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Why is it I push away the ones I should pull-in close?? I know what I want but I'm afraid to go after it due to fact of losing it.......forever..... It's hard to choose some1 u could love. But the hardest part is to admit that you have fallen n love w. some1 you DIDN'T mean to fall n love w.from the very start.......In the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take, the relationships we were afraid to have, and the decisions we waited too long to makeFYI: I'm 333years old,My profile says 69years old & I say I'm 4eva 21......so all you need to know is I'm legal & old enough to drink ;) looking at my pictures is kinda like seeing the world threw my eyes......think u can see where i coming from?? ANYMORE ALL MYSPACE FOR ME HAS BECOME IS A MUSIC PAGE!! ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ღ ஐ ~~~ALONE~~~ From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. ~~~Edgar Allan Poe~~~****************************************************** ************** NOTHING LASTS FOREVER, SO LIVE IT UP,DRINK IT DOWN,LAUGH IT OFF,AVOID THE BULLSHIT,TAKE CHANCES,AND NEVER HAVE REGRETS BECAUSE AT ONE POINT EVERYTHING YOU DID WAS EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANTED!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Name is Cold.....Jessy Cold....so call me Jessy if u don't wanna call me Cold.(also known as Star to a few) and Moon-E She nicknamed me POD [Princess of Darkness]. Don't like my look or my attitude then u need not be talking to me.....so BITE ME vvV^^Vvv Gothic is best way I can describe my "attitude" and I like a lot of Gothic music, poems, and pictures. JUST cuz I not smiling doesn't mean I'm not happy! My look is more towards "rock-star". I love vampires & old castles & the Victorian era. I feel I have an old soul & have been on this planet more then once. Rather you believe or not is all in your eyes. I'm not here to change your mind. I'm here to touch life's & be a good friend & hope along the way I find my soul mate. He knows who he is & so will I when we meet. I know what love,pain,sacrifice,courage,strength,and loneliness is i know it all to fucking well! My life may be ruff but i never said it sucked. I count my blessings not my downfalls.....yea i am a little dark & gloomy but threw that darkness u will see the light & beauty of a new dawn. Don't play any instruments but love listing to,dancing to & singing along to it music. Get to know me & you may find out ;) Think my abs are the best looking thing on me then my eyes & lips.....but have had compliments on it all....different things make diff peeps happy. also have common scene rather have that then book smarts don't get me wrong i love learning just it has to spark my interest first. suck at spelling,geography,& history find it boring so that won't keep me focused if you yak about that shit! I'd say I'm a hopeless romantic.....fell in love to easy so now i am more guarded towards love. and one more thing....do any of you guys actually write poetry? or do you say it to get pussy? ffs man! i will test that if it says on your profile you write poetry I'll count song lyrics as well i know some of you don't call that poetry! I DON'T NEED UR ADVISE IF I WANT THAT I'D ASK MY MOM,FRIENDS,OR SHRINK NOT SOME STRANGER WHO DOESN'T KNOW ME!See profiles FULL of helpful info!! my words are poison,my touch ice cold.feelings frozen in time,lost long ago.am i still breathing? i really don't know.