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All My Dreams Still Have Dead Ends...

About Me

♥ I suck at filling these things out... I'm outgoing and pretty laid back, but I can be shy around certain people. I'm spontaneous, I'm random, and I have blond moments.. But I'm not dumb and I'm not ditzy. I love to laugh, and I'm almost always in a good mood. I love being me even though my self-confidence lacks at times. I appreciate the simple things in life. I just wanna have fun and be young. I'm very much the romantic type.. love being cuddly and I'm very flirtatious. Some people just need to learn to give a girl a chance. I treat people who are worthy like gold. I'll do anything for the ones I love.Nikki (aka Nicehole), Melissa, Hanah, and Chel are my best friends. Without them, I'd never get through the hard times. They're always there through family trouble, guy drama, the stress of work, etc. Nikki and Ethan have a puppy now.. she's my niece. Her name is Jager and I love her dearly :) Melissa's family has become my second family. They've been so generous welcoming me into their home and treating me like their own daughter. My Mom and Dad are my rock.. They are my strength. They've always been there for me no matter how bad I fuck up. They've set the perfect example of a loving home and what a family should be. My brother Dan and my sister Erika are two of my best friends. People probably think it's abnormal to be as close as we are. But I wouldn't be me without them.I love music more than anything. And I love supporting my friends bands. I will literally give anything a listen at least once. I love all genres of music, but 80's music and covers are my guilty pleasures. I have a habit of playing songs I really love on repeat. It seems to drives everyone nuts. haha. All nighters are always a good time. I spend a lot of time at bars (mainly The Madison and Big Heads). I miss Tango Tuesdays. I love Miller Lite and shots (all kinds, but especially Black Haus and Jager.. mmmm Jager bombs). I miss parties at the little house (hint hint Mikay)!! and mine and Nikki's afterparties in the car and pre-games on the way. We need more girls nights! I'm semi-addicted to Myspace, but it's a good way to get in touch with old friends. I HATE fake people. I love football and ice hockey (Philly sports fan all the way). I miss the days of driving all over seeing my friends and partying it up. I love road trips and traveling to new places. I've been all up and down the east coast, Wisconsin (and all the states you have to drive through to get there), Texas (when I was 2), Tennessee, New Mexico, and California. Someday soon I want to go out of the country. That's me in a nutshell. Hit me up on aim (demoliti0n lover) or on yahoo messenger (headfirst_4_halos). ♥
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... mysterious
Your hugs are... to die for
Your eyes... burn into my heart
Your touch is... heart warming
Your smell is... refreshing
Your smile is... amazing
Your love is... eternal
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The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?
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What's your kissing style??

You're a Klever Kisser
46 and 60: You're a Klever Kisser! A Klever Kisser enjoys being seductive and desirable. You're the kind of person that is naturally more erotic and aggressive. You enjoy being sensual and involving the entire body in a kiss. You don't mind displaying your affection in any location, and pride yourself in your kissing technique. You have an awesome amount of passion and heat flowing through your body when you kiss. You do not take kissing lightly, and tend to hope it will lead to more touching and sharing. Overall you are certainly the most sexy of the kissing styles, and you definitely keep the car windows fogged.
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My Interests

music, movies, partying, going to shows and festivals, road trips, piercings, tattoos, body mods, pin up girls, suicide girls, flirting, making out, my kitties, my dog lucy, my family, my friends, Philly, the Eagles, the Flyers, The Phillies, pretty much sports in general but i really love FOOTBALL, taking walks, camping, fishing, being outdoors, hiking, staring at stars, wishing on stars, dreaming of bigger and better things, being in love, being happy, the beach, quiet places, cuddling, getting kisses on the forehead, getting/giving massages, holding hands, kissing in the rain, playing in the rain and puddle jumping, rainy days in general, singing, listening to the suicide pact when im emo, reading, writing, taking pictures, sleeping, porn, sex, and everything dirty, collecting comic book toys, myspace, driving for the hell of it, having days off of work, going to diners, going to the bar, talking online, my bling bling 80's sunglasses, stealing boys hoodies haha, randomly getting back in touch with old friends, making new friends, being a geek, being accepted for being [me].♥

I'd like to meet:

