-3pm.. Jerks. Oh, well. Then, two days off. Score.

02/23/08:
Safeway chopped my hours! After one day of the schedule being posted. Without even talking to me, or telling me they changed it. From 40, to 24. Laaaame.

02/22/08:
Well, Safeway still hasn't done a transfer, and has decided to settle me for 7.00/hourly. I decided, what could it hurt to call Tai back at Fry's? I called, got a hold of him immediately, and he asked if I was free to come in for a drug screening. I know I passed, I've been alcohol and (any kind of illegal) drug free for a year now. Oh, and Tobias tried rice cereal for the second time today! He hates it plain but if you mix in some bananas or pears, its right up his alley.

02/21/08:
9-5, until Saturday. I went to work. Everyone there is really nice. I'm already feeling bad for going to the Fry's interview. Spending time with my son is the best medicine for a cold.

02/20/08:
Went down to 43rd/Peoria to test and get a new food handlers card.. I passed, only missed two, on the first try. I was supposed to go go-carting with Geoff, but I never got online and got his number. Major disappointment. GEOFF IF YOU'RE READING, I'M SORRY. I WAS SO BUSY TODAY.

02/19/08:
Supposed to start Safeway, but they don't seem to be doing a very good job at handling a simple transfer. They were supposed to start me out at $8.30/hourly. Now they're trying to talk me down to $7/hourly. Screw that. Frys is offering to make me the manager of the Starbucks. Sounds right up my alley.

02/18/08:
Enrolled for online classes with Everest College to get my associates degree in criminal law. 18-24 months, depending on me. I'm stoked. Watch out, I might be the next detective in town, evil doers.

02/17/08:
Decided I'm going to go into something with criminal law. Preferably forensics or crime scene investigation. But we'll see. They offer some pretty awesome online degree's.. I signed up for Kaplan Unniversity and Everest College Online. So we'll see who has the best to offer me. Uncle James, Sammie and Zach came over today, and Sammie brought her friend Tyler. The girls were so cute together, acting retarded and giggling.

02/16/08:
lounged around all day. did nothing. laundry, me and baby. boring day.

02/15/08:
Virginia, the hiring manager that did my interview at Safeway in Sun City called, I got the job. They did me as a transfer. They're crossing training me for Deli and not just Starbucks so I'll be closer to 40 hours, I'm really pleased! The starting position was starting at 7.00 hourly.. She says she's trying for more money since I have experience in not just Safeway, but Starbucks.. I'll be working two departments! Way cool... Drove over and saw Jessi and Jenni, they gave me baby pictures and I gave Jessi some baby clothes it was a nice exchange, and I even got to hold Anjilina! =) I got three of the eight boxes my mom sent me.

02/14/08:
Valentines day! Uncle James and cousins Samantha Tyler and Zachary Jordan came over for dinner! And of course they brought that awesome Chachi dog. I gave Samantha some anime books (inuyasha) that I never read anymore, and a book I once enjoyed, 'The Center of Everything.' I hope she enjoys pouring over its pages as much as I did. I'm only wondering if there's a point to Valentines Day: One special day a year, when you let each other know how much you care.. Isn't an anniversary, compliment, or sharing love enough? C'mon... Flowers die, candy is empty calories, and cards say it better. Give me a break, HALLMARK.

02/13/08:
I don't even remember today. Whatever happened must not be very important because for some reason, my mind is just drawing a blank on this day. See what happens if you don't write something down the time its happening? You'll just forget it.. Then its gone, like it never happened!

