Don't be fooled by me,Don't be fooled by the face I wear. I wear a mask. I wear a thousand masks,masks that I'm afraid to take off and none of them are me, Pretending is an art that is a second nature to me, but don't be fooled, For my sake, please don't be fooled.
I give the impression that i am secure, that all is sunny ad unruffled within me as well without; that confidence is my name, and coolness is my game. That the water is calm and I am in command; that I need no one. But please, don't believe me please. My surface may seem smooth, but my surface is a mask, my ever changing and every concealing mask.
I know im not the prettiest.
I know im not the skinniest.
I know im not the smartest.
I know im not a winner.
I know im not the most innocent.
I know im not funniest.
I know im not the one that gets the guy at the end.
I know im not most beautiful.
I know im not the most unique.
I know im not the exception.
I know im not the most loved.
I know im not the greatest at anything.But i have God.
He does love me.
And he does love you.
It hurts sometimes to know that you are not all these things in peoples eyes, or even in your own.
But know thats how God sees you.
He thinks your the most beautiful thing on the planet.
No matter what you do or how you feel about yourself.This is me trying to teach this to myself.
Why hello there, I’m Cheyanne! I love life, I’m always eager to learn and experience new things and to explore all that life has to offer. I’m very open-minded and free-spirited and I’m always reinventing myself. My life is filled with: adventure, change, conversation, thought, imagination, curiosity, laughter, and most importantly… GOD. I like people with with big hearts, open minds, and good intentions.
Love is patient Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love Never Fails!
I was only seven years of age, when my Mother left us to go play in the heavens. I was absolutely devastated when I found out that she passed away from cancer in the year of 2000. She was an inspiring mother, a loving individual who made me smile each and every day and was extraordinarily warm in all aspects of her life. I will forever miss her presence knowing that she is watching over me today. Mom, I will always have a special place for you in my heart
"Put your arms around me,... What you feel is what you are and what you are is BEAUTIFUL"
-"Slide" By Goo Goo Dolls
