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Brak

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About Me

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i am a product of catastrophe. i’ve never been able to cry myself to sleep. i am an anarchist and a flower child. i have a fascination with eels. i am full of mustard seeds, yet i have nowhere to plant them. i am a sleeping fox in a hole. i live under a berry bush that never ripens. i cannot differentiate between anger and fear. i am a lonely ghost in a sea of lonely ghosts. i make friends with inanimate objects. i believe in words. i have fictitious powers. i am obsessed with the sky. i am surprisingly squeamish. i navigate the metaphysical landscape without a compass. i confide in fire. i suffer from an excess of questions. i’ve made staring an art form. i think the best has been lost. i am delighted by broccoli. If i die before i find happiness then i just got there sooner.

I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4 , a bag of day-old trout, and a rusted shovel.

My Interests

biology, parasites, rats, paleontology, quilting, crocheting, miniatures, cats, aquariums, girls, and rusted shovels

I'd like to meet:

anyone who has overcome anomie. anyone who loves the world, but thinks this country needs improvement. anyone interested in buddhism and/or nonviolence. anyone who sleeps with a comfort object. anyone interested in platonic friendships. anyone who can carry on a decent conversation NOT about television. anyone who will not make fun of me. anyone who reads. anyone who thinks they have something to offer. anyone who thinks i have something to offer. anyone who will write and respond to e-mails. anyone who will not ask to borrow money. anyone who would like to join my human pyramid.

Music:


Movies:

Resident Evil and The Parent Trap. Yes, I think these should be combined into a cross-genre hybrid movie, too. Soon.

Television:

No

Books:

Yes

Heroes:

Peter H. Duesberg, Kurt Vonnegut, Tori Amos, Louis Jacobs

My Blog

a curse of almonds

bet you weren’t expecting this: another quilt done! took me by surprise, too. i forgot how pleasant quilting can be after that last thread-snap nightmare.  i made this one for my...
Posted by Brak on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 05:33:00 PST

touched by a janus

even though i think all lesbians know how upsetting it is to be discriminated against because of their sexuality, i still notice that a great deal of them are hostile towards bisexual women....
Posted by Brak on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 06:12:00 PST

aha koala!

this is the last quilt of the Quilts I Started as an Overambitious Teenager and Couldn’t Finish group. i believe i first began sewing it in 1997. i really had almost no idea how to quilt back th...
Posted by Brak on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 06:17:00 PST

less for the incinerator

i wrote some bad poetry!Reality by Brakstrung up barbed wire around my perimeterposted notice at two foot intervalsthis is a quarrantine to test my humanityi know it seems extremebut glassy-eyed, trem...
Posted by Brak on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 07:20:00 PST

police exterior

The Yellow Wallpaper by Charlotte Perkins Gillman (1899) It is very seldom that mere ordinary people like John and myself secure ancestral halls for the summer.      &nbs...
Posted by Brak on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 06:37:00 PST

the only lobster with a tongue

"You can’t charge innocent people for saving their lives." So spake Buffy. She argued that it would be wrong, immoral, and outrageously selfish for a person who possessed superpowers such as her...
Posted by Brak on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 09:57:00 PST

chucking stones at normalcy

Vipassana meditation, or insight meditation is most commonly associated with the theravedan buddhist tradition from southeast asia. unlike most other forms of meditation, in vipassana you do not conce...
Posted by Brak on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 08:51:00 PST

thousand pound myocardium

before i went to san antonio, i made a promise to myself that i wouldn’t put up with anymore shenanigans. if this next doctor i saw who came so highly recommended and with such a clean record an...
Posted by Brak on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 03:09:00 PST

fever of the enchanted waterline

even though i think i’ve done a pretty good job of accepting the fact that i cannot change my current situation, even going so far as to (at times) see it as an opportunity for enlightenment, t...
Posted by Brak on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 03:18:00 PST

crayons from the ocean

when i first started getting serious about meditation, every book i read told me to start by focusing on my breath. but exactly how does one focus on the breath? it isn’t as easy as it...
Posted by Brak on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 09:36:00 PST