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TONKA!

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About Me

dowuppi! anyway im currently a freshman in berkeley. i thought i was goin toward business but now i really dont know where the hell im headed toward. im anxious about my future mainly because i dont feel like thinking about the present. my friends and family describe me as sarcastic and cynical which by all means i consider to be complimentary. im still trying to figure out my personality bc it seems to be coming out differently when im in different places and i want something more stable so i can worry less about enrolling into a mental hospital. im really up and down at the moment and just need some time to steady myself. otherwise than that, i seem to get along pretty ok with ppl. whatever my personality is at the moment it seems to at least be friendly (well in the beginning at least, when i get comfortable with you i begin to get blunt). Im still not sure if berk is the school for me and i hate ppl who tell me that "think of the ppl who want to go but cant" thats not the point. whether or not berkeley is a good school is not the point. this is one aspect of berkeley itself and has only a partial effect on my life.i love anime and jdramas and kdramas. definetly much more anime though. some ppl say that anime is just like cartoons and are just as shallow. but anime is just another outlet, a different outlet in displaying human nature and emotions. reg movies and series dont always cut it for me and i like anime. i love anime but i always keep reality close too.

My Interests

Anime and cooking...well baking..goin out with friends provided that we actually are able to see each other. i love to read but ive been findin it hard lately to find a fiction book that i really like...

I'd like to meet:

eddie izzard, arguably the most funniest and witty comedian ever...although i think id rather go see one of his shows instead of meet him. .......other than that i cant really say....i dont believe in idolizing movie stars or singers...maybe i would like to meet a fictional character from a book....iooonnno

Music:

i like ppl for their voices and occasional catchy tunes. even if i dont like the way they act (like "that slut!" i think if they have a good voice then it validates their actions (ex. christina aguilera).most of the time i like random songs from random ppl and i even have songs that i like but am ashamed to admit. (kt tunstall-suddenly i see). i listen to allotta international stuff so yea...im not gonna list..

Movies:

i watch alot of international movies and i like them alot for diff reasons to go along with diff countries. i like some american films too and i do like some stupidly funny movies like scary movie or austen powers. some of my current favs are nana(japan), stranger than fiction,anything that miyazaki has done (monoke hime is all time fav).....yea...

Television:

Cartoons like Courage the Cowardly Dog,the fairly odd parents, DARIA, Family Guy, Simpsons, Gargoyles, old spiderman and x-men,and South Park. Lotsa others. Whatever makes me laugh. I also like to watch friends, that 70's show, will and grace, whose line is it anyways,myth busters,and alotta comedy central. Muwahahaha......um, yeah..IM NOT GONNA SAY ANIME CAUSE ALL THATS ON MY TV IS THE DUBBED STUFF WHICH THEY PULLED OUT OF HELLS ASS. DUBBED IS EVIL....EVILL.......EVIL.....................EVIL......

Books:

I love most of the books that Mr.Spain(11th and 12th grade eng teacher) introduced to us including perfume, canterbury tales, and walden. i also like jane austen. I hate stuff by john steinbeck and just bc he writes about CA or places i live close to are not good reasons for why i should like him. his writing and i dont click and it should be left at that.

Heroes:

i dont want to look up to a heroe bc im afraid if i know them well enough i will find faults. and while faults are acceptable, i always think that they will be hiding a much deeper unacceptable fault like pedophilia or sumpin. as you can see im not really an optimist. i admire ppl but that doesnt mean i want to be like them. i admire them for the way they are and i like myself for what i have come to be. that is the end of that

My Blog

...the sound of ........is that a condom?

so second semester..... turning out to be somewhat worse than first as i am now currently enrolled into a calculus class....which i do not understand at all....even my classmates were like "oh i only ...
Posted by TONKA! on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 06:02:00 PST

College thus far

sooo.... college...berkeley ...ok they tell u in high school that without a college education then we are nothing in life. while i dont agree with that entirely, i do believe it has significant change...
Posted by TONKA! on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 11:32:00 PST

College thus far

sooo.... college...berkeley ...ok they tell u in high school that without a college education then we are nothing in life. while i dont agree with that entirely, i do believe it has significant change...
Posted by TONKA! on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 11:34:00 PST

things i forgot to mention

dude i realized now thats  theres a bunch of things that i didnt mention in my other blogs.     -YOU CANNOT SEE THE BLUE SKY IN CHINA! SERIOULY THERE IS ONLY POLLUTION. WITH SO MANY FRE...
Posted by TONKA! on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 05:34:00 PST

4th day

kay so yesterday nite i actually went to my first wedding in china...dude it was one whitewashed wedding. white dress, a church chorus, and a......microphone? anyways i was frekin out cause i didnt ha...
Posted by TONKA! on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 04:52:00 PST

fyi

just so you kno, on the day i left for china, i had my aunt chop my hair off for about 3-4 inches. currently i dont have the adaptor for my  flat iron so none of you will be seeing a picture of m...
Posted by TONKA! on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 04:31:00 PST

china

ok plane trip over was crap. 14 hours in economy makes you reaaaalllly apreciate economy plus (5 more inches for your seat).  Then we took a 1/2 hour flight to Guanghzhou where i thought the plan...
Posted by TONKA! on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 05:39:00 PST

update on life

kay so heres an update on random events that are/have happened to me. they are not in order. i saw ice age with derek and ray. since we didnt want to pay tons of money on popcorn we decided to go to s...
Posted by TONKA! on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 08:22:00 PST

TRIBUTE TO JESSICA

mebbe a day late but still worthy for forever days to come. heh while we turned cindy into a klepto (like the rest of us already), jessica made up for lost time she spent in the lines. 3 BURGERS OH YE...
Posted by TONKA! on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 06:42:00 PST

SUGAR RUSH!!!

HEH AT GOURMET CLUB TODAY WE MADE A BUNCHA PIES AND JENSINE AND I MADE THIS PUMPKIN CAKE THAT HAD LIKE 16 OUNCES OF SUGAR IN IT AND EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT HAVE THAT MUCH I STARTED TO TALK REALLY FAST AND...
Posted by TONKA! on Fri, 11 Nov 2005 06:07:00 PST