jaypee

i think that i'm a soul in this world that is left alone to find my own happiness that i've always been dreaming of. sometimes i felt so depressed that i'm looking for a hand to grab me and pull me out of the darkness where i am in for most of the time. i am looking for a person who will break my every fall. i feel that my life is divided into parts but tells the same story over and over again. i look for my own space wherein no one could judge me on how i want to live my life. i, still, am never losing hope that at the end i will find the place right just for me...%D%A%D%A%D%ASimple guy with a simple heart and a fast instinct for driving. Dunno.. maybe i'm born to drive fast and furious.. hehe... All my life i've always stayed behind the wheels.. I love driving fast and loud.. ever noticed a loud black underbone bike passing by? That's me... Some get really mad at me when i do so, but that's how it goes.. Fly or be Down with the dust.. More personaly; im the guy you'll never forget once you had a conversation with me...Well, all i want is true LOVE and still in search for it but i guess i just wanted to have a lot of friends at the moment because am afraid of getting into a relationship...i dont want to say good things about me but instead,i'd tell you my flaws...i'm not that kind of guy who boasts of having everything in his life because in reality,i dont have anything to be boastful of...i'm a man who's in search for real happiness...a pitiful one...just expect the worst about me but am not saying that i'm a bad guy...maybe just neutral...am a person who gives anything and everything just for love...a serious type of guy.%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A %D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A %D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A %D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%A %A