02/12/08:
i got my grandmother the robert plant / alison kraus cd yesterday at walmart, (i got up and she was listening to it this morning..) along with some rice cereal for tobias, (regular flavored, apple and banana.. he has to favor ONE of the three, right? i hope!) and a pair of jumpers for jessi's adorable little girls. (not the same outfit.. that way, you can tell them apart!) need to call angelina and get a hold of kacy. haha, mommy networking. PLAYDATES, HAAAY. the doctor at clinica adelante is going to mail me some information about scheduling me with an orthopedic. she said it looked like a rare kind of carpel tunnel. she seemd really concerned. so, i'm a little scared. she said no lifting, no typing (haha, guilty!) and to always wear the brace i got. (yeah right, not happening, lady.) i'm going to write some lyrics, make some phone calls, hang out with my son and grandparents, read a little, plan my day in schedule form (i jot everything down on papaer so i don't forget..) katie from alaska got a hold of me on yahoo, way cool. called kylie and tiffany in alaska last night. KYLIE IS SENDING ME A SCRAPBOOK PAGE FOR THE BABYBOOK! no answer on tiffanys end, she might have been with derek and not heard it, or at work and couldn't take the call. either way, i'll try her this weekend for sure.

02/11/08:
More job hunting. Had an interview scheduled for 3pm, and a doctors appointment about my poor little wrist at 345pm.. I was late to the appointment by twenty minutes or so, so I didn't check-in, I went up to the desk and rescheduled. Smoked only five cigarettes today, I'm really proud of myself. Tobias was totally a grandpa's boy today.. They seem really awesome at the Starbucks over in Sun City, but I actually want Full time mornings, not part time, and I'm hoping they'll work with me around classes. I didn't tell them I was considering classes, but I told them I had my son. Victoria was the hiring managers name, and she was really awesome. I met the manager of the Starbucks in that Safeway.. Really nice, her name was Britney. She doesn't seem like a bitch like Stacy Smith in Alaska.

02/10/08:
i need a vacation. i'm still not sleeping. i STILL forgot my to start my YAZ birth control.. only, i also bought a new carton a few days ago. so, i wouldn't be stupid enough to keep smoking with the high health risks of taking birth control and smoking at the same time. i have more job hunting to do in the morning, and a doctors appointment tomorrow afternoon at 3:45pm about my left wrist. i supposedly have carpel tunnel in my left hand, wrist, arm, whatever.. but i described the area of pains to my grandmothers sister, walleta and she said that not what carpel tunnel is.. so we'll see about what it really is tomorrow!

02/09/08:
Jenni called. Did some laundry, light cleaning, organizing. Still haven't worked up the guts to call Gregg yet. There's no telling if the number even works anymore. I think I'm nervous because its been so long. Tired, Tobias has kept me up two nights in a row!

02/08/08:
Boring day. Not much happened. I'm kind of stuck in a rut. I'm trying to think of where I'd like my college education to go. What do I want to be? I got NOTHING.

02/07/08:
Pondering about calling Gregg, I found his old home number going through some old stuff. It would be nice to call and hear he's doing well. I'm thinking about taking up drums again. We'll see, because I'd have nowhere to practice. Not to mention, Corey made off with my damn drumset.

02/06/08:
Spent a lot of the day alone with my Tobias. I have too much time on my hands. Its being spent stewing and thinking and remembering. Being alone most of the time will do that to you. Royally messed my profile.

02/05/08:
My grandparents, my son & I were supposed to go New Mexico, meeting my mother halfway from where she is in Texas. To get my things. My step-dad changed her mind for her at the last minute, saying the cost of gas is too expensive. I bet she's got too much on her plate.

02/04/08:
Up early, posted my resume on some job posting sites. Went out driving for a few hours to kill some time. Tobias is saying 'mama' and 'mom-om-om' already. Made my heart melt.

02/03/08:
Well, Tobias' father has confirmed what I figured he'd say. He wants nothing to do with his own son. That's okay. I've been doing this alone so far, and he would have just gotten in the way anyway.

02/02/08:
Slept the whole day away. Missing my friends. Heads in the clouds. Finding myself stewing the past and sweating the small things. Gotta keep my head up.

02/01/08:
Last day of class. Definetely going to miss this crazy bunch. I graduate today! First two college credits! I'm just so excited!

01/31/08:
Stressed out. Grandparents on the war path. Really out of it. Got a lot to do.

01/30/08:
Safeway = a bunch of corporate jerks. Coffee is my best friend. Have to find daycare & soon. Top of my class. Days are going by so fast. Sorry this so blunt. Oh, and peace.

