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♥Trust Is An Illusion♥

Trust Takes Years to Build and Seconds To Destroy!!

About Me


Someone once told me that I was a person of “HEART AND SOUL”, which is someone who FEELS more deeply from the heart…who LOVES more… who CARES more…and who HURTS more.
Translated this means that despite how much I will CARE, TRUST, LOVE, and HURT for people, it will get me NO where in the end because people only care about themselves. So getting FUCKED over is my own fault.
What I can say about myself is:
♥I am QUIET but as soon as you get to know me or I have a few DRINKS in me, I never shut up.
♥I am ALWAYS willing to try NEW things. Some just take a little more COERCING then others.
♥I am currently in college studying CRIMINAL JUSTICE.
♥I have NO intentions of being a cop.
♥I would LOVE to end up in investigations or become a juvenile probation officer.
♥I recently CHANGED jobs and I think that the move will do me GOOD.
♥So to my old job SCREW YOU, because you have screwed me over for the LAST time.
♥I also have an AWESOME support system and if it was not for them I wouldn’t be where I am today, (you know who you are).
♥I can NEVER guarantee that I will always FEEL the same way about ANYTHING. Everyday is new and different and I continue to LEARN more about MYSELF as each one passes.
I am ABSOLUTELY thankful for:
♥My FAMILY, especially my MOM. I would never be where I am without her.
♥My FRIENDS, who put up with SO much crap it is UNBELIEVABLE. Everyday I feel so LUCKY to have you guys stick by my side.
♥My BOYFRIEND, who I am sure I drive INSANE everyday, but he still ADORES me. He can always make me SMILE, even when I don't want to.
I ABSOLUTELY hate:
♥People who are FAKE
♥Or who Toy with my EMOTIONS.
♥People who live off of DRAMA.
♥Or people who are SELF-CENTERED
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My Interests



♥I LOVE cliff jumping and as school begins and my life basically ends, I will miss it SO MUCH.

♥I LOVE motorcycles but I will never own one.

♥ I LOVE to shop, so I have to lock up my cards.

♥I LOVE my fat cat, Jonathan and of course my snake, Sugar.

♥I LOVE being able to finally be ME.

I'd like to meet:



♥I prefer not to try and PURPOSELY meet anyone because they will ALL fuck you over in the end; however, when ONE breaks the mold, it makes it all worth wild in the end.

My Friend Space
I have ENOUGH friends.

♥From Best Friend to Sister♥

♥The Future Mrs.Taylor♥

♥Jazzy Jazzy Gems♥

♥Tribal Man 4 Life♥

♥Clearw*re Super Star♥

♥Ian♥

♥Little Man♥

♥Alisa♥

Music:


I do not favor one type of music. If it has a GOOD BEAT and I can understand half of what they are saying, then it's pretty much GOOD.

However,

♥I love the DIXIE CHICKS, they are the most INSPIRATIONAL artists ever.

♥I love RASCAL FLATTS.

♥And THE WRECKERS, best new band I have ever seen in concert.

♥CARRIE UNDERWOOD, (best American Idol ever!).

♥Also, the WALK THE LINE sound track and I am sad to say that I did not know Johnny Cash before it.

Movies:

I am a movie WHORE!!! I love, love, LOVE to go to the theater, drive-ins or just sit at home in my pjs and watch movies.

♥I am a HUGE scary movie FANATIC.

♥I love the HALLOWEEN movies. They still scare me to this day.

♥I would have to say that AMITTYVILLE HORROR was the last "acceptable" scary movie.

♥THE NOTEBOOK is the ultimate love story. I cry like a baby every time.

♥And of course NAPOLEON DYNAMITE which can only be describes in two words, FREAKIN' SWEET!!!

I also like:

♥Harry Potter (sad but true)

♥V for Vendetta

♥Million Dollar Baby

♥And Failure to Launch

♥P.S. I LOVE Disney movies.

Television:

Well like I said, I'm a movie buff, but when the TV is on I'm watching:

♥CSI

♥House

♥Law and Order: SVU

♥Forensic Files

♥Bones

♥American Idol (even though the last season sucked!)

♥Family Guy

♥And of course SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!!

Books:

Until recently the only books I have been able to keep my eyes on were my text books and I agree with a friend that text books do not count. So during the summer, I try and read as much as possible so I can catch up on things I have missed. Some of the books I enjoy include Harry Potter, (I have only gotten through year three, so be nice!), Go Ask Alice and almost anything by Stephan King. I ♥ stories about real people/life.

This summer I intend to read Helter Skelter, Where the Heart Is, and anything else that is a "must read".

Anybody have any suggestions??

Heroes:

My number one hero would most definitely be my mom. Despite all the crap I have put her through the last couple of years, she has remained by my side and pushed me when I was ready to give up. Thanks Mom.


I would also have to say that my second and almost equally important heros are my true friends. Despite all the drama I have bestowed upon you guys, you have always been there for me. In a time of need you were by my side, whether it was ten at night or five in the morning. And while I know you were secretly praying that you could not wait for the day that I would get over it, I appreciate you telling me that everything was going to be alright. Without you guys I would be down the same path never learning from my own mistakes. I have learned so much from you and I hope that one day I will have made you as proud to know me, as I am to know you.
Last but not least,other heros include anyone who does anything for anyone else, because today it seems almost impossible to find someone who will go out of their way for someone else without having a hidden agenda.