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lilshef

Swore to never ever leave you. To never let you out of my hands. Nothing here could ever change this

About Me

This is going to be a lot of rambeling but it will be all about me. I'm a loner, plane and simple. Always have been. I've been alone almost all of my life and it hasnt really bothered me to much and I think it has taken a little toll on me. I am the kind of guy you'd marry. Sweet, sensitive, charming, polite, old fashioned, but I also have some qualities that push others away. I would rather stay to home and watch tv or play video games than go do something. I know people think of me as Davids younger brother so I must be a lot like him, but we are SO different it isnt even funny. I think its funny when people say they know me, even the ones close to me, and dont have a FREAKIN clue about what goes on in my head and my life. I still dont drink or smoke, but that will never change, just the way I am. Im just more open and outgoing and like to have a good time. Welp, I think I told my whole life story in this so stop.....
"Did I ask for an excuse?"
"Uh, no, ma'am!"
"Well then. I dont care if you have to find a goddamned rainbow, trek to the end of it, capture a leprechaun, whup his ass and steal his pot of gold, take that pot of gold and buy a magic lamp, and use all three wishes to get that equipment here now. I dont care how, just get it here! I wont take no for an answer. Got it? Get it here!"
My own words - "My friends come few and far between. Be it a guy younger then me or a woman older, I will hold on to dear life to those people and their false sense of how I behave will not sway my life. And I will dare someone to tell me that I can't be friends with someone who means something to me because that is one thing I will NEVER sacrifice. Write it down and learn it cause it's how I am and I WON'T change."
You are 6% easy
You are not easy. You are actually damn hard. (No pun intended) You won’t sleep with someone in less you are deeply in love/married to them. You present a real challenge to the opposite sex, so you probably will have a lot of admires trying to hit it with you.
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||| 23%
Stability |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Orderliness |||||||||| 40%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 43%
Intellectual |||||| 30%
Mystical |||||||||| 36%
Artistic |||||| 30%
Religious |||||||||||| 50%
Hedonism |||||| 23%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||| 30%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||| 16%
Need to dominate |||||| 23%
Romantic |||||||||||| 43%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Anti-authority |||||| 30%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 56%
Change averse |||||||||||| 50%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50%
Individuality |||||| 30%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical security |||||||||||| 50%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 44%
Histrionic |||||| 30%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 30%
Female cliche |||||| 30% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

A really good question. Just someone that doesn't drink(maybe...and I mean maybe occasonially) or smoke. Prefer a virgin, but good look tryin to find one of those my age. Someone who could make me smile with a look, let me stare randomly at them without being selfconcious, trustworthy, honest, and overall fun to be around. Doesn't have to be told every second of every day why I'm around, doesn't have to constantly keep in contact(physical or by phone), doesn't expect me to drop everything in my life for them. I am a very trusting person and forgiving, but do not cross me. I like to be random and do random things even though I would rather be a home then go out. But maybe someone could fix that for me. Anyways, I just want to meet people that are kinda like me is all.

My Blog

Cardinal Moon Revisions Book 1 Chapters 1 & 2

So I had posted a blog like a year or more ago about this story and got some good responces. I made some revisions and added some more. So please tell me what you think. I got 2 overviews one for like...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 05:23:00 GMT

On to something I actually care about...

So I just checked my cell bill online for the past month...check this: 16,410 text messages (sent and received)3,380 minutes talking That's some kind of record, at least for me. Went from like 30 text...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 20:22:00 GMT

One of those days....

This week so far has been interseting. Monday started off way to early, not enough sleep, kinda sick, sore from softball Sunday. The first 2 hours of work felt like 5. On top of all that, I get out of...
Posted by on Tue, 01 May 2007 22:30:00 GMT

My final goodbye

This is a little more down and dark so to speak. Its kinda like something read at a funeral I think. Welp here it is, comments would be nice.   My Final Goodbye - 3/19/2007 Forgotten are those pe...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 21:50:00 GMT

Leave It All Behind

one of two that i have kinda worked on tonight. the other one isnt finished yet, but will be the most "in-depth" and "true" one to date so it's taking a little longer to get it down just right to...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 19:47:00 GMT

Another interesting blog

Worked most of this out at work today. Just kinda hit me all the sudden and I started writing. The interlude is a conversation between a woman and a man, and the song consists of both but mostly the g...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 21:31:00 GMT

Something different...something new

This popped into my head about the time I got home from work this "mornin" (1:15ish in the am) and I figured I'd write it down. Let me know what you think, please. Maybe I could send it to a band and ...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 23:33:00 GMT

Lady in red.....

Not many people know anything "personal" about me. But I must say that this is something I need "advise" or "input" on. This is about the "lady in red" and I could go into detail, that's how much I re...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 21:49:00 GMT

Memories....

Ok, there are few things in my life that I regret and would got back to just "see" how my life would end up if I hadn't made those decisions. My big one is....When I moved to Arizona just before junio...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 12:06:00 GMT

Me finally explained...but not by me?

I was talkin to a friend of mine last night/today and I think she explained me in good detail which is really weird, here it is. lilshef says: its hard to understand *Camille* says: but you're not h...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 00:59:00 GMT