01/29/08:
I missed Tobias so much today! Class went well. I'm not the only single mom, and its nice to see I'm not alone.

01/28/08:
Started classes today! Two credits for taking Career Success / Development. The class is only a week long, and free. Pretty sweet. Go me!

01/27/08:
Forgot to start my birth control. I'm a Sunday starter, so I have to wait until next week. Darn.

01/26/08:
Beverly, Bobby, Jenni & I went to see Jessi and the babies. She and Robert were exhausted. We also stopped and had dinner at the Waffle House.

Music:

10 years, 3 doors down, 30 seconds to mars, 311, alabama, aaliyah, ac/dc, a change of pace, adema, alan jackson, alice in chains, alicia keys, a life once lost, all-american rejects, amerie, amy winehouse, ashanti, ashlee simpson, ashley monroe, ashley tisdale, audioslave, auf der maur, authority zero, avenged sevenfold, baby bash, black dhalia murder, black eyed peas, black label society, black sabbath, beyonce, blake shelton, blink-182, bob marley, brad paisley, brandston, breaking benjamin, britney spears, brookes and dunn, bullet for my valentine, bush, carrie underwood, ciara, chevelle, chimaira, christina aguilera, colbie caillat, cold, coldplay, converge, corrine bailey rae, counting crows, crossfade, dashboard confessional, daughtry, deana carter, deathcab for cutie, deftones, demon hunter, devildriver, diamond rio, dido, dimmu borgir, distillers, distubred, dixie chicks, dropkick murpheys, drowning pool, dynamite hack, 3-40, evanescence, eve, eve 6, faith hill, fear before the march of flames, feist, fergie, finch, flogging molly, flyleaf, foo fighters, gavin degraw, godsmack, goo goo dolls, greely estates, gretchen wilson, gwen stefani, gym class heroes, harvey danger, hinder, hoobastank, horrorpops, incubus, in flames, jamie o'neal, janes addiction, jay-z, jet, jimmy eat world, john mayer, johnny cash, josh turner, joss stone, justin timberlake, katrina elam, keith urban, kellie pickler, kelly clarkson, kenny chesney, keyshia cole, kittie, korn, kottonmouth kings, kt tunstall, lacuna coil, lamb of god, lauryn hill, leann rimes, leeann womack, led zepplin, lifehouse, lily allen, lil jon, lil mama, lindsay lohan, linkin park, lit, little big town, mae, maroon 5, mary j blige, matisyahu, me first and the gimme gimmes, meat puppets, meg and dia, megadeath, metallica, michelle branch, miranda lambert, mxpx, natasha bedingfield, nelly furtado, ne-yo, nickelback, nickel creek, nirvana, nonpoint, norah jones, norma jean, omarion, otep, ozzy osbourne, pantera, papa roach, paramore, paris hilton, pepper, pharrell williams, pink, puddle of mudd, pussy cat dolls, queen, queens of the stone age, queensryche, radiohead, rage against the machine, rammstein, ramones, rancid, rascal flatts, ratt, reba mcentire, regina spektor, rihanna, rissi palmer, rob zombie, rooney, ryan cabrera, sahara hotnights, saliva, saosin, sara evans, sarah buxton, saves the day, sean kingston, sean paul, seether, secret machines, sepultura, shakira, shedaisy, sheryl crow, shinedown, slipknot, smashing pumpkins, smile empty soul, snake river conspiracy, snow patrol, soul asylum, soundgarden, sparta, stone sour, stone temple pilots, straylight run, sublime, sugarcult, sugarland, sum 41, switchfoot, system of a down, t-pain, taking back sunday, taproot, taylor swift, third eye blind, thrice, the atatis, the calling, the cranberries, the decemberists, the eagles, the exies, the fray, the januaries, the killers, the new pornographers, the offsping, the raveonettes, the vines, three days grace, thrice, timbaland, tim mcgraw, tonic, tool, trapt, trivium, TRUSTcompany, underoath, unwritten law, velvet revolver, vertical horizon, von bondies, walls of jericho, weezer, white stripes, willie nelson, yeah yeah yeahs, yellowcard, zebrahead

