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Jay

My Life My Hell

About Me

I'm 5'4 with naturally brown curly hair but I like dying my hair but i'm back to my natural colour right now; I love piercings and tattoos as a result I have 14 piercings altogether and 3 tattoos I'm defiantly going to get more and already have a few ideas just need to save up the funds to pay for them. I pretty much dress they way I want mainly anything that's black and purple and I love wearing my boots. I love going out drinking and dancing with my friends when I have the chance if I'm not working (I work in a bar mainly at weekends). I really enjoying meeting new people and making new friends; I'm a pretty easy going person and get on well with others but there are the select few I just dislike from the word go and I will make it apparent to them which I guess you could call me a bitch for. I do have a hard time trusting people. I'm pretty random and strange at times, which seems to make me entertaining to me friends. My friends and family mean everything to me and would do anything for them; I have a very low opinion of myself and always put others first I try to mend my mistakes when I know I'm in the wrong as I have a very hard time dealing with my conscience which is probably my down fall. I want to travel I have so many places I'd love to visit and people I'd love to meet up with again..I think that's really all I can say about me at this moment in time

My Interests

Art, Writing, Reading, Tattoos, Piercings, Biting, Vampirism, My Boots, Corsets, Blood, Scratching, Alcohol, Bondage, Darkness, Dancing, Shopping, Music, Going to Gigs, Thunder Storms, PVC, Stars, Rain, Spending Time With My Mates They Are Everything To Me.

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Music:

Dimmu, Children of Bodom, Type O Negative, Manson, Lords of Acid, Zeromancer, Acid Bath, Android Lust, Alter Bridge, Cradle of Filth, Susperia, Chimaira, Rammstein, Within Temptation, Our Lady Peace, Chemlab, Saliva, Powerman 5000, Twisted Method, Nightwish, Lacuna Coil, Garbage, Bullet For My Valentine, Static-X, Coal Chamber, Lamb of God, DevilDriver, Soil, In Flames, Soilwork, Pantera, Mudvayne, American Head Charge, Fear Factory, Inkubus Sukkubus, Slayer, Metallica, Slipknot, Queen, Pink Floyd, Arch Enemy, Prodigy, Machine Head, Berzeker, NIN, Decapitated, Opeth, Moonspell, Nickleback, Trivium, Shinedown, Spineshank, Mushroom Head, Kittie, Himsa, Cold, Crossfade, Dope, Avenged Sevenfold, and loads more

Movies:

I love Horror and Comedy Some Movies: Evil Dead, Nightmare on Elm Street, Carrie, Interview with a Vampire, Queen of the damned, Cradle of Fear, Nightmare before christmas, the corpse bride, Saw, Fifth Element, Team America, Resident Evil, Resident Evil 2, BraveHeart, South Park the movie, Natural Born Killers, All the Lord of the Rings, Lost Boys, All the Blade Movies, Bad Boys, Bad Boys 2, King Arthur, Forest Gump, Alice in Wonderland, American Beauty, Pulp Fiction, Sleepers, Beetlejuice, Sleepy Hollow, The Crow, Underworld, The Labrynthe, The Craft, The Dark Crystal, House of 1000 Corpes, The Devils Rejects etc....

Television:

Invader Zim, Family Guy, The Simpsons, South Park

Books:

Jack the Ripper's Black Magic Rituals, Vampires The Occult Truth, Fantasy Lover, Night Pleasures, Night Embrace, Kiss of the Night, Seize the Night, Sins of the Night, Dance with the Devil, The Handmaids Tale, The Virgin Suicides etc...

My Blog

Days off

well i was off yesterday and i'm off tonight was meant to be going out with the girls from work coz its one of they're birthday but i dont have money  sucks being poor. i actually have £4.90 to m...
Posted by Jay on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 04:50:00 PST

Happy

oh god its 3:58 in the morning and i've just finished work, i'm so tired but just cant sleep yet i should really try force myself coz my sister is coming up in the morning after she drops the baby off...
Posted by Jay on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 08:13:00 PST

last night

last night i was quite drunk..5 blue after shocks, loads more drink on top of them with an empty tummy very bad idea saw graham for the first time in like 6 weeks was alright managed to have a good ti...
Posted by Jay on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 08:56:00 PST

its 1:28am..

well its the early hours of the morning and i am up i hate my body clock its so fucked because of my work...getting home at 4 in the morning most day screws with your head on your nights off i mean re...
Posted by Jay on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 05:44:00 PST

what a night

well last night my work was very eventful it was one of those nights where every arse hole under the sun decided to come in..to start the night of i had some drunk guy following me about trying to cha...
Posted by Jay on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 06:46:00 PST

ahhh!

i'm bored out of my mind! its only the back of 3 and i've nothing to do at all! well thats a lie i could clean my room if i really wanted to but i can't be bothered lol i'm getting my hair coloured to...
Posted by Jay on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 07:14:00 PST

Valentines day..

well well well valentines day is a whole load of shit lol i cant believe i cared about it when i was in a relationship its just a damn excuse for card companys and its sickening lol i have to say i sp...
Posted by Jay on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 10:44:00 PST

i think..

i think i am so suffering from liver damage lol...i guess its not really a laughing matter but i think drinknig for pretty much 3 straight weeks every night with hardly any food it is killing me slowl...
Posted by Jay on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 10:48:00 PST

last night..

ok last night i went out for becki's birthday...i have to say i cant remember anything...and i mean anything the only thing i breifly remember is walking home freezing my ass off..but inside the missi...
Posted by Jay on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 12:57:00 PST

how unfair is life..

you know this is karma...this is karma coming back to haunt me...i broke up with my ex coz i didnt think i loved him, didnt want a relationship, thought i was too young to be so committed to one perso...
Posted by Jay on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 10:43:00 PST