Lukabear
R.I.P
July 15, 1988 - November 25 2008
Luka, I can honestly say you were one of my very best friends. I can't believe you're gone, I'm still going through denial. I can't believe I'll never get to talk to you again, joke with you, make up silly nicknames for each other with you. You'll always be one of the most important people on earth to me. I miss you so bad. I feel as if I'll never be able to smile again. I wish I could talk with you one last time, let you know how much you truly mean to me. Admit to you my silly little juvenile crush I used to have on you. You were such a beautiful person to me, I miss you everyday. RIP dear friend.
"I never dreamt it'd be this way
I lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay
I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart you know that I'm with you all along
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight"
Joshua
Sweetheart, you are everything to me.
you're sweet, caring, funny, and beautiful.
looking at you always puts a smile on my face.
to this day I still get butterflies when I'm with you.
everything you do makes me happy.
you always find a way to make me feel better when I'm down.
we've been through so much and still you stand by me.
for that, I am so grateful.
being with you is the most amazing feeling in the world.
with that, you are my world.
and I will always love you, and care for you.
I will never let anyone hurt you.
I will never hurt you.
I will never give up on you.
you give my life more purpose than it ever had.
you give me hope, and confidence to go on.
what you give to me,
will always be returned to you by me.
know I've never been happier.
I love you.
♥