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The boy i'm in love with ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ If I could pick one place I'd rather be right now than here, it would be in his arms. I love the feeling of someone caring, of someone having their arms around you. I love animals because they can't and don't backstab, they don't judge you. I absolutely hate people that hurt animals or think they have the right to. I'm not scared of dying. The last thing I would do before I died would be to try to swim across the ocean and get to him. I want to die in his arms, clinging to his picture. I respect people that aren't afraid to show who they really are, people who couldn't care less about what others think of them. The more people that I’m around, the lonelier I feel, so I choose to be by myself most of the time. I think that if I’m gonna be lonely, then I’d rather be alone. I love sitting by my window and looking out when it's raining, especially if there's lightning. I like walking in pouring rain; no one knows that you're crying. I love watching the snow fall outside, it mesmerizes me. I don't ask you to like me, I don't really care. All I ask is that you respect me, and in return I will respect you too. I'm pretty easy to get along with, but you have to make an effort to know me. Don't bother me when I'm listening to music. If you can't be straightforward with me, then it's better if you don't talk to me at all. If you hurt me, I am not the type of person that will hurt you back, I will not care. I will simply erase you from my memory, and it will be impossible for someone that doesn't exist to hurt me ever again. If you hurt anybody or anything that I care about, there will be hell to pay, so stay away from things that matter to me. If you can't tell me the truth, then don't talk to me at all. Don't promise me promises that you know you can't keep. If you know, then I sure as hell know too. Don't try to lie to me because I'm really good at telling if you’re saying the truth. Don't be fake with me, I know what's real. Believe that your dreams will get you through, and even if you don't, respect the fact that I do. Believe that love will give you the strength when you're not strong. I believe that everything that happens is for a reason, so don't ever give me shit about something that I did, I don't regret it. Everything that has happened in the past has made me the person I am today. I believe that no love, no friendship can cross your path without leaving some sort of mark upon it. I believe that everyday you can learn something new about yourself that you didn’t know the day before. Everyday is a new day. Take me seriously; I don't say things for the hell of it. Believe me, especially when I say that what is supposed to happen will happen. There's someone for everyone…it's just a matter of finding them. Fate does exist. Know that karma also does exist, and if you do something nice for someone else, it'll eventually come back to you. Don't repeat yourself when you're talking to me, I'll understand the first time. If you have a problem, I'll listen. Don't be afraid to say what's on your mind. Don't EVER EVER EVER tell me that you know how I feel, I know you don't. You might be able to put yourself in a similar situation, but you don't see through my eyes, and you can't get in my head, you don't know me, you don't know how I perceive this situation. Don't tell me that everything will be ok. I won't believe you, you don't know. There's only one person in this world that can tell me everything will be ok…there's only one person that I would ever believe because he's the only one that can make it ok. He knows who he is. Help me find my heaven. I need to get out of this hell. Heaven is happiness that you can achieve on this earth, if it's possible. Heaven is somehow being perfectly happy in your head. It isn't some place in the sky with angels and white clouds. He’s my heaven. Don't laugh at the fact that I'm a dreamer; it's what gets me through. Know that even though you are just one person, you still CAN make a difference. Make one, but for the better. To the world you are just one person..but to one person you can mean the world. I don't smoke, and i don't drink. I hate when people find that strange. I won't be the fucking sheep you want me to. I've seen too many times what drinking does to people, i'll never become the thing i hate...and as for smoking...cancer anyone?? I believe in both love and hate. One of them is the most worthwhile feeling in the world, while the other is a complete waste of emotion. Please don't lead me on; I've had my heart broken too many times. I don't care about outward appearances; your most attractive features are your heart and soul. I dislike it when people define themselves by only their religion. There is only one thing I'm scared of; I'm terrified of losing him. I don't think it's right to fix things that aren't broken. I don't believe in perfect. I DO believe that there is one perfect person for everyone out there..I do believe that loving someone makes you see them perfectly…but I don't believe in conventional perfectionism. No amount of plastic surgery or fakeness will make you perfect. I dislike humanity, because they lack the responsibility for their actions. I can't seem to fathom how you could kill or hurt an innocent person and not care. If something is touching, I'll cry, and I'm not afraid to let my tears show. Don't make fun of me when I cry, there's always a reason. Don't call me "emo" when you see my wrist. It's the story of my life. Sometimes when I feel like screaming, the words flow from my arm. And most of all, don't judge me based on what you're reading. Don't think that you will ever get to know me just by reading this. There's so much more to life than we'd like to think there is, there's so much more to everyone than we see. There's so much more to people than we will ever know. Who I'd like to meet: I've already met him...No one else matters to me...He has my heart..and he will for all of eternity. All my life i've been looking for him..and now that i've found him..nothing can ever make me let go...I love you babe
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the 15th of March

so tomorrow is the 15th of march once again.....one year ago at this time one day before, never would i have imagined that i would be sitting here...never would i have imagined that tomorrow for some ...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Mar 2009 14:37:00 GMT

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i dreamt i had wings but they were so fucking useless i ended up crawling....and i dreamt i had wings but they were so fucking worthless i ended up falling...and i fell so far...but nobody came to pic...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Feb 2009 10:43:00 GMT

moonlit chaos

So i don't really know why i'm writing this right now..i have no idea....it's just random shit that seems to be floating through my head at this time.....unbelievable.... i'm actually pretty sure that...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Nov 2008 16:17:00 GMT

flawless

Every time you look at heryou feel like it's all matteredshe has flawless beautyfrom a heart that's never been shatteredHer eyes are deeper than the oceanand you'll want to fall insideThey've collecte...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 12:23:00 GMT

nie wiem

Nie wiem co mam teraz napisac........bym nigdy nie wybrala kogosc przed toba..nigdy...nawet bym o tym niepomyslala.bym szla przez miliony kilometrow i wszystko bym oddala jak bym mogla slyszyc twoj gl...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 14:23:00 GMT

everything makes sense (finally)

I GUESS YOU CAN'T REALLY SAY YOU'VE KNOWN TRUE LONELINESS UNTIL YOU'RE ALONE IN YOUR ROOM, ALONE IN YOUR HEAD, ALONE IN YOUR BED, AND THE ONLY THING THAT YOU'RE WISHING FOR IS SOMEONE'S HAND TO HOLD, ...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 11:40:00 GMT

truth

So I found this somewhere on the internet&.kinda funny how it fits so well&&   Boy:  Do I ever cross your mind?   Girl: Nope   Boy:  Do you like me?   Gir...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 15:21:00 GMT

forgetting

I guess that everything changes&.best friends can someday become strangers.  No love, no friendship can ever cross your path without leaving some sort of mark upon it. When you have too much fait...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 15:15:00 GMT

Letting Go

I don't think that this happened recently, yet it was far away A long ago forgotten day All the sorrow that she had kept inside Finally could no longer hide She cried for help, but no one hear...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 15:11:00 GMT

illusion

hmm...i think this is my first one that actually tells something...well good for you. So right now it feels like i'm living in a non-real dream...and somehow if i try hard enough i can maybe control i...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Jul 2008 17:39:00 GMT