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andrea

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About Me

- Dinosauria, we - born like this - into this - as the chalk faces smile - as Mrs. Death laughs - as the elevators break - as political landscapes dissolve - as the supermarket bag boy holds a college degree - as the oily fish spit out their oily prey - as the sun is masked -we are - born like this - into this - into these carefully mad wars - into the sight of broken factory windows of emptiness - into bars where people no longer speak to each other - into fist fights that end as shootings and knifings -born into this - into hospitals which are so expensive that it's cheaper to die - into lawyers who charge so much it's cheaper to plead guilty - into a country where the jails are full and the madhouses closed - into a place where the masses elevate fools into rich heroes -born into this - walking and living through this - dying because of this - muted because of this - castrated - debauched - disinherited - because of this - fooled by this - used by this - pissed on by this - made crazy and sick by this - made violent - made inhuman - by this -the heart is blackened - the fingers reach for the throat - the gun - the knife - the bomb - the fingers reach toward an unresponsive god -the fingers reach for the bottle - the pill - the powder -we are born into this sorrowful deadliness - we are born into a government 60 years in debt - that soon will be unable to even pay the interest on that debt - and the banks will burn - money will be useless - there will be open and unpunished murder in the streets - it will be guns and roving mobs - land will be useless - food will become a diminishing return - nuclear power will be taken over by the many - explosions will continually shake the earth - radiated robot men will stalk each other - the rich and the chosen will watch from space platforms - Dante's Inferno will be made to look like a children's playground -the sun will not be seen and it will always be night - trees will die - all vegetation will die - radiated men will eat the flesh of radiated men - the sea will be poisoned - the lakes and rivers will vanish - rain will be the new gold -the rotting bodies of men and animals will stink in the dark wind -the last few survivors will be overtaken by new and hideous diseases -and the space platforms will be destroyed by attrition - the petering out of supplies - the natural effect of general decay -and there will be the most beautiful silence never heard -born out of that -the sun still hidden there -awaiting the next chapter.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

al franken.

Music:

closure, saetia and orchid.depeche mode, the cure, the smiths.

Movies:

always: virgin suicides, straight story.

Television:

oh...we have cable now... grey's anatomy, weeds is fantastic, curb your enthusiasm, L-word continues, sopranos, entourage, studio 60 on the sunset strip and of course project runway, top chef, top design depending on what's on. i wish we had hbo, i want bill maher. craig ferguson's late late show. i watch too much tv.

Books:

bukowski - fuckmachine, hollywood, etc. i started skipping through "the republican noise machine" and "talking right" and now i'm actually reading "the greatest story ever sold". interesting book that pisses me off. i'm almost done with al franken's "lies and the lying liars who tell them". entertaining. now i want "the truth with jokes". one of the best books i've got my hands on in years though is ariel levy's "female chauvinist pigs". read it.

Heroes:

there is no such thing as a hero. there are circumstances.

My Blog

urges

i wrote a blog and then decided that i don't really want to post anything anymore. who really cares about it anyway?i'm going home in three weeks. yay.that's enough information.
Posted by andrea on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 03:39:00 PST

i am happyhappy.

i should start packing, but im too excited and the kiki is on my lap and too cute to move. ben and i will move in late august. we actually managed to find a place in broad ripple that is nice and affo...
Posted by andrea on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 11:10:00 PST

they don't sleep anymore at the beach

listening to godspeed makes me happy...i cant sleep with it on though. everytime i try that it makes me think and keeps me from getting rest. i remember that jens used to put that on when i stayed ov...
Posted by andrea on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 02:42:00 PST

two weeks down, three more to go.

yesterday morning my brothers lung collapsed. intensive care and a lot to worry about. he will be fine, but its still a scary thing. my cold is getting worse by the hour, moving to america is getting...
Posted by andrea on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 08:53:00 PST

so im breaking a few...or more two...hearts.

so i was talking to ben, looking through my email and saw a subject between "male performance system" and "impress her with a hard erection" that caught my attention: "acceptance to the sociology prog...
Posted by andrea on Sun, 27 Nov 2005 06:18:00 PST

im snowed in

my car is buried under tons and tons of snow, the busses dont go anywhere today...nice weekend at home. damnit.
Posted by andrea on Sat, 26 Nov 2005 05:34:00 PST

teaching...something i never wanted to do.

but somehow i got asked to hold a seminar on the muslim headscarf debate together with a professor for the next three months. and i dont even get paid for it....anyway im sure it will be fun...or at ...
Posted by andrea on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 06:44:00 PST

cesar's salad + louse = i dont pay

back home, jet lag, lonely. sunday and monday didnt happen, tuesday i was sort of awake and today it got better. matthias picked me up at the airport, but i wasnt really in the mood to talk. 18 hour...
Posted by andrea on Wed, 12 Oct 2005 01:59:00 PST

bye bye secret location. ill be back.

in 1 and a half hours ill be at the airport. alone again, but happy.i had a great time here, like always.many unfinished movies, countless kisses and happy moments, a lot of money spend on food and be...
Posted by andrea on Sat, 08 Oct 2005 10:32:00 PST

holy shit. i thought she was pretty.

it seems like i was wrong. anyway im having a lazy day again. last night we had mexican with brian and jen, elliot still doesnt like me too much. im just not as good with the beatbox... its finall...
Posted by andrea on Fri, 07 Oct 2005 03:24:00 PST