♥ The guy who invented duct tape.. he's a genius. haha. But for real, I like boys and girls.. I'm not picky. I'm just looking for "normal" people to talk to and possibly hang out with... New friends are fun. I'm a people person for the most part so I guess just anyone who's looking for a good time. I like randomness and people who aren't afraid to get a little crazy, but also know when to be serious.I'll tell you who i don't want to meet... liars. cocky assholes. anyone who feels like they need to be someone they're not to impress someone else. someone who acts a certain way towards me, then treats me different when he/she is around their friends. don't bother talking to me.. ♥

Music:

SUPPORT RUBEN'S BLACK ASS!!res ipsa loquitor (check them out on myspace.. it's ruben and keith's project), !!!, 311, acceptance, aerosmith, afi, alexisonfire, alkaline trio, anatomy of a ghost, ani difranco, a perfect circle, as i lay dying, a static lullaby, atreyu, a trunk full of dead bodies, at the drive in, avenged sevenfold, bedlight for blue eyes, between the buried and me, billy idol, black dahlia murder, bouncing souls, boy hits car, boy sets fire, boys night out, brand new, bright eyes, bullet for my valentine, cartel, catch 22, chevelle, circa survive, coheed and cambria, converge, copeland, cursive, damien rice, danzig, dashboard confessional, dave matthews band, deadstar assembly, death cab for cutie, deftones, depeche mode, dillinger escape plan, dont look down, dresden dolls, drive without, dropkick murpheys, duran duran, elad love affair, elliot smith, elvis, eminem, escape engine, evergreen terrace, every time i die, fenix tx, finch, fiona apple, foo fighters, frank sinatra, from autumn to ashes, fugazi, further seems forever, glassjaw, grandaddy, grateful dead, green day, gym class heroes, head automatica, he is legend, him, hole, horse the band, jacks mannequin, jamiroquai, jamisonparker, jeff buckley, jimmy eat world, john lennon, johnny cash, journey, killswitch engage, kittie, led zeppelin, less than jake, lynyrd skynyrd, madonna, mae, manson, midtown, morrissey, motion city soundtrack, murder by death, muse, my chemical romance, nine inch nails, nirvana, nora, norma jean, not quite bernadette, one dead three wounded, orgy, outkast, pat benetar, pennywise, pink floyd, poison the well, powerman 5000, q and not u, queen, radiohead, reggie and the full effect, rise against, rufio, rush, saosin, saves the day, say anything, senses fail, sigur ros, silverstein, skid row, social distortion, something corporate, sparta, stabbing westward, stellastarr, stone temple pilots, straylight run, streetlight manifesto, sublime, sunny day real estate, system of a down, taking back sunday, team sleep, tenacious d, the ataris, the bank robbers, the beatles, the bled, the cure, the early november, the flaming lips, the get up kids, the killers, the kinks, the locust, the mars volta, the mile after, the misfits, the offspring, the pixies, the postal service, the smiths, the sounds of animals fighting, the starting line, the suicide pact, the tony danza tapdance extravaganza, the used, this day forward, thrice, thursday, tiger army, tom petty, tori amos, type o negative, u2, underoath, valencia, violent femmes, weezer, yeah yeah yeahs, ALL 80's, and so much more... &hearts I also support my friends in local cover bands... to name a few in no special order: The Benderz, Runamuk, Reaction, Split Decision, Ward Five, The Interns, and Crystal Roxx ♥

Movies:

♥ I have an addiction.. and a sick obsession with Zombie movies. But my favorite movies generally include comedy, horror/suspense, and porn. Here's a quick list: Donnie Darko, American History X, Reality Bites, The Notebook, Empire Records, The Crow, Dirty Dancing, Fight Club, Goonies, A Clockwork Orange, Reqiem For A Dream, Nightmare Before Christmas, The Lord Of The Rings Trilogy, Shawshank Redemption, IT (pretty much any Stephen King actually, as corny as they are), Domino, Waiting, Kill Bill 1 and 2, Pulp Fiction, From Dusk Til Dawn, Desperado, Reservoir Dogs, any Tarantino, any Kevin Smith (but especially Chasing Amy and Mallrats), Willy Wonka And The Chocolate Factory [original], The Breakfast Club, 16 Candles, Saint Elmo's Fire, Pretty In Pink, Dawn of the Dead [old and new], Shaun of the Dead, 28 Days Later, The Labyrinth, Legend, Grease, Footloose, Say Anything, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Usual Suspects, Hairspray, Elizabethtown, Shrek 1 and 2, Team America World Police, Tommy Boy, Old School, SPACEBALLS!, Back to School, Animal House, Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle, Monty Python and The Holy Grail, Back To The Future 1-3, House of 1000 Corpses, 300, Lucky Number Slevin, Stay, War of the Worlds, How High, Half Baked, Billy Madison, Happy Gilmore, Super Troopers, Dukes of Hazzard, X-Men 1-3, Fantastic 4, Pirates of the Carribean 1-3, Spiderman 1-3, Interview With The Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Lost Boys, Se7en, Edward Scissorhands, Forrest Gump, Armageddon, Gladiator, Blade 1 and 2, SLC Punk, Sid and Nancy, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Ocean's 11 and 12, The Life of David Gale, The Number 23, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Crash, Wet Hot American Summer, Hackers, Frailty, Twin Peaks, Lost Highway.. You name it, I probably like it. ♥

