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C to the ASS

Don't Hold Me Up Now / I Can Stand My Own Ground / I Don't Need Your Help Now / You Will Let Me Down

About Me

Cassy. In A Nutshell

I laugh until my face hurts. I live in the present - and future. Not the past. Only when I am old and wrinkled will I look back upon my life and judge the decisions I made. My biggest fear is that I will regret most of them. So I try my hardest to live each day to the Fullest. I have the greatest friends in the world. I can eat a whole twinkie in one bite. I love to cook, and watch the Food Network. Iron Chef OWNS! I'm a huge computer nerd. I can do anything. I love music. I love to sing and dance, although I can do neither with any sort of expertise. I am a self proclaimed nerd. I am a picture whore. I always wear Cute Underwear. I love working, Sometimes to the point of exhaustion. I love driving fast. I love Grocery Shopping, and Shopping At Victoria's Secret.I have a sense of ADVENTURE! I love traveling. I love visiting my family, they are out of state and I don't get to see them often. I love my heritage. I love to drink vodka. I love lots of things, as you can tell :D
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He Completes Me


I Love My SISTER!
LG FUAD - Motion City Soundtrak
Let's get fucked up and die..
I'm speaking figuratively, of course..
Like the last time that I committed suicide.. social suicide..
Yeah, so I'm already dead on the inside,
But I can still pretend with my memories and photographs
I have learned to L O V E the L I E.
I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent.
I wanna know how it feels to be USEFUL and PERTINENT and have COMMON SENSE..yeah
Let me in, let me in to the club, cuz I wanna belong
And I need to get strong, and if memory serves,
I'm addicted to words and they're U S E LE S S .
Let's get fucked up and die..
I'm riding hard on the last lines of every lie,
And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode,
I'm about to explode.
I'm a M E S S, I'm a W R E C K.
I am perfect, and I have learned to accept all my problems and short comings,
Cause I am so visceral, yet deeply INEPT.
I want to thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds..
And all the things that don't get old..
Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know.
It's the only way I have learned to express myself through other peoples' descriptions of life..
I'm afraid I'm A L O N E and entirely U S E L E S S
Let's get fucked up and die.
For the last time with feeling
we'll try not to smile
As we cover our heads and D R I N K HEAVILY into the NIGHTS
That still shock and surprise.
I believe that I can, overcome this and beat everything in the end
But I C H O O S E to A B U S E for the time being,
maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to D I E.
Sister soldier
You’ve been such a positive influence on my mental frame
If I could ever repay you,
I would, but I'm hard up for cash
And my memory lacks initiative.
God damn the liquor store's closed,
we were so close to scoring
it H U R T S, it D E S T R O Y S 'til it kills..
I am tired and hungry and totally U S E L E S S.
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My Interests

My Interests

Being a Nerd. Myspace. Sleeping. Reading. Drinking. Working. My Friends. My Family.

I'd like to meet:

My Future Ex Husbands...
Jay Hernandez

Travis McCoy

And Just FYI....


SEMPER FI!


Music:

Music = LIFE

i listen to ALL music! hip hop, rnb, pop, punk, rock, country, dance. EVERYTHING!
My favorites are (in no particular order) No Doubt, Aaliyah, The Fugees, Aesop Rock, Homegrown, Etta James, Christina Aguilera, Martina McBride, Gwen Stefani, Madison Ave., Black Eyed Peas, Beastie Boys, Theorian, Stryke ( Mic Shine, Baby! SUMMER '05!!!), Jay-Z, Pat Benatar, Queen, Heart, Def Leppard, Yellowcard, Floetry, MYSTIC, Jo Dee Messina, Coheed & Cambria, Kanye West, Heart, Gloria Estefan, Mos Def, Talib Kweli, Tim McGraw, Gretchen Wilson, The Wreckers, Living Legends, Atmosphere, THe Plain White T's, New Years Day, Coldplay, Xzibit, All American Rejects, 3 Days Grace, Anberlin, The Used, Staind, Linkin Park, The Frey, Story Of THe Year, ... so many more i can't even think of!

Movies:

anything funny

Television:

My Shows



Heroes:

My Mommy, My Dad & Gwen Stefani

People I FUCKIN' Love.


