BERN

It seems that my characteristic trait is the constant feeling of being inadequate, and thus every time I join a group, I can't really start feeling like a part of it. It's an endless struggle not to give up to conformism when one's feeling lonely, but at the same time, there's no doubt it wouldn't really help. Nobody will understand me if I pretend, right? But is it actually possible to understand eachother? To fully grasp the concept of another person's soul? I wish I could meet someone who could, becouse now it feels like I were a cold and distant island, secluded in a place no one can find. It's funny how desperate I; no, probably all people are; for warmth, silence, understanding...no matter if they seem happy or depressed. I am currently trying to improve my knowledge of people's behaviours(and also get a future job) by studying psychology. I am also constantly trying to improve my skills in photography and visual art. Not becouse I consider myself an artist but becouse I have this primal urge to express my feelings through pictures. Well, if I some time get the feeling I am good enough, I'll probably start to promote them in some way but at the moment let them just be on deviantart for my friends to see;p Well...I gues that's all.