Movies:

40 year old virgin, 50 first dates, a clockwork orange, a walk to remember, american pie, beaches, beetlejuice, blackhawk down, blue crush, boondock saints, chasing liberty, city of angels, clerks, clerks 2, clueless, crouching tiger hidden dragon, divine secrets of the yaya sisterhood, domino, end of days, enough, eurotrip, ever after, fight club, fools gold, gone in 60 seconds, half baked, hope floats, house of flying daggers, how to lose a guy in ten days, jay and silent bob, knocked-up, love actually, love comes softly, love's enduring promise, love's long journey, love's abiding joy, love's unending legacy, love's unfolding dream, love takes wing, love finds a home, memoirs of a geisha, my big fat greek wedding, my girl, radio, remember the titans, riding in cars with boys, roadtrip, save the last dance, saving private ryan, scarface, steel magnolias, sweet home alabama, titanic, the break-up, the devil wears prada, the princess diaries, the wedding crashers, the wedding planner, there's something about mary, top gun, two weeks notice, walk the line, where the heart is, winn dixie, you me and dupree

Television:

arizona cardinals, cold case, days of our lives, family guy, futurama, gilmore girls, grounded for life, inuyasha, john and kate plus eight, keeping up with the kardashians, king of queens, king of the hill, law and order svu, monk, rock of love, scrubs, simpsons, the bad girls club, the girls next door, the phoenix suns, that 70's show, the soup, ufc, wild'n out, who wants to be a millionaire,

Books:

dream interpretation, macbeth, mutts cartoon strip, of mice and men, pride & prejudice, romeo and juliet, the appeal, the center of everything, the phantom tollbooth, the outsiders, to kill a mockingbird, what to expect the first year

Heroes:

My son, Tobias Oliver. For being the most important person to ever come into my life. I don't know what I would do without you. I wasn't sure what to expect when I found out I was pregnant. But now that you're here, I wouldn't choose to have it any other way. To the special little boy I cradle in my arms every night as I sleep: I love you, son.
My grandma Rae, for always sticking up for me, and for the unconditional love. For always trying to push me forward in life, for never letting me forget my self worth.
My grandpa Floyd, for all the laughs, for the rad Sunderland family birthmark, and for teaching me to be able to laugh at myself.
My uncle Jimmy, for always being there and for always putting up with me. For all the encouragement. For all the direction and advice.
My cousin Samantha Tyler, for teaching me what love really is. For always sticking up for me. For always believing in me.
My cousin Zachary Jordan, for really teaching me that sometimes you may not always know the full story, but that you can only trust and love and it will work out in the end.
Don't gain the world and lose your soul. - Bob Marley.
Quote Me
"Internet has its perks. Not like coffee, but you can always google images for coffee and torment yourself if funds are low."
"In a bouquet of roses, I'm not the prettiest but I AM the rarest."
"The greatest thing one can live for is the ones that love them the most."
"What you see is what you get. But not unless you look closely enough. For there's always more than first meets the eye. For every tongue, there's a different taste."
"Experience should never be confused with knowing better."
Survey question: What was the last thing you said aloud?
Survey answer: "lol.. oh, wait. i mean haha."
Survey question: Last person you kissed?
Survey answer: "Some idiot I don't care to really think about. But hey, thanks for reminding me, dude. (Are all surveys dudes like cars are females?)
ugly is as ugly does;
you're not hot shit.
i don't care how many guys you think are into you.
your attitude isn't as pretty as the face that goes hand in hand with it.
unwillingly, people flock towards you.
but soon enough they turn in disgust.
looks of deepest loathing.
whats a rose with thorns.
if its an apple rotten still on the tree.
-Me.
i'm not that same girl anymore;
the girl you knew two years ago ISN'T me. the girl you thought was ANNOYING. that you called DITZY. that you said was NEVER GOING TO LEARN well, she is is no longer here. she is gone. she's never coming back. she got a little wiser. she grew-up. a few things and a few experiences made her accept that change comes when you least expect it and this world will fuck you over just when you open yourself up and trust. that just the once will do it.
-Me.
the finger of blame;
you know what i don't understand? love. its got an amazing force behind it. so much meaning behind one word, and so much pain because of it. its not one definition, its an entire language, one so very hard to learn and understand that many never really learn all of it. four letters, often called a lie. four letters, sometimes taken for granted, sometimes lied about, sometimes abused. overused, overbearing, smothering, and the most powerful force on earth. i don't think anything has confused me so much in my entire life, this love thing.
-Me.
Ennegram Test
you chose AX - your Enneagram type is SEVEN (aka "The Enthusiast").
"I am happy and open to new things"
Adventurers are energetic, lively, and optimistic.
They want to contribute to the world.
HOW TO GET ALONG WITH ME:
Give me companionship, affection, and freedom.
Engage with me in stimulating conversation and laughter.
Appreciate my grand visions and listen to my stories.
Don't try to change my style.
Accept me the way I am.
Be responsible for youself. I dislike clingy or needy people.
Don't tell me what to do.
WHAT I LIKE ABOUT BEING A SEVEN:
Being optimistic and not letting life's troubles get me down.
Being spontaneous and free-spirited.
Being outspoken and outrageous, it's part of the fun.
Being generous and trying to make the world a better place.
Having the guts to take risks and to try exciting adventures.
Having such varied interests and abilities.
WHATS HARD ABOUT BEING A SEVEN:
Not having enough time to do all the things I want.
Not completing things I start.
Not being able to profit from the benefits that come from specializing; not making a commitment to a career.
Having a tendency to be ungrounded; getting lost in plans or fantasies.
Feeling confined when I'm in a one-to-one relationship.
SEVENS AS CHILDREN ARE:
Are action oriented and adventuresome.
Drum up excitement.
Prefer being with other children to being alone.
Finesse their way around adults.
Dream of the freedom they'll have when they grow up.
SEVENs as Parents:
Are often enthusiastic and generous.
Want their children to be exposed to many adventures in life.
May be too busy with their own activities to be attentive.
Survey
about me survey;
*The New and Improved Ultimate About Me*
Basics:
Name: Call me Andi.
Date of Birth: January 9th, 1986.
Birthplace: Luke Air Force Base.
Current Location: Surprise, Arizona.
Eye Color: Hazel.
Hair Color: Blondish brown.
Height: 5' 2".
Piercings: 10.. getting more.
Tattoos: 2.. getting more.
Favorite:
