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megs benedict

from chaos comes clarity.

About Me


i like big butts and i cannot lie...just jokes. what do i love? mmm dancing, spinning, being right, reading, learning, pepsi, vh1, sabre, cooking, the smell of certain cleaning products, making fun of the crybabies in my classes, movies, writing, making random observations about random strangers, music, performing, laughing like a douche bag with tracy, concerts, being independent, the smell of books (the older the better), sleep, not letting anything or anyone get in my way...

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I'd like to meet:

chuck palahniuk.

Books:

the lovely bones, a density of souls, 1984, farenheit 451, everything palahniuk, anything sedaris, the soul of sex, ishmael, america (the book), catch-22, brave new world, kitchen confidential, reefer madness

My Blog

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i wonder if you can think about someone so hard that they can feel it...wouldn't that be weird? sometimes i feel like all i do is think. think. think. think about the what ifs, the why nots, the how c...
Posted by megs benedict on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 09:54:00 PST

im done. done.

bear with me as i spit this venom (literally. not like a rapper who thinks his metaphors are clever.) it eats me alive and if i don't remove it now, i'll have to carry your insecurities with me for an...
Posted by megs benedict on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 03:04:00 PST

thanks

to friends. to family. to friends that have become my family and family that have become friends. for people who understand you no matter what and people that will never know who you truly are. for th...
Posted by megs benedict on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 10:16:00 PST

this is my brain against the wall

dark, twisted, and totally random*. so a funny thing happened to me the other night... it's a freudian slip that broke my hip and stabbed me in the heart. a drive-by of the worst kind, no bullets...
Posted by megs benedict on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 11:14:00 PST

fake love

.fake.fake.fake. i'm exhausted from trying to keep up with all of your faces. i'm weary from the fight. fighting you off, fighting myself, fighting to build my wall again. rock by rock and boulder by ...
Posted by megs benedict on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 12:10:00 PST

waiting.

i'm calm. i'm patient. i think i'm waiting for something, i just don't know what it is. that's ok, i don't mind waiting. while i wait, i'll conquer my world. i'll watch friends fall, and then i'll pic...
Posted by megs benedict on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 09:57:00 PST

you'll get it one day kid.

Hello,Is there anybody in thereJust nod if you can hear meIs there anyone at homeCome on nowI hear you're feeling downI can ease your painAnd get you on your feet againRelaxI'll need some information ...
Posted by megs benedict on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 01:18:00 PST

this sucks

lonely far away from busy places, having few people   bored   To make weary by being dull, repetitive, or tedious   miss   to regret the absence or loss of   yep....
Posted by megs benedict on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 05:09:00 PST

all play and no work...

makes meg a dull girl. You Are a Warrior Soul You're a strong person and sometimes seen as intimidating.You don't give up. You're committed and brave.Truly adventuresome, you are not afraid of go...
Posted by megs benedict on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 09:46:00 PST

memories shoved in the back of a closet

wow. i just found a box full of my high school history...jesus. a very old, very broken doc martens box holds a very big piece of who i used to be. it's so weird to see what i had planned out for mys...
Posted by megs benedict on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 11:41:00 PST