Ashley
Sara
Carley
Amber
Laura
Karissa
Jacky
;&hearts Mark ;&hearts
Albert
Luis
Dell
Robbie
Dustin
Please just don't play with me
My P A P E R - H E A R T will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me, please I beseech you

"We Were Over From The Start.

Intertwined Just In Time To Fall A P A R T"


"WAITING FOR THE BOY THAT WILL DO
A N Y T H I N G
JUST TO BE MY EVERYTHING"

"I Don't Make MISTAKES
I Just D A T E Them."

Why do the good girls always want the bad boys?
"The Only Thing I Hate More Then A Thief, Is A L I A R.
a Thief is only after my money...
a Liar is after my R E A L I T Y."
"I'm full of artificial sweetener
My heart's been deceitful
It's all artificial sweetener
I'm faking I love you's
You're forcing me to"

"If You Could Put DUMB In A Shot Glass
I'm Just Another Lush Who's Had One To Many"
"Success serenades me
And pressures at the door
Broken promises debris
Lie around from my mind war
And my accomplishments interrogating me
Today's become tomorrow before I wanted it to be"
"I Started Out Alone - And In The End That's Where I'll Be"
"Call It What You Wanna Call It... I'm A Fuckin Alcoholic!"
"Now all those simple things are simply too complicated for my life
How'd I get so faithful to my freedom?
A selfish kind of life"
"My mom told me to never love anyone with all I had. To save something for myself. That way, when and if things don't work out the way I want them to... I have enough strength to walk away."
"NEVER Make Someone A Priority, When All You Are To Them Is An O P T I O N ."
"He Said 'I Love You'
I Sneezed, And Said -
Sorry, I'm Allergic To B U L L S H I T."
"Just Give Me ONE MORE DRINK,

and I Swear, I'll Be Ready
To Make The SAME M I S T A K E S
With You Again."
The ONLY people you NEED in YOUR life, Are The People That need YOU in THEIRS.

My Blog

for the first time....

everything is starting to make sense.   :D
Posted by C to the ASS on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 06:24:00 PST

For Markie <3

The Used - I Caught FireAdd to My Profile | More VideosSeemed to stop my breath My head on your chest Waiting to cave in From the bottom of my... Hear your voice again Could we dim the sun And wond...
Posted by C to the ASS on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 03:19:00 PST

A Year Ago

A year ago - I thought I was falling in love.A year ago - I thought my world was crashing around me.A year ago - I was unemployed.A year ago - I thought I had the greatest group of friends in the worl...
Posted by C to the ASS on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 02:36:00 PST

i realized that

i don't want a boyfriend.i just need someone that will take me out a few times a week, and someone to sleep next to me.i don't need sex. i have a vibrator for that.
Posted by C to the ASS on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 07:01:00 PST

Bad Shit

I thought I had moved on with my life.But somehow, something keeps bringing me back to where i was the lowest in my life.I can't let this happen anymore.
Posted by C to the ASS on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 09:58:00 PST

Blog Repost

I wrote this almost a year ago. And I'm still in the same place in my life.How pathetic is that?"his is pretty much my vent. Let me say one thing outright. I am not LOOKING for a relationship. At leas...
Posted by C to the ASS on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 12:33:00 PST

Hate (Song Lyrics)

The Plain White T's  - HateLove, Love, Love, Love, Love....You were everything I wantedYou were everything a guy could beThen you left me broken heartedNow you don't mean a thing to meAll  I...
Posted by C to the ASS on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 06:13:00 PST

Over.My.Head (Song Lyrics)

I never knewI never knew that everything was falling throughThat everyone I knew was waiting on a cueTo turn and run when all I needed was the truthBut thats how its got to beIts coming down to nothin...
Posted by C to the ASS on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 03:06:00 PST

And.Again

Everytime.i.meet.someone.worthy...   it.just.ends.   i.don't.get.it    
Posted by C to the ASS on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 07:43:00 PST

Just Say Goodnight And Go... (Song Lyrics)

Say goodnight and goSkipping beats, blushing cheeks I am strugglingDaydreaming, bed scenes in the corner cafeAnd then i'm left in bits recovering tectonic tremblingsYou get me every timeWhy d'ya have ...
Posted by C to the ASS on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 02:00:00 PST