[RoSendo]

HI i am [RoSeNdo],, and This is my myspace.BUT first off i would like to point out a couple of things. i'm gay,weird,and an artist,but i do not let that define me as a person. i am always striving to be a better person, though i fail at times i figured if i couldnt figure it out i always have room for improvement. i'm up for new challenges and adventures, though i am a bit conservative at times i do some very spontaneous things.i'm random, get bored of doing nothing and or routine things but, i do enjoy simple things like running, walking, and loitering in public places. i was born San Jose cali, but most of my life was spent moving to various places and i finally had settled in Morgan hill.I am an ethnic rainbow, i do not follow any stereotype of what a certain races should be. I want to define myself as a great person by my acts and deeds.my last name is the color green , and for the longest time i hated it, now i have to love it as well as the my full being. i ♥ fashion, graphic,and web design. i also ♥ photography, poetry and the arts. I do not wish to be stereotyped in any form so i am eccentric in every manner of the words. I deviate from the norm and what is usually accepted, and strive for something better. I can be a bit of a perfectionist as wel as analytical.i think of myself as a Jack Skelligton of sorts, i long for somethign more than just the everyday admiration of people.i would like to be a vegetarian, but my diet depends on a constant need for large amounts of protein and iron. i love honest people who do not pressure others into doing what they want. i love all sorts of people and find them beautiful in so many ways.I'm a hopeless romantic so as a result,i tend to write and think more than the average person yet at the same time i tend to be an asshole/bitch without trying. i love video games,computers and just technology, hence the reason i call myself a nerd. i love to read interesting things such as anime/manga , novels,health books, and religion. Also i believe that in the pursuit of trying to find a religion many people see whats suits them as a whole and find a purpose for themselves and have faith again. at times i wish i was a better person, yet my friends think i'm the "best" person alive.i have a weird sense of humor, its very dark and witty, and somehow dry in every way.i am highly intelligent in certain areas like health,computers, and psychology.i have many mental disorders like border line personality disorder, manic depression, schizophrenia, multiple personality disorder, dyslexia, disgraphia and ADD. i don't look at them as disorders though,(which in my opinion is strange) i view them as another part of me that allows me to be who i was meant to be.i practice various forms of magic and i can talk to spirits. My grandmother was a medium in mexico when she was younger and i had inherited her abilities as well as expand in my own. i am a walking contradiction and oxymoron because i may say one thing but my appearance is misleading. I am very sharp and observant, though it may look as if i am not.i have the worse time in talking guys, i never seem to say what i want to. I end up being overly shy or enthusiastic, and then i lose confidence because i often do not know how to properly express myself with emotion. i was trained to get the point across fast without any emotion and elaborated on minute details. so now i can tear apart people in debates and when they argue with me.i have some of the most beautiful and amazing friends in existence, they are always helping me when i need it and never let me down. i do the same for them because to me they are part of my family.i find beauty in what others find ugly (again i would like to point out that i have a skewed vision of what beauty is and should be).i'm a doppelganger,shapeshifter,androgynist, gender illusionist and enigma. though i am into boys, i'm not the average stereotype and i am quite the busy boy. i've always been different and i just keep getting more obscure as time goes on. but that's a good thing sometimes, right? i'm a force to be reckoned with and no one who knows me would deny that...i'm a hardcore nerd.uber-dork.iNsta-geek. i find perfection in ImPeRfEcTiOn.i am the kind of person that never betrays a person they love. so often i get wrapped in emotions i should not have. i never make some one elses problems my own, i would rather help them solve their issues. i am enigmatic and open,i am reserved and quiet on my own and when i am comfortable. i am often to trusting when it comes to others. I want to fall in love and feel the pain of love. i spend too much time on little things no one person would ever care about. i dont know what to say, just that i am an honest person. i can be misleading but i never intend to be. i some how always hurt the people i care about because i never truly open up to them. i lose friends quickly because i just disappear at random. i like structure, but i hate being restricted and constricted. i like to be put on leashes and told what to do and to be controlled. yet i end up being domineering in everything i do.