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About Me

I live in Camden, New Jersey. I live alone, work my ass off and pay my own bills. No children. I'm 6'4" tall (without shoes), weigh in at 275 lbs.(yeah, I gained weight, but it's all good cuz I'm a sexy big girl!! You don't like it, BLOW ME ) straight white teeth, full luscious lips, short black hair, dark brown (sometimes hazel) bedroom eyes, and chocolate brown skin. I don't consider myself "cute", "fine as hell", or a "dime". I am BEAUTIFUL . I'm a gangsta, but a lady also. I've been through so much in the past, it's hardened me. I refuse to kill myself trying to meet other's standards of beauty when I know that what's inside of me, shines on the outside. That makes me who I am. Regardless of what life throws my way, I DO NOT give up! There is always something to be learned, and I'm doing just that! 2010 is right here! You better be ready! If I find out you're not on my side, you can get a big FUKK YOU like the rest! Nobody's exempt!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

It ain't about who I'd like to meet, but about who NEEDS to meet me!

My Blog

I refuse to let him see me break....

Behind These Hazel EyesSeems like just yesterdayYou were a part of meI used to stand so tallI used to be so strongYour arms around me tightEverything, it felt so rightUnbreakable, like nothin' could g...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Jul 2009 23:21:00 GMT

Allowing Our Loved Ones To Be Human

Putting People on a Pedestal When we fall in love with someone or make a new friend, we sometimes see that person in a glowing light. Their good qualities dominate the foreground of our perception and...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 01:58:00 GMT

R.I.P. Peter "Beast" Lyde Jr.

It would be selfish of me to say that coward took you from me. The truth is he did! He took the best of me. My heart is broken beyond repair. The only one that can fix it now is Jesus. Everybody keeps...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jun 2009 07:49:00 GMT

One so amazing....WHERE IS HE?!!!

I'm often compared to a lonely old woman. At first, I thought that was the most ridunkulous shit I've ever heard in my life! But then I thought about it. I go to work everyday, come home, and actually...
Posted by on Sat, 02 May 2009 00:32:00 GMT

R.I.P.

Earl Seabury, aka Byrd, President of the Twisters MC, was killed late Thursday night doing the thing that he loved. Riding! If anyone has ever lost someone who meant the world to them,my Poppa Byrd, w...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 05:27:00 GMT

Double Standards

I agree with this shit!! And for this reason, a lot of bitches don’t like me cuz I don’t have a typical mentality. In reading this, most females won’t like it, but I agree with it: &...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 21:14:00 GMT

exhales loudly idk what to call this shit!!!!

man, i'm so glad that 2008 is bringing in a new and definately improved me!!! i swear i'm not takin any shit from ANYBODY!!! the sad part is, you won't realize it until it's too late. then you'll star...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 00:06:00 GMT

shit...

everyone goes through it. according to other people's standards at this point in my life, i should have graduated college, be working in my career, have a nice car, rent/own my own place, and be ...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 02:32:00 GMT

UR GONNA MISS ME!!

I HOPE ONE DAY YOU READ THIS! YOU DON'T GO AROUND PLAYIN WIT PEOPLES MINDS LIKE THAT! I NEVER THOUGHT I'D BE SO MESSED UP IN THE HEAD OVER A MAN! WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?! BUT I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT YOU WI...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 14:25:00 GMT

wtf?!!!!

i love him he doesn't know i can't tell him what should i do?
Posted by on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 19:52:00 GMT