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Victor

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About Me



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I go to raves, I build stages, I'm learning to spin, I have an awesome family, I'm on probation, my friends are the shit, I can't sit still, I'm A.D.D.

I'm in recovery. Its a process. That shit is INSIDIOUS.

My Interests

Music, Movies, Reading, Writing, Deep Conversation, Dreams, Poetry, Imagination, Food, Raves, DJing

I'd like to meet:

People that are true to themselves.

Music:

The Exit, She Wants Revenge, Gorillaz, A Gift Anon, The Honorary Title, 30 Seconds to Mars, The Postal Service, The Faint, Massive Attack, Action Action, Modest Mouse, Arcade Fire, OneLineDrawing, Broken Spindles, The Cure, Radiohead, Elliot Smith, Snow Patrol, Kaene, Straylight Run, Thrice, Atreyu, Bright Eyes, From Autumn to Ashes, As I Lay Dying, Everlast, Nine Inch Nails, Cranberries, Brand New, Sublime, AFI, Oasis, Anberlin, Smile Empty Soul, 2 Pac, Eminem, Dynamite Hack, TI, Young Jeezy, Tech N9NE, Robert Miles, Future Sound of London, Johnny Ringo, PrestoPremo, DMX, Diggabeatz, RITM, Monk, Jackal and Hyde, Sasha and Digweed, George Acosta, Benny Benassi, Spacemen, Many many more DJs/live acts but cant think right now

Movies:

Rules of Attraction, Donnie Darko, Requiem for a Dream, Trainspotting, American History X, Man on Fire, Toy Story(both), Resident Evil Apocalypse, Thirteen, The Crow, Edward Scissorhands, The Last Samurai, Dawn of the Dead, Romeo and Juliette, Tears of the Sun, Top Gun, I Heart Huckabees, Saw, American Beauty, Finding Nemo, The Incredibles, Constantine, Casino, Good Fellas, The Professional, Apocalypse Now, Gone in 60 Seconds, Con Air, 8mm, Blade, Godsend, Meet the Parents, Meet the Fockers, National Treasure, Matchstick Men, City of Angels, Hitch, The Girl Next Door, Super Troopers, Office Space, Crash, Lord of War, The Machinist, L4y3r C4k3, The United States of Leland, Equilibrium, The Day After Tomorrow

Television:

Miami Ink

Books:

The Perks of Being a Wallflower, A Density of Souls, The Fuck Up, Invisible Monsters, Fahrenheit 451, 1984, James Patterson/Alex Cross

My Blog

Never Born, Always Loved

Never was born Never was blessed Not able to feel The warmth of a breast I hear you were beautiful And I'm sad I'll never know With your delicate face Complete with features that glow Though your life...
Posted by Victor on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 10:28:00 PST

Fuck

Life never gets better. Thats just what they tell you so you don't do drugs or kill yourself.
Posted by Victor on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 03:24:00 PST

You Don't Get It

im a thousand piece jigsaw with no borders and a blurry image
Posted by Victor on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 12:26:00 PST

Warm Summer Days

It just wont let up lately. I hate waking up in the morning. Day to day theres only bad news. Never anything to look forward to. Nothings alright.
Posted by Victor on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 03:19:00 PST

Agenda; Suicide

I have a doctors appointment the 13th. I'm nervous.
Posted by Victor on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 03:45:00 PST

fill it out yo!

This was here once, but it disappeared, so participate if you desire. 1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the ...
Posted by Victor on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

An Excerpt(sp?) From my Niece's Journal (Please Read)

www.caringbridge.org/visit/sagejensen That is a website all about the situation and stuff.  Well, today was one of the most emotionally draining days I have ever had. Sage has hit her one ye...
Posted by Victor on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST