i am but one person and i am taking the world on one moment at a time. I seek chaos to appreciate the calm, and fight with my lack of confidence in attempt to find the failures i need to learn what is needed to succeed. I am in a losing fight against my own anxieties that seem to grow with every mishap, but am calmed by the thought of tomorrow, because you never know what the tide will bring in. I once was so selfish to believe that life was filled with good breaks in the midsts of terrible times. Not true... good and bad things happen to all types of people, and good things come to those who try, not so much those who wait. Really i just want to be successful in my own way and in accordance to my own standards, i just lack the motivation it takes to get it. A lucky break wont fall into my lap, this i know. Gotta make it for yourself
someday the light will click on, im sure of it
Also, I love warm weather, and can not follow my own advice.
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