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God!!! Help me pour this gas on me!!! I need to drown in flames to be free!!!

About Me

what makes us human? are we so different from everything else? is there anything inside us that make us truly unique? is it the ability to feel love? is it the ability to feel pain? is it the ability to feel hope? is it the ability to make our own choices accepting our own mistakes? am i who i am because i choose to be or am i just a simple combination of random events? would you still be the same person if you had not lived your life exactly has you did? has every minor element of your life helped to shape who you are today? do we have enough control to design the person we want to be? what is it that makes us choose? what makes you change? what makes you human?

Nuklear Dawn's founding member and internet services back office in real life... at the moment i spend most of my free time at the gym, playing guitar, and going out with my closest "friends"...

i'm a very straight forward person so if there is something about you i dislike i'll tell it to you no matter the consequences...

i believe in a better world where the common human being evolves into a better person by evaluating it's doings... by doing it, capital sins like stupidity, pretentiousness, self-deceit, herd conformity, lack of perspective and counterproductive pride can be avoided...

i've seen those who wear the symbols of self-achievement in mockery or without true belief... for them there will be no forgiveness as ignorance caused by stupidity cannot be forgiven...

be friendly unto me, for i am the same... and he who saith "thou shalt" to me is my mortal foe!!!

remember... undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit... kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates... vengeance instead of turning the other cheek...

My Interests

music, guitars and synthesizers, piercings and tattoos, movies, anime and manga, computers and video games, ancient civilizations and tribal rites, demonology and angelology, sci-fi and extraterrestrial life, politics, psychology, murder, cars and motorcycles, cyberpunk lifestyle...

I'd like to meet:

a mother, an aunt, a woman, a girl, a lover, a whore... the answer...

Music:

if i have to name some: ministry, fear factory, strapping young lad, marilyn manson, white zombie, nine inch nails, the young gods... agonoize, aesthetic perfection, psyclon nine, combichrist, feindflug, hocico, dulce liquido, soman... prodigy... katatonia, my dying bride, paradise lost, arch enemy, anathema, apocalyptica... pearl jam, audioslave, alice in chains, stone temple pilots... red hot chili peppers... guns n' roses, the cult, jane's addiction, billy idol...

Movies:

se7en... 12 monkeys... saw... godfather... papillon... the shawshank redemption... one flew over the cuckoo's nest... legends of the fall... dances with wolves... braveheart... the village... mad max... blade runner... alien... predator... pitch black... the chronicles of riddick... a fistfull of dollars... for a few dollars more... the good, the bad and the ugly...

Television:

series like 24, lost, prison break, emergency room, the x-files, millennium, the sopranos, the league of gentlemen, 'allo 'allo!, fawlty towers... anime series like samurai champloo, samurai 7, berserk, elfen lied, ninja scroll, neon genesis evangelion...

Books:

wilhelm reich's "listen, little man!"... voltaire's "candide"... franz kafka's "Metamorphosis"... also comics like blade of the immortal, blame, priest, sin city...

Heroes:

only fictional ones...