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So fragile yet so devious

All we think we have is nothing compared to what we know we lack

About Me

I am 20 yrs. old. I am neurotic,deranged,ridiculous, glutton for punishment,crazy,happy,dark,and just about anything else in the spectrum of emotions. I love paintings(esp. L.A. Williams paintings). I would say I see the world in a very different way then most people and I over analyze everything. I am drawn to anything that is suffering and like to play mama to almost everything in my path. I love children, I think they are very vibrant and beautiful. Though I don't want any of my own...EVER!"She walks in Beauty, like the night. Of cloudless climes and starry skies, And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes..." -Lord Byron
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My Interests

I am interested in the world around me and how it got to be so good and so bad at the same time, how I can help fix it, and why the hell people have given up on that. Why the country is turning to shit and the economy is failing. And Why the education system in Florida is a joke. Why the society I'm living in is a joke. And why everyone is giving up on their life, medicating,hanging all hope on religion, or dying inside everyday.

I'd like to meet:

People who are optimistic,the keeper of the stars, people who will contribute to making me stronger,better,smarter,etc., a person who can really get through to me, Gerard Way, Corey Taylor, Joey Jordison, Adam Lazzara, and my future self.

Music:

I love music especially when it's alt/rock/emo/metal.... any kind of rock is great! MCR,Taking back sunday,Slipknot,Korn,The Used,Senses fail, AC-DC,Panic!at the disco,MSI,Say anything,Flyleaf,Within Temptation,Nine inch nails,Fiona Apple,Disturbed,The Ramones,Smashing pumpkins,Nirvana,Bob Marley,Sublime,Red hot chili peppers,stone sour etc.)
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Movies:

*Lord of the rings *Harry Potter *Resident Evil *Saw *A series of unfortunate events *Titan A.E. *Pirates of the Caribbean *Nightmare Before Christmas/Corpse Bride *Willy Wonka *Matrix *Animatrix *Star Wars (all....Greatest movies of all time but esp. Revenge of the sith) *A scanner darkly *Spiderman *High school musical (yeah,yeah make fun! :/ ) *300 *Bridge to Terabithia

Television:

*One tree hill *Weeds *South of nowhere *Futurama *Robot Chicken *The daily show/Colbert Report *Random anime I feel like watching(Full-metal Alch.,Foolie Coolie,Ghost in shell,Cowboy Be-bop,Bleach,Eureka 7,Naruto) *Criss Angel"Mindfreak" *Blue Planet

Heroes:

My heros: *George Lucas *Johnny Depp *Tim Burton *L.A. Williams *My Chemical Romance (Gerard is my idol!) *Slipknot *My little sister *Those friends who have gotten me through hard times. *My boyfriend ERIC for being compassionate & understanding and bitching at me for not including his name even though my name isn't in his profile! And
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My Blog

Well Im still imagining a dark lit place!

 This blog makes for a pretty good outlet being that nobody ever reads my shit or if they do it's half a year later anyway. (I'm not complaining, I really don't care...really!) So I suppose I'm g...
Posted by So fragile yet so devious on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 02:22:00 PST

Angry is an understatement!!! +Now with a follow-up!

My mom's b/f is such a prick! I hate him more than anybody, he makes me want to walk up to a cop and say "you know I'm a generally good person, I won't even kill an ant or pluck a flower. But please s...
Posted by So fragile yet so devious on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 05:44:00 PST

Wake up my love!

-Ceaselessly- Such beauty created from virtually nothing. Left with an empty bed but no sense of wanting. Kiss my lips, close my eyes, We'll wake up at sunrise. Hands grasped firmly together; Body ...
Posted by So fragile yet so devious on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 11:16:00 PST

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Posted by So fragile yet so devious on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 02:20:00 PST

"A little more & I'll fall off the planet entirely"

"So fitting" Frown they are watching you, laugh cause you aren't breaking in two. No longer is anybody getting through; it's all on you, and the casualties are few. In your hands is where everything...
Posted by So fragile yet so devious on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 09:42:00 PST

"The only slut"

"Twisted"She'll stare into those bright blue eyes, as they lay beneath these vacant skies. Hoping it will stay the same. Holding onto everything. He kisses that spot on her neck where the skin is extr...
Posted by So fragile yet so devious on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 08:54:00 PST

Shatterproof

ShatterproofHeartbroken was the word that hung in the air;she felt her nails dig into the chair. Nowhere to hide, not even a way to politely veer the conversation another way;Knowing what she had to s...
Posted by So fragile yet so devious on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 01:06:00 PST

Never knows best!

Never knows bestCall my heart a liar,For it's always filling up with false desire.Say that I am blind,For I can't make up my mind.But these thoughts, these sins are not allowed;For someone who h...
Posted by So fragile yet so devious on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 01:06:00 PST

I've been gettin' along for long before you came into the play

I never can find it in myself to post poetry right after I write it. Since I don't want people to freak out and think that I'm going to slice my wrists open, this was written roughly two weeks ago...s...
Posted by So fragile yet so devious on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 01:38:00 PST

Ruined progress!

"I live inside him"I am broken down...I am alone-So alone.Weak from all the pain; Crushed he doesn't feel the same. I feel so abused; trapped in a life I long to lose.Covered in guilt, because it's my...
Posted by So fragile yet so devious on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 10:09:00 PST