Band/Singer: Colbie Caillat.
Song: Capri by Colbie Caillat.
Movie: 50 first dates.
Disney Movie: Finding Nemo or Bambi.
TV show: That 70's Show.
Color: Pink.
Food: Fetticini alfredo.
Pizza: Hand tossed, light cheese, light sauce, no pepperoni, pineapple, sausage.
Ice-Cream Flavor: Neopolitan.
Soda: Cherry Coke or Starbucks Sumatra with Coffeemate French Vanilla liquid creamer.
Store: Hollister! Old Navy! American Eagle! Abercrombie & Fitch! The Gap! PacSun! Billabong! The Icing! Ross! I've got expensive taste and I'm not ashamed of it.
Clothing Brand: American Eagle!
Shoe Brand: Bogo, Heeleys, Vans, Dickies, or Converse.
Season: Summer, duh!
Month: ANY MONTH OF SUMMER!
Holiday/Festival: NEW YEARS. It still always leaves me feeling rejuvinated.
Flower: Sunflowers.
Make-Up Item: Black eyeliner, mascara, brown eyeshadow.
Board game: I prefer card games over board games, since I have to pick one.. Life or monopoly.
This or That
Sunny or rainy: Sunny!
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate.
Fruit or veggie: Veggie.
Night or day: Day.
Sour or sweet: Sour.
Love or money: Love.
Phone or in person: In person.
Looks or personality: Personality.
Coffee or tea: Coffee.
Hot or cold: Hot.
Your:
Goal for this year: Taxes. Car. Better ob. More college. Move out.
Most missed memory: When I was little. and my sister and I were still close, like best friends, like crossed fingers and sitting next to each other plotting how to drive our grandparents insane. Missing our mom, but having that closeness, that bond that no one else could ever touch.
Best physical feature: Eyes or lips or hair.
First thought waking up: Didn't I just go to bed? Haha..
Hypothetical personality disorder: Borderline Personality Disorder.
Preferred type of plastic surgery: Liposuction on my rear end! Bahaha..
Sesame street alter ego: Um, Bert and Ernie, as one person.. I'm grumpy at times, and weird at times.. I guess? What kind of answer did you expect? Look at what the question says! Oh my gosh.
Fairytale alter ego: I used to be Sleeping Beauty. Now I miss sleep..
Most stupid remark: "YO MAMA."
Worst crime: Hurting or killing a child.
Greatest ambition: Get a schedule down pact for me and my son.
Greatest fear: Failing as a parent.
Darkest secret: I'M NOT AS DUMB AS I ACT, AND I'M NOT AS YOUNG AS I LOOK.
Favorite subject: I was good at everything I applied myself to.
Strangest received gift: Socks.
Worst habit: Grouchy when tired.
Do You:
Smoke: Trying to quit.
Drink: I can't drink around Tobias. I haven't had any kind of alcoholic drink in a year.
Curse: Trying to watch how much I cuss.
Shower daily: Yes.
Like thunderstorms: Not at when I'm sleeping because they're noisy and keep me awake.
Dance in the rain: No, you'd get sick. That's so stupid.
Sing: Whenever I hear music, when I'm cleaning, and in the shower.
Play an instrument: I used to play drums.
Get along with your parents: Most of the time.
Wish on stars: I used to. I stopped because they never came true.
Believe in fate: I believe in fate and coincidence but not luck.
Believe in love at first sight: No, you have to know someone to really love them.
Can You:
Drive: Yes.
Sew: Sort of.
Cook: Freelance amateur.
Speak another language: A little of this and a little of that. Some spanish, a pinch of french.
Dance: I love dancing.
Sing: I love to sing. I'm pretty good at it.
Touch your nose with your tongue: Strangely enough, the answer to this is yes. Haha.
Whistle: Yes.
Curl your tongue: Yes.
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk: Yes.
Been Stoned/High: Yes.
Eaten Sushi: Yes.
Been in Love: Yes.
Skipped school: Yes.
Made prank calls: Yes.
Sent someone a love letter: Yes.
Stolen something: Yes.
Cried yourself to sleep: Yes.
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person? Rudeness.
Are you right or left handed? Ambidextrous.
What is your bedtime? Whenever Tobias goes to sleep.
Name three things you can't live without: My binder of lyrics/poems, the diary my mother got me, the blankets my mom have made for me.
What is the color of your room? Bare, boring, white walls.
Do you have any siblings? Two.
Do you have any pets? A desert tortoise.
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? No.
What is you middle name? Lynn.
What are you nicknames? Andi.
Are you for or against gay marriage? I'm not gay so I don't really care either way.
What are your thoughts ..abortion? Against it 100%.
Do you have a crush on anyone? No.
Are you afraid of the dark? Yes.
How do you want to die? Naturally? I'm 22 years old. I don't just sit there and think about death. I'm not that morbid.
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day? Two or three.
Would you take a bullet for the one you love? Yes.
What is the last law you’ve broken? Driving without buckeling up. (Tobias wasn't with me.)
In a Member of the Opposite Sex:
Hair color: No preference.
Eye color: No preference.
Height No preference.
Weight No preference.
Most important physical feature: I'm really drawn to someone with nice eyes, I believe they're the windows to the soul, or whatever, but to an extent. The other stuff is irrelevent. Its actually really shallow, to classify someone like that.
Biggest turn-off Being a jerk.

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