Television:

♥ LOST, Heroes, 24, House, Sex and the City, CSI, Family Guy, Futurama, Simpsons, Adult Swim (Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Robot Chicken), stuff on the Discovery channel, the History channel, and Animal Planet, etc... but I don't watch much tv. ♥

Books:

♥ Reading is a passion. I like murder mysteries, serial killer books, fiction, nonfiction, poetry, etc. I love to read and I like stuff that makes me think.Favorite Books: Beauty Queen, Go Ask Alice, Catcher in the Rye, Death Be Not Proud, Prozac Nation, Old Man and The Sea, Wasted, Shop Girl, Slaughter House Five, Da Vinci Code, Angels and Demons, Deception Point, Fight Club, Lullaby, and Choke.Authors: Dan Brown, Chuck Palahniuk, Kurt Vonnegut, J.D. SalingerCurrently reading: Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs, Welcome to the Monkey House, and On The Road ♥

Heroes:

♥ ♥ Mom and Dad ♥ ♥

My Blog

Every Woman Should Read...

Every Woman Should Have... ...one old love she can imagine going back to... and one who reminds her how far she has come... ...enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of he...
Posted by &hearts Shy Girl? &hearts on Mon, 21 May 2007 04:19:00 PST

boys...

So I'm sure by now a certain someone knows I'm interested in him. I'm also sure it's not mutual. So why does he still grab my attention? I'm usually very straightforward when it comes to my interest i...
Posted by &hearts Shy Girl? &hearts on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 06:56:00 PST

it's been a long time..

its been a really long time since i wrote out one of these deals so i figured i'd give my friends a quick update as to what's been happening in my life. back in october i got a new job as a pharmacy t...
Posted by &hearts Shy Girl? &hearts on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 01:52:00 PST

So... I have a plan...

A two year plan, that is. I've decided it's finally time to cut the crap and get my life in order. The world owes me nothing and I feel like I'm going nowhere fast. So I'm prioritizing. I don't want t...
Posted by &hearts Shy Girl? &hearts on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 10:43:00 PST

ALL about me. haha.

About You 1. Name: kelli 2. Also known as: sparky, kells, kelbell 3. Sex: female 4. Straight/Bi/Gay: openly bi 5. When's your Birthday: 11.29.82 6. What is your religion: n/a 7. Where do you li...
Posted by &hearts Shy Girl? &hearts on Wed, 08 Mar 2006 01:57:00 PST

For my GIRLS... I love you all

To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing so...
Posted by &hearts Shy Girl? &hearts on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 02:04:00 PST

great weekend.

what a weekend.. erika and i went to kim's friiday night. it was so good to see her again! it had definitely been awhile. then me and carrie went to the bar saturday night, and then to a crazy afterpa...
Posted by &hearts Shy Girl? &hearts on Tue, 15 Nov 2005 07:47:00 PST

ok seriously..

I seriously just wanna be like okay FUCK OFF. Why can't I do that you ask? Because I'm Kelli and lately I do nothing but let people treat me like shit. grrr. Well not anymore. I'm done. I deserve bett...
Posted by &hearts Shy Girl? &hearts on Thu, 03 Nov 2005 06:59:00 PST

Life Lessons (with some personal input)

Read each one carefully and think about it for a second or two... 1. I love you not because of who you are, but who I am when I am with you... (I used to feel that way about someone.) 2. No man or w...
Posted by &hearts Shy Girl? &hearts on Tue, 01 Nov 2005 03:43:00 PST

I hate boys. theend.

So last night was fun. Went to a halloween party/show. Saw Hillside and TSP, saw some friends, and hung out with some really awesome people.. It was good times. I definitely drank way more than a pers...
Posted by &hearts Shy Girl? &hearts on Mon, 31 Oct 2005 09:09:00 PST